*(Y/N)'s P.O.V*

As i walked along with Takuma back to my dorm i couldn't help but think back to that room, my apparent sister died in that room but i can't remember it and that..really sucks you know? Takuma noticed my silence and questioned it worriedly "oh, i'm fine just thinking" i replied with a sigh "about?" he asked "things, family, why i can't remember a anything mostly" i replied with a shrug. Ichijo nodded in understanding "i'm sure you'll remember when the time is right" he encouraged "but that's just it Takuma, what if the time is never right? What if i die before i get all my answers?" i asked.

The kind vampire sighed and stopped alerting me so i stopped too, turning back to the male. An unfamiliar frown was etched upon his handsome face "is that what you think? That nothing will sort itself out?" he asked, i shrugged "(Y/N), you're alive! That worked out amazingly, all we ever wished for was to see your smiling face one last time and ever since you've been back you've barely smiled...it's like you're not even here and that's awful" he admitted.

Takuma walked closer resting both of his hands on my shoulders "maybe it will take forever, or maybe it will all come back to you tomorrow but that doesn't matter, it's going to come back to you either way. Please, i-...we just want (Y/N) back, the real (Y/N)" said Ichijo. I looked down as my feet suddenly became incredibly interesting "i'm sorry" i whispered glancing back up at him. Takuma shot me a closed eye smile "don't be, it's not your fault. It's those vampire hunters' fault for taking your memories away". 

~Timeskip~

We made it back to the dorms and immediately Takuma was called away to help Kaname with something leaving me alone outside albeit hesitantly though he couldn't disobey his lords orders. With a sigh i began roaming the grounds until i eventually came upon one of the many fountains in the school. Leaning over the concrete edge to stare at my rippling reflection i cocked my head as i gazed upong my features.

"sister"

I winced as i stumbled back clasping my hands over my head and squeezing my eyes shit tight, the sounf of oncoming footsteps was heard though i dismissed it as i tried to rid of the ringing in my head. A cold hand was placed on my back to steady me the person making sure i didn't fall over, the pain in my head began to slow before coming to a halt. Regaining my composure i looked up at the person who assisted me "Shiki?" i queationed, the quiet male nodded his face emotionless as always though i could've sworn i saw a hint of worry in his eyes.

I shook my head "i'm fine" i replied to his silent question, with a red box in his hand he tilted it towards me as if asking if i wanted some "what is it?" i asked "....pocky" he replied. Removing the chocolate covered biscuit from the box i inspected it before nibbling on the end, not seeing that it tasted back, actually it tasted pretty good. I continued chewing on it until it was finished, Shiki seemingly happy that i liked it offered me more.

We were sitting against the fountain chewing on pocky and surprisingly he had like two more boxes in his pockets. The silence between us was comfortable, though slightly awkward it was to be expected since he didn't like talking that often and because of that we never talked much, or at all really, while we were back at the dorm. Glancing to the side at him to see him already staring at me yet  he didn't look away despite being caught staring i decided to ask him something and break the silence.

"so...are you and Rima in a relationship?" Shiki choked on his pocky stick slightly before shaking his head rapidly "just friends" he mumbled "oh, hey do you know who died in that room in the school?" i asked. Shiki seemingly shocked asked which room i was talking about. Explaining the details he gulped signalling that he knew which room i was taking about "oh that one..." he muttered looking down towards his feet. I raised my eyesbrows ushering him to answer, though all i got was silence yet that was answer enough.

Senri very clearly knew who died in that room and it seems he couldn't tell me as the whole i need to remember on my own still applied in this situation "how do you know someone died in there?" he asked talking more then i have ever heard him talk before "well besides the blood stain on the floor i could...feel it you could say" i shrugged, it wasn't a total lie. The feel and not to mention smell of death lingered in that room, even if the 'ghost' wasn't there i still would've known it was a place someone died in.

Shiki placed a comforting hand on my head, i looked up at him through my eyelashes to see him looking away faint red tinted his cheeks. Ruffling my hair he sent a small smile my way, it was miniscule, barely noticeable but it was genuine and probably the most emotion i would get out of the red head. Shiki stood but not before tossing an unopened box of pocky into my lap and waving then taking off back towards the dorm.

Tapping the corner of the box agianst my cheek i smiled lightly, maybe i can try to smile more like Ichijo said and maybe, just maybe...this whole experience won't be so bad after all.