A/N: So here's chapter 5!! Finally! Anyway, I have to warn you guys that this is a mature chapter, if you don't wanna read the smut I'll just point it to where it starts and where it ends! I hope you like my failed attempt at writing smut! song for this chapter is A little Too Not Over You, it fits! Lol

Enjoy my lovelies! :)

Chapter 5

*3 Weeks Later*

As the weeks went by, Louis found himself falling into a new routine. 

Monday: Wake up, go to school, act like he didn't care whenever he saw Harry, HIS Harry, holding hands and cuddling with Liam, and what hurt the most was seeing them kissing. He always turned around trying not to cry.

That was every day from Monday to Friday. 

Friday Night: Party, get drunk 

Saturday: Sleep all day and party again all night. 

Sunday: Sleep all morning then spend time with his sisters.

It was the same every week and Louis' mum, Jay, was starting to get worried but Louis never listened to her. Another thing that was starting to worry Niall and Zayn were Louis' daily hook ups. Meaningless sex, that's all it was to Louis and it didn't matter if they were boys or girls.

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"We need to talk to you!" Niall said looking at Louis, one Friday afternoon while they were doing homework at Louis's house.

"About what?" Louis said closing his history textbook

"About what you're doing Lou! You have to stop!" Zayn said

"Stop what? I'm not doing anything wrong as far as I know!" Louis said annoyed and trying to play it dumb in hope that his friends would just drop the subject.

"You know what Louis! Don't play dumb, all the partying and drinking it's not gonna get you anywhere!" Niall argued

"It helps me forget!" Louis mumbled

"If you're talking about Styles then just stop Lou! You still love him, we know you do!" Zayn said

"No I don't...not anymore. And shut up if you don't want me to break your face!" Louis muttered.

Niall looked at Zayn and smirked, Zayn only giving him a warning look and shaking his head No.

"Aww c'mon LouLou, I know you still love him!" Niall said

"No I don't!"

"Tell me the truth or...or, I'll tickle it out of you!" Niall threatened and Louis gasped

"You wouldn't!" Louis said in mock horror moving away from Niall

Niall waited a few seconds before he launched himself at Louis and tackled him to the ground tickling him mercilessly.

"S-stop it!!" Louis yelled between breaths trying to squirm out of his grasp.

"Not until you admit you still love him!" Niall said laughing.

"F-fine! Y-yes, I still do!" Louis said and got out of Niall's grasp as soon as he stopped tickling him.

"I knew it! If you still love him go get him!" Niall said

"I can't! He's with that douche!" Louis said plopping down on the bed next to Zayn.

"So? Go steal him back!" Zayn said fixing his hair.

"I can't do that! He's happy now!" Louis said

"But you aren't Lou! You aren't happy!" Niall protested

"Whatever Niall. So...are we going to Josh's party tonight?" Louis said putting all his school crap back into his bag.

"That's today?" Zayn asked

"Duh. Today's friday!" Louis said

"Lou, I don't think we should go, why don't we go to the movies instead and then have a sleepover here!?" Niall said hoping to convince Louis.

"What are we? Five?" Louis said rolling his eyes.

"Fuck you! We're not five, but we're the ones that have to carry your drunken ass back here after your hook up!" Niall yelled, his hands forming into fists.

"Jeez Ni! I won't drink if that makes you feel better!" Louis said putting his hands up in surrender.

"I don't care Louis, we're not going!" Niall said.

"Please Nialler, pretty pretty please!" Louis begged

"No!"

"C'mon Nialler, with a cherry on top! Please? I promise I'll only have two beers!" Louis pleaded giving Niall puppy dog eyes, pouting his lower lip, and Niall sighed, he couldn't say no to that face.

"Fine! But you're only having two beers and that's it!" Niall warned.

"Yay! Now let's get ready!" Louis said jumping up and walking to his closet "You guys can borrow some of my clothes!"

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Harry had been at Josh's party for no more than two hours and things were already starting to get out of control. Drunk teenagers everywhere grinding onto each other not caring if they were the same gender, the expensive China vases who Josh tried to hide in order to not be murdered by her mother if they broke were being thrown around the room and then smashed into pieces.

Harry sighed looking around the room with a bored expression and holding a cup of his already third beer, he didn't even known what he was doing there, he was the kind to party and get drunk off his ass but lately he had been feeling down not wanting to do anything, he should've listened to Liam his 'boyfriend' when he told him to stay home.

He and Harry had made everybody believe that they were dating in order to make Louis jealous but that plan completely backfired when Louis wouldn't even look their way, so they decided earlier that day to call it off and continue being friends like they have always been.

Harry's eyes scanned the room one more time and stopped abruptly when they landed on Louis who was staring back at him with careful eyes, needy and lustful eyes?, he was obviously tipsy, and shaking his head to get rid of all those thoughts-of that small chance that Louis might still want him, Harry made his way out of the house and into Josh's backyard.

