*Jungkook *

We stayed for another 20 minutes on the rooftop, lying on the stone bench. While our feet dangled over the end of the bench, our heads rested next to each other. After the photo session, we did not talk much, Tae was lost in his thoughts and so was I. But it was no awkward silence. With Tae, it felt always right. The silence was never really silent. Because, whenever we grew silent around each other the feelings stayed and filled the space. This was not the case with other people. Hence, the weird silence one could witness from time to time with strangers.

But there, in that moment, as we lay calmly on the bench, stargazing, I felt fulfilled. I did not need to talk. Tae's presence was enough.

After a while, Tae moved a little on his side of the bench. With both hands, he held the photos we had taken up here in the air at the height of his face. "I love this one", he said to himself. I looked up, trying to get a better view of the picture that had caught his attention. It was the picture where he had unexpectedly kissed my cheek and I looked startled. I laughed and shook my head. "The other one is better", I objected. But Tae kept fixing the same picture.

"Your eyes are beautiful, Jungkook". He turned around, lying on the stomach, mooning at my face. I could feel his face come closer. Then he kissed me. I closed my eyes and felt his lips tremble lightly during the kiss. When Tae leaned back again, I opened my eyes and scrutinized him. The first thing I noticed was that his lips were still swollen from the kissing. Unconsciously, I bit my lower lip. This boy had the power to drive me crazy without doing anything.

But this was not all. His face was pale and his cheeks were pinkish from the cold. I gave him an Eskimo kiss, rubbing the tip of my nose against his, then I tapped him under the chin softly. "Let's get up before you get a cold", I urged him.

"One moment. Let me say good bye one last time to the stars", Tae answered and moved towards the balustrade. "Huh? The stars?", I wondered. "Yes! I will probably never see them again from this angle". Tae closed his eyes, clapped his hands together and made some silent wish. In the next second he had already turned around, grabbed my hand and was wandering off towards the elevator. In his other hand he still held our pictures carefully, like they were some precious treasure.

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"You missed dinner", Namjoon greeted us when we entered the dorm. "Namjoon, I told you they were out!", Hobi came to our defense. "This is our last dinner here in the dorm", Jin explained, "If you two don't mind, consort with us. I prepared some strawberry cake for the occasion!". "And it smelled delicious when he made it!", Jimin added, looking at Jin in awe.

I looked at Tae, who seemed to like the idea. "Sure", I said and took a seat. Nevertheless, instead of sitting on his own seat, Tae touched my lap softly with his index, then made himself comfortable there. Except for our leader, no member bet an eye. However, when I saw Namjoon's expression relax, I could not shake off the impression that Jin hyung had laid a hand on his man's thigh, caressing him softly under the table in order to make him feel more clement.

Jin hyung's strawberry cake was really delicious. It was not too sweet and had the right amount of cream in it. Tae who was still sitting on my lap, held his plate in his hands and was about to start eating his second part.

"So you guys went out?", Jimin asked. "Yes, we went to the rooftop", I answered. I could see a smirk appear on Yoongi hyung's otherwise immovable face. "What's on the rooftop?", Hobi asked, interested. "Nothing much", I said, "It is a rooftop". "But you were gone for over an hour!", Jimin blurted out. I felt Tae move uneasily in my lap. "We did not do anything... naughty!", he then exclaimed, "we were watching the city, talking and stargazing". Jimin looked somewhat disappointed. The flirt he was, he always loved to hear all kind of smutty stories. The smuttier the better.

"You guys did not even kiss?", he continued asking. He just could not stop teasing us. I felt Tae shift once more in my lap. "Oh, he blushes! You did KISS! YOU DID KISS! Didn't you??? ", Jimin screamed over the table. Yoongi stayed calm, as usual. Hobi just listened and blushed a little himself. Meanwhile Namjoon shook his head, disapprovingly. Finally, Jin saved us from further embarrassment. "So Jimin, my cake? Did I put too much sugar in it?". Jimin turned around abruptly and while he answered Jin's question he kept looking at Yoongi hyung. "There can never be enough suger ". Slowly, his own cheeks turned red.

This had been enough though to quiet Jimin down. We sat together for another hour, remembering the times - good and bad- we had spent together in this dorm. The dumpling incident, the stolen pillow incident, the human pillow incident, the face kick incident, ... but eventually the anecdotes ebbed away. And one after another the members took their leave and went to sleep.

When Yoongi hyung wished us good night, it was already 2 a.m. and Tae and I were the last ones sitting in the kitchen. Tae looked sleepy ; his eyes were half closed and his head rested on the kitchen table.

"Tae, do you want to go to sleep?", I asked as I kissed his nape softly. His head still resting on the table, he mumbled something that I could not understand. "Come on", I slung my arms around his waist and pulled him on his feet, ready to bring him to bed. But instead, Tae wrapped his own arms around my neck and buried his face against my shoulder. "One last memory", he whispered and this time I could hear him clearly.

