*Jungkook*

I had been waiting in our room for Taehyung. It seemed like the manager had wanted to talk to him. I forced myself to take deep breaths to calm myself but deep down I still felt sick. He had been too obvious!

During the shooting of the music video Tae's eyes had been on me the whole time. Of course, it was charming but not with the manager around to notice it. And not just the manager... this video would go online, and everyone would be able to see it. And Tae was litterly fixating me during the whole 3 minutes.

I shook my head silently. What was done was done.

***

When Tae finally entered the room, his eyes were swollen and red. He was not even trying to hide the fact that he had been crying. He sniffed a few times, then he let himself fall into my arms. With Tae in my arms, I sank upon the bed.

I patted his back and kissed his upper ear, but I was unable to say anything because, just like in the car, there was nothing to be said. It had been obvious and there was nothing I could do about it now. I would not lie to him, telling him that everything was fine and would be alright. But at the same time, I would not hide further what we had.

Let them see us the way we are, for all that mattered.

As I was kissing Tae's ear again, he looked up at me. "I am sorry", Tae whispered.

"Never excuse yourself for loving me", I patted Tae's fluffy hair back and kissed his forehead.

"He sent for Namjoon...", Tae added hesitatingly.

I went rigid. If the manager had sent for our leader, he must want to address some important matter; a matter like an unusual relationship. In our contract was clearly written that we were not allowed to have a relationship. Any kind of relationship. But this was different, - wasn't it? -, I tried to convince myself. This was not just a fling. Nor was it just sex. This was It! Tae was the One. He was my Someone... he was the love of my life.

And right there and then, there was nothing else we could do, so we waited for our leader to return.

***

"You should have been more careful! I told you this a thousand times!", Namjoon said through his teeth. He was mad, really mad, but he tried to stay calm. For a short time, he fell silent, hiding his face behind his hands. Jin hyung was standing behind him, massaging his shoulders.

We were sitting at the kitchen table, Tae, Namjoon, Jin and I. Namjoon had shooed everyone away when he had come back to the dorm. Then he had stomped to our room and without bothering to knock, he had flung open the door. His hands balled into fists, he gave Tae a sharp look.

"Kitchen, now!", he ordered and here was no way we could ignore his demand.

"I am sorry", Tae excused himself for at least a hundredth time.

"That will not be good enough anymore, Taehyung! You must be more careful! The manager has become suspicious. I had to lie and swear to him that there was nothing going on between you two. And I am not even sure that I totally convinced him. Argh! I would love to smash something right now. This is so frustrating!"

"Hun, they know this. But there is nothing we can do now. I am sure that Taehyung did not give himself away on purpose. And you did everything you could to convince our manager". Jin had stopped to massage his lover's shoulders and was kneading his neck now while he shushed at him, trying to calm him down.

Namjoon sighed but gave up on his lecture. "Whatever.... Please do not make things worse in the future. Try to stay away from each other as much as possible and do not make him more suspicious! I repeat, do NOT make him more suspicious!"

***

That night, we did not fall asleep right away. Even though we were tired from shooting the video, we lay awake for a long time, staring at the ceiling, not talking but feeling closer than ever. Tae's head lay upon my shoulder, snuggled against my neck. His arm was slung around my waist and with his slender fingers he caressed my bare stomach. I had placed one arm underneath my own head, the other one was supporting Tae's back.

"There is nothing greater than love. So never excuse yourself for loving me ever again!", I whispered in the dark. Tae did not answer but his fingers kept caressing my stomach more rapidly.

I bend down and kissed Tae's head. The kiss made him look up. I could not distinguish his features clearly in the dark but the moonlight that fell into the room was bright enough to light up his face. His eyes were big and still a little bit swollen. I ran my thumb carefully over them. Then I freed myself from underneath him and moved on top of him.

Both of my hands cupped his face when I blew a soft kiss upon his closed eyelids. A small moan left Tae's mouth. I caressed his hair as I kissed every inch of his face without a special order; his cheeks, his nose, his forehead, his chin, his lips. I was about to leave his lips to kiss the mole on his cheek next when Tae grabbed my waist and pulled me back into the kiss.

He added a little tongue and let his hands wander over my body. He stroked my back, running his fingers up to my neck. I leaned into the kiss, opening his mouth with my lips and let my tongue first run over his lower lip before letting it slip inside his warm and soft mouth. Tae moaned even harder this time and grabbed my shoulders hard at the same moment that my tongue touched his. I moved my hips against him, making sure that he felt my excitement. As a response, Tae grinded against me.

I kissed the tiger hard on his lips, pushing his body against the mattress. Tae ran his fingers nervously over my bare chest. As the excitement rose, I took off his shirt, pants and socks. Not once did he try to stop me.

As the moon shined through the window, I contemplated Tae's outstretched body. His skin was all soft and sparkled white in the moonlight. I could not turn my eyes away from him. His naked body was beautiful. Unconsciously, I licked my lips as I ogled him.

"I want you", I hushed, all excited. My eyes rested on his hips.

"Then take me, my love", Tae muttered back at me in the dark.

I could see him bite his full lips seductively. Unable to suppress the urge any longer, I bend down and bit the soft skin just above his hipbone. Then another moan slipped through Tae's half open lips.

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