As we sit in the enormous cafeteria, Peeta's head spins looking around at everyone. I squeeze his hands looking in his eyes.

"Who are you looking for?" I mumble just loud enough for him to hear. People have low sat down next to and across from us. But we don't mind, we keep to ourselves anyways.

"My family." He looks down to our hands.

"I'm sure their here somewhere Peeta, we'll find them. Okay?"

"Yeah." He agrees. "Your right. Their around here somewhere, and your family too."

Then it hits. Prim.

"Prim!" I whisper. "I need to find her! Where is she?"

I'm on my feet in a second but he pulls me back down. "Katniss, hold on alright. We'll to look in a second."

"I need to speak with Gale!" I whisper.

"What? Why?" He gasps.

"I'm sure he knows where they are! And I need to see his family too. Make sure their being treated nicely."

"We'll do that Katniss. Just sit down and eat alright." He asks me.

"I'm full." I lie.

"Alright. Well let's go then."

We dump our trays and turn around to find Boggs. "Im here to show you to your compartments."

"Compartments?" Peeta raises an eyebrow.

"Where you'll be staying."

"Oh, alright." He takes my hand and we start to walk. "We'll find our families after we find our compartments. Alright?"

I nod swiftly.  We go up the same elevator we came down in and rise at least ten floors.

"Room number A407 for Katniss and D698 for Peeta." I let myself laugh.

"Funny." He stops walking down the hall.

"What was that soldier Everdeen?"

"If you think I'm not staying with him your crazy." I cross my arms over my chest.

"Only married couples get their own compartments, I'm sorry Soldier.."

"You don't understand." I start. "I need to be with him."

"You won't die Everdeen, you can be with him all the rest of the day."

"No." I shrug my shoulders. "I'm sharing a room with Peeta. Plain and simple."

"Katniss don't make him mad." Peeta warns. "I'm sure it'll all be fine."

"No Peeta! We both have nightmares and you know it."

He shrugs stuffing his hands in his pockets. I realize I'm still in my arena outfit and jump.

"I need new clothes.." I mumble.

"What?"

"I need new clothes." I repeat my hands starting to twitch. "Now!" I bark and they start jogging down the hallway. My breathing becomes heavy and I take deep breaths. "I can't.. Peeta.. I can't breath..I-" I fall the floor. He looks at Boggs frantically. Boggs clicks a button on his watch and holds it to his mouth.

"Code blue, Code blue." He chants. "Hallway 7-D. Subject Katniss Everdeen." Peeta holds me tightly to his chest.

"Stay with my Katniss please."

I can just barely reply 'Always' before everything goes black.

**

When I wake I'm in a bed, with railings and a television in front of me. A nightstand is to my right and Peeta's sleeping in a chair to my left. He's holding my hand tightly even when sleeping.

I don't deserve him.

I shake him a little sitting up just the slightest. "Peeta." My voice is hoarse. "Peeta." I repeat.

His eyes shoot away and he looks at me frantically. "Oh Katniss." He sighs standing and crawling into my bed. "Don't ever, ever do that again. I was a mess."

"I-I'm sorry Peeta. I think I had a anxiety attack. I didn't mean it I had just saw my arena clothes and-"

"it's okay sweetheart. You don't have to explain yourself to me." I smile as he brings his lips to mine innocently. "I love you." He whispers.

"I love you too." I hear the door open and look to the tiny hallway.

"Katniss!" The voice squeals.

"Prim?" I whimper. She comes around the corner, her hair in one braid. She braids it down the same side as me now, except her braid starts at the stop of her head. "Hi little duck."

She rushes and hugs me, whimpering into my neck. Peeta crawls from the bed and looks at us smiling. "I've missed you so much Katniss. Is it true there's a baby?"

"No Prim, there's no baby." I assure her.

"I knew you'd win." She smiles.

"Prim..I didn't exactly win." I frown.

"Why not? You and Peeta are still together. You've outsmarted two games. You've made history Katniss."

"It's not about that anymore little duck.." I say sadly and frown. Her and Peeta make eye contact and she walks and hugs him.

"I knew you'd keep her safe." She whispers.

"I always will Prim, I promise.." He kisses her temple.

She smiles sadly and sits down. "Prim, am I in the hospital?"

"Yes Katniss." She nods. "You had a panic attack, what were you thinking about?" She asks rapidly.

"I just saw Wiress's blood on my leg and snapped I guess.." I frown.

"You need to be careful Katniss, please. If not for yourself then for me, or Peeta. Or mom."

"Where is she?" I ask.

"In our compartment." She sighs.

"Why?" I ask, she doesn't answer. "Why Prim?"

"She's in a depression again Katniss." She cries. "I don't know what to do.."

"Oh prim, we'll figure it out. I promise. But for now, just behave. We're gonna be here a while..."

She nods and takes a clipboard them holds out her hand. "Hi Katniss, I'm prim. And I'm going to be your doctor for your stay here in the hospital."

We all laugh. "They did promote me Katniss, I'm a doctor."

"I always knew my little duck grow up to be great things." I smile. She nods and her watch beeps. The same one as Gale's.

"I must be going now. Your cleared to leave Katniss."

"Thank you Prim. I love you."

"I love you too."

When we finally check out of the hospital it's late hours of the night. We find our compartment and I sneak Peeta into mine.

"No one needs to know." He agrees.

"Yes."

He snuggles into bed with me and kisses me
gently. "I love you Katniss."

"I love you too Peeta."

"Stay with me?" I whisper.

"Always Katniss .... Always."

Hey guys sorry this is so short but I'm in bed right now. Thank you guys for reading. Love you all!"