It was December, Christmas time so there was no more work to do, just doing the prep stuffs for the up coming projects.

Adi was busy dating the intern guy.
So office was so boring.

At home my mom was literally dancing on my head reciting marriage marriage marriage. 
They had almost accepted Shourya as their son in law .

My parents were blabbering that Shourya is like their long lost son who has taken a form of a perfect son-in-law material.  Yeah when you are of marriageable age in my country you become a material of trade. To counter this I was their daughter whom they never had for Shourya's parents.

Like seriously people who told you to stop at one????

Or the best way would be exchanging Shourya and me between themselves. They had come to my home as the 'unofficial bride prospectors' because I was throwing a tantrum.

Luckily Shourya didn't turn up that day. It had been 13 days since Vivaan had last texted me. Everyday I sent him countless messages so that at least on seeing the mail notifications he would  reply me.I wanted my answers. On top of that there were check posts everywhere and getting checked and scanned everywhere I went was another irritating process.

I saw a pamphlet showing  the Meditation classes held nearby. 

                                                                     Do you want peace?

 Do you want to control you emotions?

Are your thoughts disturbing you?

There were 3 huge yesses from me So called up .the number to get myself registered for a  1 week workshop.

Trust me the mediation helped me clear my thoughts, neatly untangle the huge  mess that was I in.

After that,  I was clear about what I wanted in life. Somehow now I  felt refreshed  and meditations did miracles to me.

I prioritized my work.

After that workshop , one night I sat with my laptop, scrolled down all the chats until I reached his first message
>Hifi, I'm a swiftie too

I started noting down the important minute details of our conversations as if maybe they would give me a clue about him. It was 4.30 in the morning when I reached to the point there were only messages from my side. 

That was when I realized there were no activity literally no activity in Vivaan's profile except for the ones for my comments at the beginning.
Even though he had joined Wattpad 5 years back, he hadn't even voted or commented since then. There were random followers but he wasn't following any of them.

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"What the heck Kushi?? Have you lost your brain"
"You haven't seen him, you haven't met him , hell you haven't even checked his profiles on insta or fb and you don't even have his number....Now you are like I'll go in search of him. I love him"

"But Adiiii"I interrupted.
The next morning I was in the cafeteria where I told her about my life.

"You shut up! "She literally barked at me. Some heads turned in our direction but she didn't stop.

"You kicked out Shourya without even giving a chance, and now you want some ass whom you don't even know about. What if he is a playboy, a drug addict or a frustrated uncle or are you sure its a he or maybe it was a she or a lesbian who was afraid of the society or a pycho killer"

"Saaaaakkkkuuuu(enoughhhhhh)" I shouted with my hands closing my ears.
"Saaku stop it now. I never told you that I loved him. I'm just curious about who he was and what happened to him that's it"

"By some stupid wattpad message how will you find him? Atleast if  had his phone number we could have traced it somehow"

That gave me an idea.

"Adi!!! I love you soo much"I jumped on her.

"Chee get off me. Are you sure you didn't hit your head somewhere. Or are you PMSing??"

"Think whatever you want . But you gave me real good idea. Byee . I'll go meet Shourya. Love you Adii"

I took my phone and started scrolling for Shourya's number.

"But why Shourya? Have you really gone mad now"

"I'll tell you everything after I come back"
I dashed towards the lift trying to call Shourya. He wasn't picking my call.  Maybe he was avoiding me.
I called my mom to ask for Shourya's mom' s number.

"What for ? Don't tell me you are going to talk to her something about marriage or....."

"Shourya's not picking the call. So I just wanted to ask her if he was at home"

"What's cooking by the way? I didn't know that you were already dating each other? Then why all this circus.Get married . You guys can stay in the same room and....."

"Mom, thayi, amma , janani, jaganmathe(all are the different names by which you can call a mother) just for one phone number why are you killing me?"

"Okay okay I'll message you now. But miss Kushi, I deserve an explanation when you come home"

What's with the ladies in my life everybody wants a reason about what I do.

I had called his mom. She was such a sweet lady unlike my female. She told he was at home.

"He had stayed up whole night. I scolded him. Sorry ! I forgot to tell him that you were coming. Go talk to him he's in his room"

"Okay auntie I'll meet him"  without waiting for her reply I ran upstairs.

The door was open but I knocked. Having got no response, I walked in. Nothing has actually changed in his room. The gray and white themed room suddenly seemed nostalgic.
Nothing like nothing had changed in his room.It just seemed like only yesterday we were doing projects and group studies in this room.

I totally forgot the reason I came here and started looking around the room.

What caught me in surprise were the papers on Shourya's bed.
There scattered on his bed.

When I saw what's inside all those sheets,
I nearly had an heart attack. Even though I had a vague idea regarding this I never knew it was this serious.

That day 2 things ,my 2 big questions of my life had been answered by those sheets.

An:
Dun! Dun! Dun!
What did Kushi see through in those papers?
Why the hell did she come back to Shourya again??
Why? Oh Why?
Sorry these questions are supposed to be from your side noe 😂😂

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