Chapter Eight 

I feel stuck

3rd person pov 

the hospital was an absolutely horrible place to be right now which is why they brought them to a different one and when her phone rang, she picked it up. 

"kai, where are you? are you okay?" sam began to burst out with questions and kai took a heavy sigh as she looked at chad who laid asleep with a mask on his face and bandages covering him 

"I'm fine, me and chad are at the hospital" she stated 

"did you get hurt?" sam asked in fear and kai shook her head as she ran a hand over her forehead and sighed again. 

"no no it was chad, he got attacked and I found him. its pretty bad sam, they're saying he'll survive but he'll have really bad scars and be injured for almost the rest of his life. i don't know what to do, i was supposed to protect him" she stated and then her breathe got caught in her throat 

"is mindy okay? please say shes okay" she begged and sam sighed 

"shes okay, we came back for taras inhaler and we found her with a girl but shes okay. shes asking about you and chad though, what should i tell her?" sam asked 

"the truth tell her the truth she deserves to know it, and if you could please just watch her or something. I need to know that she's safe too. I should've thought about that before I hopped in the ambulance but I thought Chad was dead. And it was my job to protect him and I just failed completely Sam. I thought he wasn't breathing. There was so much blood and his eyes looked dead. I was horrified. i  had to take care of Mindy when I didn't and I feel horrible" she stated and sam sighed. 

"you did what you could Kai that's what matters. Mindy isn't mad that you got in the ambulance with Chad. She's happy you did. She doesn't want you to be involved with this anymore. She's horrified that if you're here you're gonna get hurt and it's better for you to be in a hospital with Chad making sure that he's alive rather than being in this house or somewhere that's gonna get you hurt." sam exclaimed 

"why don't I feel good about this Sam? I feel stuck, I've never felt like this before. even in classes when the cases get hard and I'm staring at dead bodies, wondering how to fix it or wondering why someone did it. Or I'm interviewing a murderer, or I'm figuring out a murder or something. I never feel stuck. I always know what to do and how to do it and when to do it but for some reason right now I feel stuck. Why do I feel like that?" she asked and sam sighed 

"it's the fear Kai you're scared that you're gonna die, your brother is laying on a hospital bed and you're wondering if he's going to die, you don't know where your sister is and she's not with you and that horrifies you. You've always cared about Tara more than anyone and you don't know if she's gonna be OK. You don't know if I'm gonna be OK you lost Wes and your uncle already. It's not that you're stuck. It's that you're scared. It's not fear, but anxiety that's making you feel like this. And I know you've never felt that before." sam explained to kai softly and carefully

"have you felt this before?" kai asked

"all the time kai, everyday that i wake up knowing who i am and where i come from horrifys me to the core and we all know it" she exclaimed 

"hey i know that you said tara is getting her inhaler, its been a while though should you go check on her?" kai said and sam sighed softly as she looked around the house that had people filtering out of it and she nodded. 

"yeah i should, ill call you later" sam said and she ended the call. kai sighed and she laid her head on her brothers hospital bed as she watched him and she sighed. 

"please be okay, i need you to be okay. i need to now that i helped you somehow chad. you have to be okay, you cant die" she exclaimed and she stared at him in fear and worry. 

watching chad breathe up and down, she wished she knew what was happening back at the house. she wished that someone would tell her something, but she knew she wouldn't get that because as she sat there, staring at her brother, she had one thought. 

This wasn't about murder, it was about a movie series. It was about revenge and hurting people, but not murder. And whoever wanted to hurt Chad, whoever did this to Chad meant to murder them, meaning that it actually wasn't about a movie anymore. It had to be about something more than that

And then she thought about how the movies went. Mindy said something about it having to be something new something original she thought about stab one, it was original but what was their meaning? Why did billy and stu do , what billy and  stu did? There had to be an answer, but the only answer had to do with family. 

So this was about family, family, being the fact that Sam was related to Billy Loomis. And someone hated her for that but someone in the group group already hated her because of her leaving her family. The person who hated her for her leaving her family, Amber Freeman. 

Kai couldn't believe that she hadn't seen it before but now as she sat in the hospital with her brother who is laying on his death bed, she could see it now and she had one thought. 

tell sam and get the others the hell out of there but how could she do it from where she was? 

how would she do it? 

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