"I was so afraid to lose you until I realised you never belonged to me in the first place and so, instead of being afraid to lose you I sat back and saw you lose me."

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[A/N POV]

"Enjoyed two-timing Jeon Y/N?"

What did he just say?!

Y/N gaped at the male looking at her with such a hateful expression, the type of anger she never witnessed from him. Hurtful and venomous words were rolling through his tongue. His words were not only offending but they also created a huge void in her heart- the void of faltering trust. She gave him her everything, decided to spend the rest of her life with this man yet he chose to spew words which weren't even true.

Two-timing?

With whom?!

Before she could interpret anything further, Jungkook threw the glass of whisky from his hand, making it break into a million tiny pieces. She flinched due to the sudden action and straightaway walked towards her with predator-like steps, his eyes staring right into her soul, his teeth gritted, muscles got hardened and he clenched his jaw unable to sink into the scenes he just witnessed.

For quite a good time she couldn't even believe her own eyes witnessing this side of Jungkook. Never in her wildest dreams did she imagine him to be this vexed.

He harshly pinned the woman to the wall, making her flinch by his sudden alien actions. The intensity of his actions made her back collide with the wall, a muffled welp escaping from her mouth.

"Ah! Hurts!" She bit her lower lip, trying to succum the throbbing pain in her back, warm embers brimmed in her eyes threatening to flow anytime. It wasn't the physical pain that hurt... But rather the mental turmoil he was giving her. His expression didn't falter looking at her pain, instead, he just gaped blankly at the woman like a beast ready to shred his victim.

His nails dug inside her shoulders which she cared less as she was busy trying to decipher what exactly he was trying to say because as far as she could recall, she should be the one to get angered.

His actions just now were something she never expected from him. The way he pushed her so harshly towards the wall, the sheer amount of strength and that rage... It wasn't expected.

Was this the same man she had once been head over heels for?

But then again, she didn't expect he'd play with her feelings but that's exactly what he was doing.

What's next?

Abduction?!

All sorts of crazy and vile thoughts lingered in her head as she was left speechless by his sudden actions. She looked everywhere but him, thinking of words to speak because it felt as if her capability to think, to counterattack, to be bold had been put on a halt due to the flabbergasting change of events.

"What? Lost your tongue?" Jungkook mocked, scoffing bitterly. The redness and puffiness of his eyes were visible to the woman but she blankly gaped at him for a moment with her trembling lips.

It was enough of a bafflement for her that not an ounce of guilt was visible on his face after what he did just now.

"I... W-what do you mean?" She stuttered, mustering up all the courage from her system and earning another scornful scoff from him as he rolled his eyes in disgust.

"You looked so happy with Jaehoon just now, I think you accepted his confession." He clicked his tongue and his jaw clenched as he moved even closer to the woman, leaving just some inches of space between them whilst placing his knee between her legs to stop her from moving. His hot breath flowed on her face as he ceased even the smallest gap between them.

And this was the last thing that she tolerated.

How can he think so low of her?

Was her sacrifices and portrayal of love not enough for him to understand who was in her heart?

"Put your hands off me!" She instantaneously jerked his hands off from her arms, rolling her eyes.

For a moment, she wondered if he would've given some thought, the man in front would've known how much she loved him but then again, their relationship seemed to be faltering with a thin rope of 'communication' which probably, didn't seem to be happening anytime soon.

There was no trust between them.

"Why are you jealous? You have no reason to be jealous." She questioned, anger palpable in her tone and her question just fueled into his frustration.

"Why you ask? Why? I LOVE YOU, JEON Y/N!" He yelled, pouring all his frustration and her eyes widened trying to decipher the reckless blame he was putting. His grip on her hold increased with the amount of rage pouring inside him, like a volcano that just had an enormous blast.

The words she was dying to listen to, surprisingly, didn't give her a wave of happiness she once thought she'll have.

The man she was so deeply in love with, was confessing his feelings towards her. But why...

Why is it so hollow?!

Why it hurts so fucking much?!

"He at least didn't use me like a certain someone! You're the worst of all!" She poked her finger at his torso.

Venomous words rolled through her tongue, unable to control her outburst, tears threatened to flow from her eyes but the male was too consumed by anger and jealousy to decipher her distressed words. To him, at this point, only one thing was visible like a neon light - Y/N betrayed him.

"I HATE-" He didn't let her finish her words and aggressively smashed his lips upon hers, earning a muffled groan from her.

His lips aggressively moved on hers but she didn't reciprocate the action, she was stunned for a moment by his audacity but the male paid no heed to her, still continuing his actions like a lunatic as his hands tightly gripped on her wrists putting them above her head in an attempt to make her stand in her place, as she wiggled in her place she'd couldn't bear to hear those words from the woman he has deeply fallen in love with.

She continuously wiggled from his hold only to get it tightened even more, the harsh movement made her wrists red and he bit her lower lip, making blood ooze out from them. She hissed in pain but the male was too consumed by his own misery and above all, anger to notice her discomfort. Tears cascaded down from the corner of his eyes as he felt betrayed and heartbroken.

"W-why?!" He stuttered, urging for an answer but the woman didn't answer, she was busy searching for some air to breathe.

Momentarily, he broke from the kiss and now, his lips landed upon her neck, biting her flesh as if she's his delicacy, the intense movement made purplish-red bruises on her skin. His actions were truly a portrayal of his vexation and the ultimate amount of pain he was feeling.

"Ah!" She groaned in pain whilst hitting on his shoulder, trying to break free from his hold.