Josh's backyard consisted of a few feet of clear area-the rest of it filled with trees, great for hiding spots if you wanted to play Hide-N-Seek. He kept walking to a secluded area not noticing Louis following him until a pair of strong arms grabbed him by the waist and slammed him against a tree.

"What the fu-?" Harry attempted to yell but was interrupted by a pair of soft warm familiar lips crashing against his, kissing him hungrily.

He immediately knew who the person assaulting him was. He knew and would recognize those lips anywhere, the way his body fit perfectly with his like a jigsaw puzzle. Without thinking twice Harry kissed Louis back, it was a messy kiss but neither of them cared, too busy satisfying their own needs.

Harry pulled back and stared at Louis admiring him, as if trying to memorize all of his features in case he decided to walk away again but the words that came out of Louis's mouth next, made him feel all tingly inside.

"I've missed you!" Louis mumbled against Harry's lips, his voice cracking with emotion.

Harry responded by grabbing Louis by the neck and pulling him forwards crashing their lips again and moaned when Louis began grinding his crotch against his over and over again making both boys moan in pleasure.

Louis arched his back in pleasure when Harry's warm hands began exploring his back then he unzipped Harry's pants and stuck his hand in finding his already hard dick leaking with pre-cum, he wrapped his hand around it and began pumping it back and forth at a slow pace earning filthy moans from Harry.

SMUT:

Harry not being able to control himself anymore picked up Louis and gently lay him down on the lawn on all fours and pulled down his pants along with his boxers revealing Louis's round and firm bum. According to Harry, this will be the first time for Louis bottoming, meaning he was still a virgin and he was letting him take it. Louis, on the other hand wanted Harry inside of him now and he was taking so god damn long, he knew it was going to hurt like a bitch since it was his first time but he didn't care, he just wanted to feel Harry's dick inside of him.

His thoughts were interrupted and he let out a loud a moan when he felt harry's wet finger poking at his entrance before it went all the way in causing Louis to hiss in pain and bite his sleeve, he felt warm lips in the back of his neck kissing it.

"It's okay love, just relax!" Harry said kissing Louis's neck trying to distract him. He inserted another finger and began searching for Louis' prostate and he knew he had found it when Louis arched his back and began moaning Harry's name, he felt his pants getting tighter than ever when Louis began fucking himself against his finger.

"Fu-uck babe, I need you inside me NOW!!" Louis said in between breaths.

Harry didn't need to be told twice, he pulled down his pants, coated his member with enough saliva in order to avoid hurting Louis that much then slowly began entering Louis carefully and controlling himself to not just let go and fuck him senseless since Louis' warm tight hole was too much for Harry who had never topped before.

Louis felt like his ass was on fire when Harry began entering him, tears clouded his vision but he stayed quiet, he wanted this and nothing was going to ruin it. Harry stayed put, letting Louis get used to him, he knew Louis was in pain.

"Y-you can move! Harry move!" Louis said and Harry pulled all the way out then slammed back in making Louis moan, he then began to thrust in and out at a slow pace, "F-faster! Oh god!!" Louis moaned throwing his head backwards kissing Harry and wondering why he had never let Harry do this to him. Harry obeyed and began moving in and out setting a steady rhythm.

"Harry Edward Styles!! I swear if you don't move f-faster I'm gonna-oh f-fuck!! Yes! Right there!" Louis screamed in pleasure when Harry changed the angle of his hips and hit Louis' bundle of nerves.

"R-right there?" Harry panted going faster and reaching down to pump Louis' member. Louis grabbed fistfulls of grass as he felt the familiar heat pooling down on his stomach. "God. I love you Lou!" Harry whispered kissing Louis's back and thrusting sloppily into Louis who responded by grabbing Harry's hand and intertwining their fingers together.

"H-Harry, I'm g-gonna c-cum!!" Louis cried out releasing his load clenching his body driving Harry over the edge.

"L-Lou...!" Harry moaned speeding up his thrusts and releasing a big load deep inside of Louis.

END OF SMUT:

Harry pulled out before collapsing by Louis who cuddled up to him and lay there for a while holding Louis close until he got up and pull his pants back on, "I-I gotta go Louis! Bye!" Harry said in a cold tone leaving a surprised Louis with tears streaming down his face without even kissing him goodbye.

Louis slowly got up, pulled his pants back on and started walking back home, more like waddling since he was sore as hell, wincing in pain every time he took a step. As soon as he got back home he sent a quick text to Niall and Zayn telling them he was at home and okay, he then put his phone under his pillow and went to bed.

A few minutes later he rolled over to his left side and let out tiny sniffles. He was too late. He had lost Harry forever. Harry was never coming back to him, there was nothing to keep them together. Nothing was ever going to bring them together again, and with those thoughts in his mind be wiped another tear away and fell asleep.

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A/N: So what do you guys think? Was it shitty? Yes? Ok! Lol I wrote the sex scene while I was in the car with all my family! I'm such a perv!!! 

What do you think is gonna happen now? Why do you think Harry reacted that way at the end! 

Please don't forget to comment and vote! Don't be silent readers, I really do wanna know what you guys think!  

Love you all!

Jenn <3