Delirious' P.O.V.

I opened my YouTube app on my phone and saw VanossGaming had uploaded a video. A smile formed on my lips and I sat down on my bed. YES!!!! FINALLY!!!! VANOSS IS SOOOOOOOOO COOOOOOL!!!

I basically fell onto my bed and watched Vanoss' video. A smile stayed in my face as I watched the video. I rubbed my hurting cheeks as my smile dropped. Why does smiling hurt so my?!

I glanced at the clock and noticed it was 5:30 so I opened my messaging app. I typed Evan's number in and sent him a quick text saying my name. I sighed and grabbed some clothes from the floor.

I smelt them and shrugged. They smelled good enough at least. I dragged myself into the tiny bathroom. The first thing I do is place my phone on the sink corner. Next, I remove my shirt but then I pause and glance at my phone.

I caved and picked it up. I opened the messaging app again and scrolled down to my mother's number. I gently clicked to open our chat. I scrolled up to where it all went wrong.

M - Hey sweetie

D - Hey mom! Where u at?

M - I'm going to b there in a few

D - K

D - Can I tell you something?

M - Sure

D - Promise not to flip

M - Pinky Promise

D - Mom this is really hard to say but I feel like u should know. I was born a girl but I've always played with cars not dolls. I was born a girl but wearing makeup makes me sick. I was born a girl but I would be embarrassed to wear a dress. I guess what I'm trying to say is I was born a girl but I'm not

D - mom?

M - Oh sweetie you're just confused

D - I'm not!

M - JULIANA! YOU ARE A GIRL!

D - I don't feel like one

M - Do you have periods?

D - Yes

M - Do you have boobs?

D - Yes

M - Then you are a girl

D - I don't feel like one

M - You'll come around

I just had to say something didn't I?! Tears fell out of my eyes and memories of other conversions flooded my mind. My phone gently slipped out of my hand and hit the floor. I wanted to just get away from all this but it just seemed to follow me.

"Leave me alone!" I screamed to no one.

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I walked out of the bathroom and looked at the time, 6:24. Shooooooooot. I open Evan's messages and read his text.

E - Kool

E - Hey just wanted to remind you we are still playing at 6:30

E - Mind if I record us?

D - That's cool man

E - Koooooooool

E - My username is VanossGaming just friend me

That username sounded familiar but I shrugged it off. I had an account to make!

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I made a character and played with Evan for 4½ hours. I had so much fun but I was exhausted. I laid in my bed and closed my eyes. Then, my phone went off. I groaned and turned over.

"Hello?" I answered.

"Del where are you?!" Luke screamed into the phone.

"Ireland," I responded before I yawned.

"What?!" He screamed.

"I'm in Ireland," I restated.

"Johnathan," Luke sighed,"I'm sorry." I sucked in a breath at my name.

"I'm going to bed," I said. I hung up and closed my eyes as I ignored my phone's ringing.

A/N

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