Finally, she gained all her strength and pushed him back whilst landing up a tight slap right across his face. His face turned to the other side by the intensity of the movement and the corner of his lips started bleeding and he scoffed in disbelief.

"H-Have you finally lost it?!" She yelled, hitting him on the torso while he remained stunned in his position.

He glared towards her staring right into her soul and instantaneously punched the wall right beside her, making her flinch and tightly shut her eyes close, dried tear stains clearly visible on his flawless face and his knuckles started bleeding in the process which he cared less about.

"Forcing yourself upon me..." She muttered under her breath, the tears which she trying hard to control just flowed from her black orbs. She sobbed and wailed uncontrollably as she glared into his eyes.

Both of them appeared like a broken mess, tears etching from their lashes.

And it's only now the reality of the situation dawned upon him.

Min Y/N barely cries and whenever she had... He had made sure to make her feel cheerful.

But today...

He broke every limit.

Was he truly going to force himself upon the woman he loves?! How can he be this cheap?!

'What... What have I done?' He asked himself, his hands trembling as he saw the view of his wife crying uncontrollably.

He was the reason for her tears.

"Y/N I-" With trembling hands he cupped her face but she harshly jerked him off.

Before he could even speak anything, the woman shot up the darkest glare towards him with her reddened vision and spat out the most heartbreaking words.

"What's next huh? You want to hit me? Do it then! FUCKING DO IT! LET'S END IT TODAY! JEON JUNGKOOK I FUCKING HATE YOU TO THE CORE!" She screamed on the top of her lungs whilst pulling him by the collar, her breath hitched and she choked on her voice. Even her legs were jelly at this point but she remained resilient because even after all of this shit, she still had a lingering hope at the back of her head that maybe... Maybe there's a misunderstanding.

But no.

His actions proved her wrong.

She was a fool to love him all this time.

"Y/N I-" She made him halt from speaking further by the motion of her hand.

"STOP IT! What do you think, I don't know that you married me so that your family won't interrupt your 'peaceful' life?! I heard everything, you asshole! It's... It's m-my f-fault, I should've n-never trusted you... YOU BROKE ME! YOU FUCKING SHATTERED ME INTO PIECES!" She cried miserably and the male was too stunned to speak anything further.

He remained still in his position, the events of a few minutes ago dawning inside his brain like a whirlwind. It all made sense now, why she was constantly ignoring him for the entire week, why she appeared so broken and why... She accepted someone else's confession.

Words got stuck in his throat and he couldn't bring himself to speak further. His once vexed expressions soon faded away and horrified look made it's way as tears jumbled up in his eyes.

"No! I-" He gathered up courage to utter something but Y/N's next moves pushed him into an oblivion of misery and immense pain.

She swiftly removed the wedding ring- the jewel she always carried no matter what, the possession she could never bear to lose and now...

She threw it somewhere in the corner of the room.

In the blink of an eye she harshly wiped away the tears from the back of her hand and moved forward, whilst harshly bumping on the baffled male's shoulder and went towards the table where her bag was kept. Her trembling body made contact with the glass vase, in the process and it broke shattering into bits and pieces just like her heart.

She rummaged through her belongings and scattered the contents of the bag, until the papers fell down. She picked them up and walked towards the male, the beautiful roses crushed under her feet as their thorns pierced into her skin, which she didn't care about.

She walked upon those scattered pieces of glass, the physical pain not having any effect on her because the turmoil inside her was far greater than that.

"YOU'RE BLEEDING, Y/N!" Jungkook screamed looking at her state, finally coming back to his senses but it was too late.

Just as she stepped in towards the male, the marble floor was covered with the footprints of her bloody feet, her hair dishevelled, eyes bloodshot as she threw those papers on Jungkook's face.

"I've signed them already, you should also do that. You're free now, live your life and never show your face in front of me!" She blurted out chuckling sadly and he saw those papers from his peripheral vision.

Divorce papers.

"Wh-what? I would never sign that!" Jungkook stuttered as tears made their way from his eyes, he held the woman by her shoulders trying to give an explanation but she just harshly jerked his hands off her.

The war of uncountable emotions etched deep into their souls.

"I didn't ask for your opinions did I? You played enough with me, Jeon Jungkook. Now, it's my time to be away from this immense pain. I was a fool to think that I deserved someone far from my league, I'm paying back for loving someone from a world alein to mine. IT'S ALL MY FAULT!" Her pain inflected in her words, which left the male numb, his whole body stuck to a place as he collided on the floor on his knees in front of her.

"Listen to me, please!" He begged but she was done with all the drama. She gave him enough time, now it's over.

"Don't ever contact me again. You disgust me, Jeon Jungkook!" She spoke out and turned her heels, about to walk away. He begged her to stop which she shrugged away, mercilessly.

"Listen... Please!" Now, he was the one crying his heart out but she was done with everything.

"I hope you pay back for what you did to me." Those were the last words she uttered before walking away. She didn't had the strength to bear arguing with him anymore.

She was so done with all this.

She sobbed continuously and choked on her own tears. As she opened the door, the unexpected group of people were standing in front of her, making her eyes widen and she tried to control her sobs.

The entire Bangtan, Manager, Yoora and Jinyoung and above all...

Min Han Seok.

Her brother was standing right in front of her.

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POTATO'S NOTE:
Well, this is truly so heartbreaking! 😭 Ig there'll be a few chapters like this. What do you guys think? Is Jungkook really at fault?
Also, the next part would be updated in a couple of days.

Meme to make you happy after the heartbreak 🙂

I still feel this way 🤡