MATURE CONTENT AHEAD.

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His lips crashed into mine.

All I wanted to do was to pry him away. I didn't want his lips kissing mine, his hands wrapped around my waist, pulling me closer by the inch,

I hated him.

But my body failed me,

The feeling of him, close to me, his body pressed against mine, scored everything else out of my mind — my arms clung around his neck, tugging him entirely into me. The kiss was rough, his tongue battled mine,

His scent, that scent caused my knees to grow weak, every time,

The smirk curling up on his lips made me tear away, eyes leveling his as he breathed heavily, '' Such a needy girl, aren't you—,'' He bit his lower lip, rolling his tongue over it after,

His hands moved down to my thighs, burying his head in my neck as he picked me up, gently placing me on the table as I forced my lips against his again; my fingers dug into his arms, pulling him over me,

Draco strived in between my legs, hands placed on each side of me as he kissed me back, '' I want to feel you,'' He groaned into my parted lips. The words leaving his lips, the husky, low tone caused my core to clench, the tension grew as he hauled back — staring at me as lust thickened the air around us, '' May I?'' He grinned, nodding towards my skirt,

My lower lip sucked in, my teeth chewing at is as I hummed, '' Yes,''

He leaned in, my neck arched to give him all of me, to let him trail hot, wet kisses down my neck, his hand dipped down in between us, toying with my underwear — the soaked fabric earned a grunt from him as he looked at me, '' So fucking wet for me,'' He mumbled, the tip of his finger slightly brushed against my clit, and only that little touch made my back arch, my eyes fluttering close,

'' Don't—,'' He endangered, '' I want you to look at me,''

My hues flayed wide, meeting the blue eyes as his thumb started moving in circles over my clit, '' I want you to watch me while I make you feel so good,

'' I thought you hated me,'' My words snapped his head up, the blonde strands of hair slightly messy over his forehead,

'' I do. I hate you,'' He breathed, a finger teasing my entrance, '' But can't I do this—,'' Draco thrust his touch inside me, making me gasp at the sudden move, my head fell to his shoulder, '' And still hate you?''

I knew he loved this.

I knew that he loved his hold of me, that he could speak those words while thrusting his fingers inside of me, that he had the nerves to wanting me yet still hate me,

But I didn't care, not anymore.

My head is thrown back in pleasure, the overwhelming feeling of his thumb rubbing over my bundle as he quickened his fingers speed — trails of muffled moans bolts off my lips as I tried to hush it, my hand covering my mouth as my other hand is clenching around the table, my nails boring into the worn wood,

'' Draco, I'm close—,'' I heaved, trying to keep my eyes open to look at him, just as he demanded me too — the feeling of his fingers roughly pounding in and out of me, in a mixture with his eyes intensely studying me as I trembled in his grip, almost caused the coil in my core to drop,

'' No—,'' He smirked, slowing down his speed, '' You won't cum until I tell you to do so, am I clear?''

I nodded, quickly, my eyes lightly rolling back as I tried to hide it, '' Please, Draco—,'' I begged, he kept me on the utter edge,

'' I need you to promise me something before I let you cum, can you do that?''

I nodded again, sucking in a harsh breath as he kept going, his fingers pumping, '' I want you to promise, never to cum for anyone else after this,''

'' I am the only one you can let yourself go off, understood?''

I nodded once more, not even paying attention to what he spoke — my entire self shook, my legs wanting to squeeze shut as I was close,

So close,

Too close,

'' Such needy girl,'' He mocked, his hand kept forcing in and out, pounding harder with each thrust, '' And only for me, right?''

'' Only for you, Draco—,'' I whimpered, my back arched as my hips bucked into his hand,

I need the release.

I needed to let go,

'' Then cum for me,'' He mumbled as he mounted over me, his nose brushed against mine, '' Let go for me, right now,''

And I did,

My body shook violently as I suffered my breath in absolute euphoria,

Every inch of me broke in pure pleasure, hitting my high as he watched,

My eyes still locked in his as he slowly pulled his fingers out, '' Good, good, girl, soaking my fingers,'' He stretched his fingers up to his mouth, gently sucking the taste of me off them,

I felt my spine colliding with the furniture, my chest heavy as I tried to gather myself, and the realization of reality hit me, like a train at high speed,

What have I done?

