Y/n tried to light his cigarette only for his hands to not stop shaking

Y/n: come on..... not again

He then slid down against the wall putting his head against his hands

Y/n: " why now.... why"?

Y/n then heard another person call his name

Jane: y/n? Where are you? 

Y/n: here

He stands up as his hand was still trembling as he stops it as he gets up seeing jane come over

Jane: are you okay?

Y/n: yeah

Jane: you want to join me and the others for a drink?

Y/n: sounds perfect

As y/n and Jane were getting their drinks in the bar. They were joined by Trish and lady

Lady: hey y/n

Trish: hi

Y/n: hey girls

He takes a sip as he drinks he sees a small bowl of crackers as he takes on.... only for it to crumble into ash. As the bowl began to shake

Y/n: what the....?

The bowl began to shake as they see it they see a bug come out.... but it wasn't any bug it was something y/n saw before

Y/n: no, no, no no no

Trish: what the fuck! 

Y/n: you can see that!

Lady: of course we can

Jane: what is it?

Y/n: "no please no not again! Please no!"

Y/n remains silent as one goes to him... as it gets closer he stabs it with a fork as it began to die as underneath the shell it shows something a skull as it screams at them

Y/n: this can't be happening not again

Trish: what's going on? Y/n your arm

Y/n then noticed his tattoo on his arm was different it was the same thing he had when he was trapped in that hellhole

Y/n: no..... GET OUT OF MY HEAD!

He grabs a small knife as he began to stab at his own arm... spattering it with blood as he began to see everything again.... from the nurses.... to pyramid head to.....

Jane: Y/N! STOP!

A2: what the hell!

Y/n and the others turn to see A2 there alongside bob

Bob: y/n your arm

Y/n looks seeing his arm there... it was his normal sleeve tattoo... now covered in cuts and bleeding. But there was still the bug there only for it to dissipate into dust

A2: what is going on?

Y/n: best answered later.... I need someone to stitch this up

Timeskip

Y/n was in the dining room being patched up he was sitting down many others were looking at y/n. The others that were there were Ivy, Trish, lady, Daniella, Jane, and bob. A2 went somewhere to talk to someone

Jane: y/n what was that?

Y/n: *sighs* ow.... sorry

Medic: it's okay

Y/n: Jane.... that was a creature from silent hill

Trish: what is silent hill?

Y/n: hell.... but it's a form of purgatory

Daniella: I've never heard of it

Y/n: because you never were there.... it's-it's... it's a place where your greatest nightmares come to life. The things you committed, the lies, the desires and everything you've ever feared there

Trish: how'd you end up there

Y/n: because I tried to kill myself!

Silence greets everyone at that

Jane: why?!

Y/n: why do you think? I have nothing else to live for! Then I was there.... for a whole year

Lady: how is that possible?! You were here with us for a few days and 8 months is when we started hearing about ronin

Y/n: time moves differently there. I was there for 2 days but in silent hill.... I was there for a full year.... running, fighting, and trying to survive

Medic: okay your done

Y/n's arm was bandaged from the bicep down as he looks and sighs pouring himself another drink as he downs it

Y/n: being in silent hill made me stronger.... made me wanna alive.... but in the process *moves to unbutton his shirt* gave me a solid reminder

Y/n's chest was filled with scars one that they noticed was a thin, diagonal one that come through his chest and to his back.... next to the scars where he was impaled by that creature

Trish: oh my god

Jane: how?

Ivy: so that's why?

Y/n sighs as he buttons up his shirt as he looks at them. He puts his head down as he rubs it

Y/n: I only told a few people about this..... reminding myself of that place kills me. If I ever go back there I will die.... and I'll be okay with that

He then gets up as the others were worried

Jane: y/n?! What really happened in there?

Y/n: pain beyond anything

???: Shepard!

A woman comes up to Jane... this woman was a young beautiful lady with black glossy hair and is wearing a pair of pants and a black hoodie with n7 embroidered on the chest

Jane: Ashley?! How're you?

Ashley: I'm good.... who's this?

Y/n: I'm ronin

Y/n then walks out as he goes and looks into the night sky

Back to the girls

Daniella: this.... it seems like silent hill may come to us

Lady: then we must be ready.... but y/n?!

Trish: we're gonna protect him and save him

Ivy: agreed

Only for the washed out cop Bosco to come out as he was angry... limping downing his one good leg

Bosco: where the fuck is that pretty boy?!

Y/n: looking for me worthless pig?

Bosco and the others turn as y/n is smoking a cigarette as he tosses it after he puffs out a smoke

Bosco: yes....this!

He pulls out a gun and before anyone could do anything fired straight at y/n's head as his head is thrown back as he falls down

Ivy: Y/N?!

The others draw their weapons out as Bosco smirks

Bosco: fucking bitch! Now who's gonna heal my..... AAAAAH

A knife is stuck to his groin as y/n rose up from the ground as he reveals his head to them... revealing he caught the bullet with his teeth

Y/n: (bullet through mouth) that's actually the 10th time someone did that to me

He spits it out as he approached Bosco

Bosco: wait! Please don't I'm sorry!

Y/n: no mercy.... I'm done

Y/n stabs his sword straight through his groin as he carry's him taking him outside as he began to saw him from his groin down as he stared at y/n's impassive face as he dies from being sliced from the groin up

The others look as y/n dropped the body and cleans the blood fromhis sword

Y/n: piece of shit

The ninjas take away his body as y/n went back to his room

Jane: you okay?

Y/n: yeah goodnight all of you

Ashely was looking at y/n as her eyes trailed straight to his ass in his tight jeans

Ashely: "now that's a sexy ass"

Unknownly she whispered that as the other women have to agree with that

All of them: "he does have a sexy ass"

A/n: hope you all enjoyed this

Also what should y/n do with some of the girls like ivy, Jane, lady or even Daniella?