It's been three days.......ishan is released from hospital.....he's staying in Mumbai at his grandparents house.....his whole family is with him.....the boy is broken....he didn't speak to anyone...just stay inside his room and stare outside the window.....he doesn't eat properly....doesn't laugh....there's no expression in his face.......the source of happiness of the family is gone.....ict members come to meet him daily......but that day after crying in Virat's arm....he become dead silent.......so as the happiness of ICT........

Shubman didn't contact them after that day......none saw him.......Shreyas came to know from Shahneel that he's in Punjab at his home......their next series is after 1 months.....

"No Rohit no......we have to go there.....our Ishan isn't
responding......and I am sure I will get answers of my all questions there only.....we just can't stay silent like this after what happened to him.......and I am damn sure....he's the one behind everything........whoever did something like this just can't escape easily Rohit......"Virat brust out....anger visible in his voice.....
Rohit and Virat just came home after meeting Ishan....the boy's condition is vulnerable.....the sunshine of the team has lost his brightness.......clouds have surrounded him......

Rohit didn't speak anything further....he knows what Virat's saying should have done.......their Ishu deaserb justice......

Ishan's pov:

Shubi why you did this to me.....was I that much bad.....
I knew Shubi.....you loved someone else....I didn't wanted to snatch someone's love....that's why I never confessed to you....but that day when you come to me crying....for your lost love........ I said you....no matter what I will never leave you..........that day you kissed me Shub.....you took my first one just as I wished......though there was no love......I never complained....cause I love you meri jaan.......I crave for you....my heart wanted your presence.....I gave you my everything.....you wanted me to be your place of pleasure....I became......cause my heart told me that maybe one day you will also love me.....was that my fault Shub......maybe was.......

Whenever you failed to make big score you took off your anger on me........I endured everything...every pain you gave me as a symbol of your love.........but you know I was breaking from inside.....whenever you make love with me......you moaned Sara's name .......it hurt Shub....it hurt so bad........what I did wrong that you can't love me Shub....what I did wrong.....????!!!

That day when I last saw you............no I don't want to remember....I just want that memory to vanish......but if that happen I won't be able to hate you Shub.......I will again love you and end up getting badly hurt.........I don't want anything like that anymore.....I won't survive another heartbreak Shub.....I will die......

My family is so worried about me you know......they think i will never be okay anymore.......but I have to Shub.....cricket is my first love....I just can't ditch it........I can't survive without that......but now I need time.....it will take time to heal.......the damage you caused is really deep Shub....really deep........I wish we never met Shub...."

#Guys I tried to make this chapter a little sad....I don't it's worth it or not.......I am not good at this......hope you enjoy...

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