I Think I'm Okay by Machine Gun Kelly and Yungblud

Natasha

We walk into the training area. There was equipment on walls and on the floor. People were fighting or were using the equipment. I saw that they were separated by age. Well that's good. I saw that girls were fighting with guys.

"So what exactly do we do?" I ask Blake. "Well we can get you and Eth used to the equipment while Meg is with Daisy." I nod. Blake wanted our first week to be somewhat easy.

We walk over to a punching bag. "We'll start off with this for a warm up. " Blake instructed us on how to hit the bag correctly. Ethan and I got in fights at school so we got the hang of this. I wouldn't say we were mean, but people just kept bugging us.

After about ten minutes there, we went to where the weights were. We did things to build up our strength.

I still don't get why The Elevated wants us to train if we are supposed to be here cause our parents are gone.

I remember Eth and I always went to the gym with our dad at four in the morning before he left for work. We had been doing it for four years. I smile at the memory.

We started off doing squats with the weights. Blake but on 45 lbs weights on each side plus the bar which is another 45 lbs, so a total of 135 lbs. He knew I could go heavier. I was wobbling a bit.

"Come on I know you have it in you! Get out all the anger!" Blake said. I remembered how our parents just left us, how we are told nothing of what we're doing here, how this looks like freaking Divergent.

There we go I felt myself getting better. "Atta girl. See, I told you that you are better" Blake said. I smirk at him.

"Ok now I'm adding more. Gonna be a total of 180 lbs ok?" I put the bar down and nod. "You can go heavier sis" Ethan says nudging my arm. I smirk, "alright then, put 200 lbs." Blake puts it on and I start doing my squats. "How many little bro?" "Do thirty." I do my thirty in three minutes then put the bar down. "Your turn lil' bro" I smirk. He starts off at 135 lbs just like I did. After about twenty he puts it down and then adds on so he gets 200 lbs. "Let's see you do your thirty in under three minutes" I raise my eyebrow and smirk. He smirks back and goes. I check the time when he's on the last one and... "YES! I won!" I jump up and down. "Only by five seconds gosh" Eth says rolling his eyes.

Bryan, Hunter, and Alex then walk over to us. "Hey what's up guys" Bry says. "Hey Bry" Blake says.

"Hey it's your turn Blake" Eth says with a smirk. "Your turn for what?" Alex asks. "A mini competition" I smirk. "Ooh I want in" Hunter says rubbing his hands together. "We're starting off with 200 lbs and it has to be under three minutes. Nat got three minutes, I got three minutes and five seconds, Blake is next" Eth explains. "Count us in" Alex says. Blake then goes and does his thirty in three minutes... and one second. "Lost to a girl, wow" I say tapping his chest. "Oh shut up" he says hugging me from behind and resting his head on my shoulder. "Hunt you go" Eth says. Hunt does it in three minutes and eight seconds, Alex in three minutes and twenty seconds, and Bry in two minutes and fifty seconds. "Are you kidding me!?" "Sorry I'm just that good." "Cocky much" I roll my eyes. We did this for a couple more hours until it was time for lunch.

I was starving. All that working out really did make me hungry. They served chicken, rice with vegetables, and bread. Even though I don't like chicken that much I still ate it cause I was starving and that's all they had. I don't usually go this long without eating so I didn't care what I ate at this point. "Hungry much" Bry says. "I don't go this long without eating. "She eats a lot" Meg says. "You do to little missy" I say tapping her nose and she giggles.

After lunch we trained more and during training someone came into the training area. "Family Queen please come with me" the doctor looking scientist guy says. I look at Blake and he nods. I see Meg running up to me and I carry her. We follow the guy into a room with chairs and doctor equipment. "Dr. Stellar will be in shortly" he said shutting the door.

Not long after Dr. Stellar walks in. He explains to us that he's going to do some tests on us. He gets a sample of our blood and tests our reflexes. He then gives us an anti virus shot.

As he leads us back to the mess hall for dinner I get a glimpse of another room. I see a camera and all I see is a guy I've never seen strapped in a chair in a cellar. I decide to stay quiet and not ask.

We sat down at the table with everyone. I sat next to Blake and just started at my hands. The guy in the chair looked hurt. He was so pale and skinny. Why did they have him locked up? What did he do? Are they hurting him? Is that what they are going to do to us?

