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'' Spread your legs,'' Draco demanded, his tone harsh as he fiddled with his wand, muttering, '' Muffliato'' underneath his breath before turning fully to face me,

But I didn't move, too startled of what just happened to move a single inch; my silence and my obedience to his asking made him more than impatient,

His hands wrapped around my waist, tugging me inches away from his tensed front, '' Don't make me say it a third time because I swear to god—,''

" Don't you want to?" He asked me honestly, waiting for a slight second as I nodded.

" I want you." I whispered.

The cold fingers tensed as he growled, '' For fuck sakes,''

The blonde one's hands dipped to my thighs to pick me up, wrapping my legs around his waist; his starving lips found mine, kissing me with force while placing me on the counter,

'' I want to taste you,'' He breathed heavily, '' I want to feel you cum all over my mouth,'' His hand cupped my cheek, a ring-coated thumb brushed over my bottom lip as sucked in a harsh breath, nodding at his tells, because once again — I was trapped in the mesmerizing embrace of him,

He bit his lower lip before crashing his lips against mine, '' Fuck—,'' He grunted into my mouth, '' Fuck you're irresistible,''

'' No matter how much I try to stay away—,''

'' I can't,''

My underwear soaked at his words, my core caving as I tangled my fingers into his hair, '' Then don't, Draco—,''

'' Don't stay away,''

He tended back, raising a brow as he studied me in the dark, '' Are you wet for me?''

I nodded yet again, trying to catch my breaths — he strived in between my legs, dropping to his knees before placing heated, wet kisses on my inner thighs, '' Yes you are,'' He mumbled, his finger hauling at my underwear,

The finger slid up my soaked slit, before tending away, with my juice collected on it, he paths it up to his mouth, licking it clean, '' Fuck—,''

My head thrown back as he did his deed yet again, slowly tracing his thumbs in circles, '' Feel good for me,'' He teased, his finger gently thrusting inside, '' I want you to feel so good for me,''

Draco licked a flat stripe up my cunt, earing a soft moan from my lips as he did, '' Draco—,''

'' Such a needy little girl,'' His eyes locked in mine, his tongue playing with my clit as he pushed in another finger, '' Does that feel good?'' He smirked, still working his tongue,

'' Y—, Yes,'' I purred out, my hips bucking into his face as he kept going,

The coil nearly dropped before he pulled away, his quick fingers slowed, '' Are you going to cum for me?'' He grinned, going in a dangerously slow speed, '' Promise to scream my name when you do, and I'll let you cum,''

I nodded, feeling the ecstasy rushing throughout my veins. His hand searched for mine as he dipped down again — intertwining his cold fingers with my warm ones,

'' Draco, I—,'' I heaved, rocking my hips onto him as he sucked on my clit, making me feel more than good. My body shook in pleasure, my back arched, tears prickled as my head washed over me, '' Draco—,'' I squealed out, trying to push his head away,

But he wouldn't move; he wanted to taste me, to feel my walls clench around his fingers as I completely shredded in his hold, my every sense on edge as my core caved,

'' There she is, such a good girl for me,'' He tended away, straightening his spine as he stood tall in front of me,

He sucked his thumb off before forcing it into my mouth, grinning as he did, '' Feel how good you taste?''

I swirled my tongue around his thumb, before pulling away, my hands clung around his neck to pull him closer, '' Do you want me to taste you?'' I whispered into his lips, noses brushing against each other as the savor of mint scored sweet on my lips,

'' No, this was about you—,'' He held, his fingers still braided with mine, '' And how you'll think of me when you're with Pucey tonight,''

The blonde one pushed his body close to mine, his mouth close to my ear, '' Remember how good you feel with me, how good only I can make you feel—,''

He stepped back, stretching our entwined fingers to his lips, placing soft kisses on my knuckles, '' Now—,''

'' Tell me you don't belong to me,''

Draco's upper lip curled, the blonde strands of hair messy,

'' I dare you—,''