"What do you want to do then?", I whispered in his ear. Tae looked up at me and said in a determinate voice, "Let's go where it all started!". I did not understand.

Suddenly, Tae seemed to have woken from his fatigue and a strange glitter filled his eyes. He took hold of my hand and pulled me through the door towards the bedroom. In the bedroom, the lights were already turned off and I could hear our leader snore noisily. In the dark I could also make out the forms of the other members. But Tae did not stop there. His grip tight around my hand, he pulled me into the bathroom. That was when I finally understood what he had meant with "where it all started" and I let out an Oh! of surprise.

When he had closed the door behind us, he looked at me patiently. Not sure what he wanted from me, I just stood there, frozen to the spot. When Tae finally spoke, the sleepy attitude was completely gone. He was wide awake and his eyes were running over me with a certain desire. "Come on, Jungkook. Show me".

Unconsciously, my hands had formed fists and I could feel my cheeks burning up. Suddenly, I knew exactly what he wanted from me. It was obvious. It all had started here. In this bathroom. Months ago. When Tae had walked in on me as I was getting ready for the shower. He wanted to play a prank on me and steal my clothes but when he entered the bathroom I was not yet in the shower. This was the first time that he had seen me. Naked. And due to a panic reaction, Tae had ended up completely naked too. This had been the first time that I had really noticed him and that my heart had skipped a beat for him.

I had fallen hard that day for him.

"Show me!" Tae pulled me out of my memories again. I blushed instantly. Months ago he had already been so good looking but we had been so distant. He had been my member, my hyung. But now, he was so much more. My lover. My boyfriend. My tiger. Mine.

And thanks to him I had grown up so much over the last few months. I had learned to trust myself, to believe in myself and to be myself. That was what this first night in the bathroom had been all about. He had wanted me to love myself.

"Today you saw that I am no different from you. Remember, you and I, we are the same. Exercise before the mirror and tell me when you have finally overcome your shyness and are ready to face yourself ."

I remembered his words clearly. That day had been the day the new Jungkook was born and from that day on, I had started to love myself, knowing that only by loving myself I was able to love someone else. And I wanted to be able to love that boy. Tae. He deserved it.

Tae was still standing in front of me, waiting for me to show him that I had accepted myself and that I was truly ready to love someone else.

I looked straight at him, making sure that our gaze was intimately linked, when I pulled my hoodie and my shirt over my head, letting it drop in the sink beside me. This felt great. I smiled at Tae teasingly as I started fumbling on the button of my pants. I dropped them shortly afterwards. By now I was all naked expect for my underwear. But with one swift move it joined my pants on the floor.

All this time, my eyes had been on Tae's face. There he was, leaning against the bathroom door, letting his eyes wander over my body.

"So show me. I'll show you", he said in a deep voice. As he ogled me while he was licking his lips.

This boy had not even started to undress when I felt my body react. Sometimes I wondered if Tae was not a fallen angel in disguise, send on Earth to throw me off the right path. Anyway, it was already far too late by now.

Tae got rid of his hoodie first. Next in line was the pants. He did not want to play around and dropped his shorts with his pants in one quick move.

The next second he was already upon me.

As our bodies collided, Tae pushed me hard against the cold wall. His hands were tangled in my hair, his mouth was searching furiously for mine. He kissed my lips lustfully. All the softness from the rooftop was gone. The kisses were hot and wet. He bit my lower lip, I sucked on his lip, he nibbled at my neck, I pulled his hair, he moaned, I soughed.

It felt like we finally let go of all the energy, frustration and lust that had build up inside of us over the last few months. We did not care who might hear us. This was the last night in this dorm. The last memory we would create here.

One second Tae's mouth was on mine, the next he was nibbling on my hard nipples, sending a bolt of energy through my body. But he did not linger there either. He let himself fall on his knees and in one move, he swallowed my whole length. The feeling was intense. As he was pumping me with his mouth, I grabbed his head hard. This felt so good.

"Tae", I warned him but he did not stop feasting on me. Within seconds I released my lust in his mouth and Tae swallowed it all without complaining.

When he got up on his feet, he grabbed my waist with one arm and pulled me into a long kiss. I did not mind tasting myself on his lips. "We are not done yet!", he purred excitedly as he pulled free from the kiss.

"So show me! I'll show you!", I told him this time. Then I grabbed his length hard and marked his soft neck with my teeth and tongue.

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I was not able to update you guys yesterday. Sorry for the wait!

I hope you enjoyed the chapter !

The next chapter will be the last chapter before the boys move towards the new dorm.

Have a beautiful day/night and stay inside and healthy <3