https://youtu.be/EgBJmlPo8Xw

to those who are drowning

i look at you and there is triumph in your eyes even though you'll never fucking win, i look at you and i don't know whether to scream or cry and i find out i cant do either anyway because there are too many tears that i didn't spill and they all welled up inside me and filled my lungs and now i cant breathe and i tried to scream but my head was underwater