*Taehyung*

I will be honest. When Jungkook asked me last night to fuck him, I was surprised at first. Soon, I felt embarrassed because I had never slept with someone before. I was still a virgin. And even though kissing, licking and teasing him came quite naturally to me, making love to him was quite a different story.  But at the same time, the embarrassment came accompanied by another feeling : curiosity. I wanted to experience what it would be like to be one with Jungkook. This feeling was not new. I had felt it over the last few weeks whenever he was lying next to me or when we were kissing.

I would have loved to sleep with him, right there and right then, but I couldn't. I would not have known how to start it. Of course I knew what I would have to do, theoretically at least. But putting this knowledge into practice was way harder. How could I please him? What could I do not to hurt him? How make him cum?

I felt stupid. I had no experience in that field. And this would have to change. Jungkook was young but much more mature than I had thought. His sudden urge had proven me this tonight. I would have to do some research to be able to hook up with Jungkook eventually. I had to be prepared. But until then, I tried to hush him, telling him (and me) that he was too young for this. But his age was not really the problem. The real problem was my lack of experience. And I did not want to hurt him.

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The next morning I woke up, aroused. I had had some wet dream about Jungkook. Unfortunately, the details were already dwindling.

 Propped on one arm, my head resting on my hand, I was watching Jungkook sleep. His head was still buried in my chest.  His dark hair fell over his face, hiding most of his expression. With my free hand, I caressed his hair out of his face, always being careful not to wake him up. His body twitched slightly under my touch but he did not wake. His arm found my waist and hugged me tightly. Some sound that I could not make out came from his lips. 

"You know, you are actually really cute together".  

The words came from the bed next to me. I turned my head. It was Jimin who had spoken but I could not make him out in the dark. 

"How long has it been now that you two are together?", he asked. 

"I don't know... we are not really together", I answered. 

It was true . Never had we discussed this, never had we told each other that we wanted to be exclusive or dating. But then again, it felt like we were dating. 

We were still so young back then. Nowadays I know that one must not say some words out loud just to make them true. There was a mutual understanding between us and there are also other ways than words to show your feelings to the other person. We were clearly dating already back then and both of us wanted to be exclusive. We just had not put the words on it yet but the feeling was there.

"I guess it started for real when we started sleeping in the same bed", I explained. 

"Hmm...". Silence. "I was just wondering, for how long you have known that you are not into girls, Tae. I mean... you never told me. I always thought you liked girls", Jimin finally said.

 "Ah... well... I dated some girls back in the early years of high school but it was never something serious. Mostly, I dated them because I did not know how to reject them without hurting their feelings. So I accepted but we only met once or twice during a whole month. They would soon move on", I had to chuckle by the thought of it. "

So you were never serious with a girl before?", Jimin asked. 

"Well, I kissed two or three of them. Yeah, but that was it". 

"What about Jungkook?". 

Jimin was rather curious today, but since he was more than just a hyung for me, I did not mind to answer him honestly. Furthermore, I did not feel any judgment in his voice. So I answered him.

" It is more like second base". 

"Aha", his tone was light and he was clearly amused by my answer. He did not pressure me to tell him more but I felt that he was eager to know some more details. A smirk appeared on my face.

I shook my head and wanted to tell him more about us when someone spoke. "We kiss with tongue, we tease each other and we enjoy the touch of each other all over our bodies". I blushed. Luckily enough, in the dark Jimin would not notice.

Then Jungkook's head emerged. He was resting his head on my shoulder and was looking in Jimin's direction. He had been eavesdropping. Well, correctly speaking, it was no eavesdropping, since we had been discussing this  in the bedroom with the other hyungs around. But they were supposed to be asleep. 

I felt caught. But Jimin had only been laughing at Jungkook's remark.