His eyes pierced through mine, and by the look of them, how much he wanted me to say it — how he nearly demanded it,

And I wanted to,

All I wanted to do was to give in,

To allow him to have me,

To be his,

But I could never do that because he wasn't mine,

I tore my sight away from his, drawing my fingers out of his grip, '' I'm not yours, Draco—,''

'' I don't belong to you,''

The blonde boy's brows furrowed, his breaths ragged as he stepped back, disbelief pushed through his nerves as he emptily stared at me,

'' I can't belong to you, Draco—,''

'' Not knowing if you belong to me,''

Silence,

Complete silence,

His entire face fell, his shoulder sunk for a brief moment and then—,

Anger flashed through his numb eyes, his body tensed, hands curled into fists, sharp jaws clenched even sharper,

'' I will never be yours,'' He spat, turning in his shoes before slamming the door shut behind him,

Leaving me entirely alone behind, my heart shattered, tears pooled, not knowing that his only reason for doing this—,

Was because the blonde boy knew that one day, he had to break my heart in a way graver than the way you read in books,

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I leaned against the fence, glancing over the quidditch field as I waited for Adrian — I wasn't sure of coming here tonight, since things passed rather aggressively between Draco and me, but after hours of talking, Luna convinced me to do so,

She believed it would be better for me to get the vile Slytherin out of my head, and I did something I usually wouldn't do,

I listened to her,

And here I was, holding as the chilly breeze kept soring at my cheeks, taking in every tiny piece of being out here,

I rarely am. I never took an interest in quidditch; it didn't make much sense to me — riding around on a broom, chasing things around,

I rather spent my time with my head stuck in a book,

The boy standing on the grass, waving his hands at me, caught my attention, how he gently urged for me to join him,

I stumbled down the stands, finally reaching close to him as he smiled, '' Finally—,'' He held, stretching his hand to brush some hair off my cheek, '' You got me thinking that you weren't showing up,''

I felt myself chew on my bottom lip, playfully shaking my head at him, '' Well, if that happened to be the case—, I have a strong feeling that you've come looking for me,''

Adrian rolled his eyes, gesturing with his hand for me to sit down on one of the benches, '' Really?'' He smirked, seating himself next to me, '' Then it's a good thing you did show up because I don't walk up all those stairs to your common room just for anybody—,''

I raised a brow at his words, gently hitting his arm, '' Just anybody, you say?'' I mocked, earning a chuckle to flee his lips before he held in silence for a brief moment,

'' You're not just anybody,''

'' I know,'' I smiled, my fingers twitched as the air scored bitter, he noticed, and without doubt, he reached for my hand, gently holding it in his,

Even if it was just a simple touch,

Not anything to complain about,

It felt more than wrong,

Because Draco did that,

Draco always held my hand when he felt the need to, and to feel another touch against mine, where his touch should have been, caused my insides to twist,

That was his way of calming down, to take my warm hand in his cold one, braiding out fingers together — nearly as it was his way of showing me emotion, his way to speak to me, was him touching me, our fingers entwined,

We spoke for hours, about everything and nothing.

Adrian was sweet, caring, friendly — he was different.

He wanted to know things about me, something that no one else ever asked, about my family, about my friends, about Draco,

But the subject that triggered his curiosity about me was my father,

He had never-ending questions about the dark lord, how it was possible for my mother to ever fall for such a cruel man,

But she did — my mother loved him, in ways she never tended to love another person, but he had her fooled, beyond explanation, because Tom Riddle wasn't a man capable of loving another human being, he held such darkness inside of him,

The sort of darkness that could never be spoken about, and all he sought to do with my mother, was to keep his legacy intact, to create a flawless bloodline, for someone to take over when he fell,

Even though he had admitted to my mother that she meant nothing to him, that he only used her to his fullest extent — I still believed that he did, that he did love her, that she lived to be someone he held dearly, even if he existed without emotion,