Jolts of electricity shoot throughout my body as I forced myself off the table in attempts to stand straight on my shaky legs,

I glared over at him, his back leaning against the wall as he waited for me to collect myself,

But I can't do this,

This isn't me,

I can feel this way for the blonde boy I hated,

I panicked, my hands brushing my skirt down as I shoed back,

'' I—,'' I stuttered, nervously brushing my fingers through my hair, '' I need to—,''

'' What?'' He snapped, taking long strides up to me, '' Where are you—,''

'' Blaise—,'' I lied, needing an explanation to leave, '' I promised Blaise that I would—,''

His dense, confused look fell into a raging one, jaws clenched together as he yanked me away, '' Then fucking leave—,''

He tore around, marching up the stairs to his dorm, leaving me alone in his common room,

I didn't want to do this,

But I had to,

Because if I stayed,

I wouldn't be able to leave,

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My back rested against the chilly wall outside the great hall, reading a book Professor McGonagall gifted me with, and ever since she did — neither Blaise nor I had the strength to stop reading it, '' Wait, you're going too fast,'' He mumbled, his fingers stretched over my shoulder to turn the sheet of paper back, '' There you go—,'' I peered over to look at him as his eyes rushed over the paper, 

His eyes suddenly snapped to mine, slightly nodding for me to keep going, '' Go ahead,'' He smirked at my rolling eyes,

'' You really are a—,''

'' A what?'' He bites back, hir upper lip curling into a cheeky smile as he pushed his chest closer to my back, letting his chin rest on my shoulder,

He huffed at my silence, '' That's what I thought—,''

'' Now turn over, I want to know what is happening after the girl and the boy—,''

'' Excuse me, miss—,''

Both Blaise and I jumped apart at the low voice, spinning around to face the boy speaking, '' Is this boy bothering you?''

My eyes matched his green ones — the exciting shift in his features spread wide as my eyes flickered to Blaise's, waiting for him to introduce the boy holding in front of us,

Blaise shyly shook his head, '' Hilarious as always, Adrain,'' The annoyance in his vocals twirled into a scoff, '' What are you doing—,''

'' Don't be rude, Zabini,'' Adrian hewed him off, the corners of his mouth twitched, his eyes narrowed, '' I think instruction is in order, don't you?''

Blaise shrugged, turning to me, '' This is Leiah, she's a—,''

'' A Riddle?'' Adrian cut him off once more, taking a boot closer, '' Interesting,''

My eyes scrunched together at his words, the blood pumping through my veins fumed,

'' And the heir of Ravenclaw, isn't that right?''

With a swallow, I sharply nodded, '' I am,''

Blaise's hand moved to my lower back, gently stroking it as he chatted with his friend,

I knew about Adrian since before. He was a friend of Draco's and a well known Slytherin, yet not to me. I had never spoken with him before, our paths had never crossed, and the reality of him wanting to talk with me now scored suspiciously inside,

'' I have a question for you, Leiah—,'' Adrian clocked me out of my thoughts, peering up to look at him; his shoulder firmly rested against the wall, slightly towering over me, but before he had the chance to speak his mind,

The blonde boy stormed up, pushing Adrian's arm off the wall, pushing himself in between us, '' Malfoy,'' Adrian greets him through spite,

I didn't dare to look at Draco, to meet the raging stare I felt burning through me. I was more than ashamed of what we did yesterday, and what I did after, walking out in him,

'' So how did it go with Pansy last night?''

No.

No. No. No.

He wouldn't do that,

I caught Draco's breaths ragged, his hands shoved in his pockets as he ignored Adrian's question, sending me the guiltiest of looks,

I shook my head, my hand shakingly tucking a curl behind my ear as I swallowed the sinking feeling, '' You had a question for me, Adrian?'' I broke the silence, my eyes flying up to please his,

'' I have—,'' He smiled, his fingers rushing through his brown hair, '' I wanted to ask you if you would meet me after practice tomorrow?''

My nerves rushed in excitement as Draco snapped his head to Adrian, nearly visibly shaking in anger, '' I would love to—,''

'' She's busy,'' Draco spat, jaws clenched, '' Isn't that right?'' I finally met his stare, my bottom lip sucked in between my teeth as I hesitated — the fighting I knew would come of this wasn't worth it. I prized that, but he was with Pansy last night.

After being with me,

'' I'm not—,'' I rose my head, politely smiling at Adrian, '' I would love to meet you tomorrow,''

I turned to Blaise, facing his startled self before I wrapped my arms around him, hugging him close, '' I'll see you later then?'' I whispered into his shoulder before stepping back,

'' You will—,''

And without another word — I walked away from all of them, almost running into the nearest bathroom, locking myself inside as I bent over the sink, desperately staring at my own reflection,

All I could think of was him,

Draco,

The vile, heartless boy I hated, yet I couldn't get him out of my mind,

The way his eyes studied me,

The way he was protective of me,

The way he touched me,

The way his lips kissed mine,

Him.

Him.

Him.

All of him.

I flinched back, my head rose to meet the blue eyes as he forced the door open, slamming it shut behind him,

He strode up to me, frustratingly pushing me into the sink — his face inches from mine, noses brushing against each other,

The way his chest heaved heavily, how his breaths fanned hot,

He was upset, no — he was more than it,

My lips parted to speak as he twitched his head, a cold hand gripped around my chin, bending my head back for a better view,

'' What the fuck are you playing at, Riddle?''

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