I know you guys have been waiting on an update for a long while now, and I'm sorry.

But I don't think I will be able to update for a while.

I just lost my older brother yesterday...he was found unresponsive in his bed by his roommate and pronounced dead over in South Korea. We don't know the cause of death yet...

But please be mindful of that.

I have never felt such pain.

I wonder why it had to be him. He was only 20 years old. But then I remember that the world is a cruel, messed up place.

Please understand as I go through this horrible loss, that I am trying to keep going with my life and move forward with all the stories I've published. It will be a lot longer than I meant for it to take, but I can't help it.

Thank you for understanding, I love you all.

—Lilly (@JBieberOrJMcCann )