Without any hesitation Jungkook grabbed my waist harder and pulled me towards him. Our lips met. His hair caressed my face. I could not help and let out an unwanted moan. Instantly, my face felt hot. I was still a little ashamed showing so much pleasure when my hyungs were around. Kissing Jungkook in front of them while being in full control of my body was one thing. Getting kissed by him while being aroused and with one of the hyungs awake was a completely different story.

I freed my lips from his and took in a sharp breath. 

"Slowly", I whispered in Jungkook's ear. 

But he did not seem to want to slow down. He did not even seem bothered by Jimin's presence, which was rather weird for the usually shy Jungkook. 

Given answer to my request, he stopped kissing me, but his free hand wandered towards my pajama bottoms. His fingers rapidly found under the blanket what they had been looking for. He stroke gently my dick, that was getting even harder by his touch.

I clenched my fist in the sheets. How should I stay focused and controlled when he was teasing me?

Jimin did not seem to notice any of this. "I guess we should all have a talk this week. I think it could be interesting to look for another dorm". 

"Another ... dorm?", was all I could answer without revealing my lust that grew stronger with each of Jungkook's strokes.

"Yes. I mean... Look at you!". I froze. 

Had he noticed what was going on under the blanket? 

"I am sure that you would like some more privacy. Imagine having a dorm where you only need to share your bedroom with one hyung and not all the seven of us", Jimin explained and I felt relieved.

"Yeah, this is actually a good idea", Jungkook answered, while his hand was still gliding over my pants.

At that moment, Jungkook slid his hand under my pajama bottoms and his fingers touched the tip of my erection. I felt the moan coming. I tried to control it as much as possible. To hide my excitement, I took in a sharp breath. I heard Jungkook giggle next to my ear.

"Well, I will talk to Namjoon-hyung about this. I will go get dressed for school. Don't forget to get dressed, you two. Or you will be late again." With a laughter, Jimin strolled to the bathroom.

With Jimin gone, Jungkook had stopped caressing my private part.

"What was this all about?", I whispered in the dark, still feeling the lust for him in my body. 

" You were mean yesterday, Tae", he only cared to reply. 

"What about the honorifics? Shouldn't you address me properly? ", I asked ignoring his hint to what had happened last night. Or rather what had not happened because I had refused to sleep with him while he was drunk.

"I really wanted you last night, Tae". That boy was ... impossible. 

"The honorifics, Jungkook... I told you, you should use them even if it is only the two of us", I answered. 

"Yeah well, I told you twice yesterday that I wanted you to fuck me, but you did not care either". 

Oh that little brat!

"That is not the same!", I shushed him.

 "It is!", he answered loudly.

 "Jungkook you were drunk and I did not want to take advantage of the situation", I explained and tried to stay calm. After a long pause he finally replied.

 "So, it is not because you don't want me?".

 "Of course not, stupid! I want you. I want you very, very much. Just take a look for yourself". I laughed and guided his hand  back towards my firm erection.

I could hear him gulp as he touched it again. 

"Jungkook, I truly want to make love to you. But please be a little more patient". 

"Why do we have to wait? I am ready!", he nearly shouted now through the bedroom.

That brat...Why couldn't he just listen. 

 "Yeah... maybe you are, but...", I felt the embarrassment start rising in me as I tried to find the right words.

 "But what, hyung?". He just couldn't let it go.

"I am not ready, Jungkook!", I blurted out.

"Wait... what... you never?", he asked hesitantly. 

"No, I have never...", I said quietly. feeling my face getting all hot and red. 

"That means that I would be your first?", he said lightly.

"Yes, Jungkook, you would be my first". 

I could feel Jungkook's excitement even though I could not see him in the dark. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed me. Throughout the kiss, I felt that his lips were shaped into a wide smile. His smile was contagious. I let out a little laugh, hugged him back and kissed him deeply.

"Sometimes, you are a brat, Jungkook", I told him, "but I am glad that you will be my first".

"So am I", he answered.

Then my lips were on his again.

(And for those of you who wonder: yes we arrived too late at school that day. But no regrets!).

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