*Taehyung*

"I want you", Jungkook whispered, all excited.

"Then take me, my love", I muttered back at him in the dark.

I could see my lover's eyes shimmer in the moonlight. We were both naked and excited. Jungkook was pushing me against the bed with his hips.

"Taehyung", he whispered. I could feel his body tense against my skin. His breath came out all ragged. We had not even started making out for real and here he was already all flustered by pure excitement. I pushed against him from beneath, making my length rub between his thighs. I wanted to tease him but once more I could feel him tense.

"What is it, love? Don't you want me anymore?", I asked. My voice came out a little to deep and made the words sound sadder than they were intended.

"No! No! I still want you", Jungkook replied quickly, trying to assure me that he had not changed his mind. Nevertheless, I could feel that he was holding back a thought, the same way I had felt his unease a few moments earlier when I had grinded against him.

"But...?", I inquired, making sure that my voice was steadier this time.

"I can't...", Jungkook started," I just can't... take... you". He mouthed the last words more than he actually spoke them out loud. Even so had I heard them, and I felt a sudden sting in my heart.

I moved underneath him and got back up in a sitting position. Unconsciously, I had moved away from him and was sitting at one end of the bed. Jungkook made no attempt to get closer to me again. So I slung my arms around my knees, adopting a protective posture. "I don't understand", I whispered.

"I cannot take you, Tae", he said. His voice was nearly inaudible.

I could feel my heart start racing in my chest as a hollowness took hold of my heart. The day had turned out bad enough with the manager nearly discovering our secret and now this? Jungkook rejecting me...Could it become any worse? My fingers pulled at the blanket and turned into fists. My eyes started to get wet again, but I blinked the tears away.

Jungkook was looking at me but he did not explain himself. The grip around my heart tightened as the fear conquered my whole body. Had he realized that he preferred girls after all? Didn't he like me body? But he had been turned on. No, he was still turned on, I noticed. This could not be the problem.

In the moonlight, I could see that Jungkook was also sitting down now, staring straight at me. He reached out and took hold of my hands that were grabbing the blanket. At the touch, my fingers let go of the blanket. Jungkook was now holding my hands in his.

"Look at me, Tae, please.", he whispered sadly. "Please. Do not cry. I love you. I love you more than anything in this world. And when I tell you that I cannot take you...", he hesitated for a moment, searching for the right words, "then it is because I don't know how to do it. I am afraid to take this step. I don't feel ready yet to... take you...".

As Jungkook was trying to explain I felt the hollowness slowly disappear from my body. Soon it was replaced by relief. So, it had not been about me or us after all, but rather about the act of making love.

"I love you, Tae", Jungkook repeated again.

"But you don't want us to make love", I rephrased, making sure to understand him and reassure myself.

"Yes!", Jungkook blurted out and grabbed my hands a little harder. But then he shook his head. "No!", Jungkook said at the next moment, "No! That is not quite correct. I want us to make love, Tae. I want us to become one."

"But you just said that you –", I started but he interrupted me midsentence.

"I want us to make love. I want to make this experience with you. I want you to be my first. I also want to be your first. But I feel not ready to take you!", Jungkook explained further. "I want us to become one and I want to feel you", he added.

I opened my eyes in wonder. I had heard his words and understood the meaning of them, but I could not believe my ears. Was he really offering me to... make love to him? He was scrutinizing me, trying to read my reaction from my face.

"You want me to ...", I muttered, but I was unable to speak the words out loud. My heart was pounding in my chest, but this time for a whole other reason than just a few moments earlier.

"I want to feel you, Tae.", Jungkook whispered, his eyes glittered silver grey in the moonlight.

"I want you to take me", he whispered and pulled me into a hug.

My legs felt numb. Meanwhile, my blood was racing through my veins. I could feel my whole body tremble. That was when Jungkook pulled me against him, his mouth on mine. My hands were all over him. My fingers were tangled in his hair, caressing his back, grabbing his ass, stroking his muscular thighs. Jungkook's lips were on my neck, where he let his wet, hot tongue ran up and down over my skin. My brain was no longer thinking correctly. There were no bad thoughts; no anxiety was left from earlier today. All there was, were feelings. Pure love.

And so, a few moments later, I found myself on top of Jungkook. His body lay outstretched on the bed – our bed –, and I was nibbling, licking and kissing my way down from his lips, over his neck and chest, towards his most sensitive era, preparing him slowly to welcome me.

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You are all way too thirsty for Taekook! ;)

But yes, they will FINALLY get there  in the next chapter!

Sorry but I just could not let JK take Tae's virginity first. He is not called the tiger for nothing. :P

Have a great day/night! I purple you all <3