I hoped that somewhere, deep inside of that hate and spite he held,

That my mother and I lived to be more than a bloodline to him,

Adrian listened closely, and that felt more than pleasant, to have someone who listens to you, who causes you to feel heard and seen in a world where everyone already seems to know everything about you,

He told me numerous things about himself as well, about his family, his friends — he had one particular friend in mind as he spoke,

Draco,

Only hearing his name ached my heart, my veins iced as I thought about the words he uttered before leaving me earlier today,

'' I will never be yours,''

The blonde one's words echoed loudly throughout my head,

Over and over and over again,

I sought to not let it get to me, not to let him ruin another chance for me to find happiness, yet he did,

'' Here—,'' Adrian broke through my clouded mind, smiling politely at me as we walked our way back to the castle, '' You look cold,''

'' What?'' I snapped, my neck clocked to his, noticing his robe being held out for me to take, '' Oh, no I'm—,''

'' Don't be stupid,'' He mocked, halting in his steps to wrap the cloak around me, '' There you go,'' - but he didn't shoe back, he lingered as he let his hand stroke against my frozen cheek. I met the piercing gaze he brought, staring deeply into those green eyes,

Adrian's skin felt soft on mine. His touch was gentle, kind, respectful, and I couldn't help but smile as his thumb brushed over my surface,

'' I think we should go—,'' I broke the silence, clocking him out of his thoughts as he shook his head, shyly smirking,

But the brown-haired boy didn't speak much as I continued walking towards the great hall; he merely looked lost in his mind as he stayed quiet, sauntering close to me,

I peered over at him as we closed into the dining hall, '' Adrian—,'' I called out for him, nudging my shoulder against his, '' Adrian, what's wrong?''

His head matched mine, turning to face me in the entrance of the hall, but even if students were to chatter around us — I only saw him, his eyes held in mine as he hesitatingly parted his lips to speak,

'' I have to ask you something,''

My face fell into a confused grimace, brows furrowed as I nodded, '' Of course, go ahead,''

Adrian bit his bottom lips, rolling his tongue on the inside of his cheek, '' Is there something happening between you and—,'' He held, swallowing thickly,

''Between you and Malfoy?''

I sensed my breaths stuck, my eyes scrunched together by the embarrassment I felt in his question. I shook my head, flaying my hues wide,

'' Really?'' He breathed out, almost as if he felt relieved, '' Because he told me earlier, that if I ever touched you — I would live to regret it,''

An annoyed scoff left my lips as Adrian kept telling,

'' But that doesn't make any sense to me, since...''

I rose a brow, my eyes searching his as I waited for him to finish,

'' Since he's with Pansy, right now—,''

I felt my jaws clench, my eyes flickered from Adrians, and without even a second passing, they locked in Draco's,

His chin rested in his palm, but the blue eyes were already glued at me; with a daring glimpse, he narrowed them in mine — his coiled cold, emotionless as I let my gaze drop to the table, only to realize,

His hand,

His.

Hand.

Resting in hers,

My heart dropped, the sinking feeling flooded over me as I tried to keep a straight look, swallowing the lump growing in the back of my throat,

I glared back at Adrian, forcing a smile, '' No—,'' I lied,

''Nothing is going on between Malfoy and me,''

Even though it always will be something happening between us,

I couldn't admit it,

I refused to,

The boy's upper lip curled into a smirk, looking proud at my confession. One of his hands moved to the wall behind me, trapping me in as the other one placed gently onto my waist, '' Are you sure?'' He grinned, leaning closer, '' Because I would really like to do something, but I can't do that if you feel something—,''

'' I don't—,'' I hewed him off, arching my neck to face him fully, '' I don't feel anything for Draco,''

His breaths fanned over my skin, the softness of him made my heart soft as he stared deeply, '' Good—,'' He held, '' Then I'm allowed to do this,'' Before reality even had the slightest chance of hitting me,

He softly pressed his lips against mine.

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