"Natasha!" Blake said breaking me out of thoughts. "What?" "I've been calling you for a good five minutes now. Are you ok?" Am I ok? I don't even know what to feel? "Yeah I'm fine." I look around the table and everyone looks worried. I wasn't hungry and that was odd for me. I just couldn't stomach anything.

"I'm gonna take a shower goodnight guys" I say getting up. Meg trails behind me and Eth stays behind. I feel Meg slip her hand in mind and I squeeze it.

We got to our room and shut the door. "You wanna shower first?" I ask. She nods. "You need help?" "A little." I nod and head into the bathroom while she gets clothes. I turn the water on for her and sit on the floor. "Are you ok?" Meg asks walking in. I simply nod and she starts getting in the shower. I helped her wash out the shampoo and helped her wash her back. She got out and I helped her dry off. I told her to lay down in bed while I took my shower.

I got my clothes and then got in the shower. I started to wash my hair and I remembered how my mum helped me with my hair when I was little. She helped me with everything. I remembered going to her when I got hurt. I just really missed my family. I remembered the day she gave Eth, Meg, and I our bracelets. Our bracelets where black beads with one red one. She gave it to us four years ago.

Flashback

"I want you guys to wear these bracelets all the time. I don't want you guys to ever take them off. Can you guys promise me that?" mum said. We all nod. "It is very powerful so don't ever take it off" my dad said. "Why is it powerful?" I ask. "It just is. Now don't take it off."

End of flashback

I saw the bracelet on my wrist and I ran a finger over the beads. I wiped the tears under my eyes and finished my shower. I got out and wrapped a towel around my body and started to brush my hair. I remembered my mum always brushing my hair when I was little. How she helped me with my hair to go to parties. She always went all out with my hair. I started crying again. God I'm an emotional mess today. I don't like crying. I quickly wiped my tears and finished my hair. I put lotion on and then put some sweats, a sports bra, and socks.

I walk out and see Ethan, Blake, Bryan, Hunter, and Alex. They stared at me with a worried look on their face. "What are you guys doing in here?" "Your not fine, what's up with you?" Bry says. "I'm fine." "I know I haven't known you for long but I can see you're not fine" Alex says. "Can you guys just go" I say turning around. I hear the door open and close. "Nat, what's wrong?" it was Blake. "Did Stellar say or do anything to you?" I shook my head. "Then what's up with you? I know you miss your parents. Is it that?" "Yes I miss my parents! Who wouldn't? I want to know what the hell we are doing here! I want to know why I saw a guy strapped up in a lab! I want to know what he did to deserve that! I want to know if that's what they're gonna do to us!" I yell falling on Blake and crying.

"Shhh it's ok" he says carrying me to my bed. "I just wanna go home." "We all do" he says running his fingers through my hair. "What guy Nat?" Ethan says. I sniffle and wipe my tears still leaning on Blake's chest. "When we were walking back to the mess hall I saw this dude all strapped up in a cellar. He was pale and skinny. He looked hurt. He looked like he was gonna die or something. I've never seen the guy around here either" I explain. "Describe him" Blake said. "He had brown hair, I'm assuming average height, I couldn't see his eyes cause they were closed."

"That could've been Adrian." "Who?" Ethan and I ask. "Adrian got here around the time I did and one day Stellar took him to get him tested and I've never heard or seen him since."

"I'm scared" I say. "Stay strong. I'll see you guys in the morning" Blake says kissing my head. Ethan closed the door and I'm assuming got ready to shower. I layed in bed looking straight up and wondering. Wondering about how to figure out what they are doing. What are we going to do when we find out? What if it's dangerous? What if they kill us? I hear the bathroom door open and I look up. Ethan just got out of the shower. Well that was fast.

"I miss mum and dad too" Ethan says sitting on my bed. "We need to find out what they are planning" I say looking him straight in the eyes. "We will" he says. I hug him. "Sleep with me tonight?" I ask. "Of course" he nods. I scoot over and he goes to turn off the light. He then jumps in bed next to me. I hug him and he hugs me back. I lay my head on his chest and he runs his fingers through my hair. This whole place is weird. We will figure this out and when we do we will escape.

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