*Jungkook*

I was shocked when Tae entered the bathroom. I was even more shocked when he did not leave and when, instead, he started stripping down. I felt the heath rising in my body, my heart was pounding inside my chest. I could feel the blood hammer in my ears. Tae was standing before me, completely naked. I did not dare look down. Not yet. But even without staring straight at it, I could see it and guess it's generous length. I swallowed hard.

I had never felt this way before. Of course the elder hyungs did dirty jokes from time to time and the weird noises that came from the PC late at night when Namjoon hyung was locked in the music room made me guess what type of videos he was watching. And sure enough I had seen some of these myself, but never before had I felt so... I could not even put my feelings into words. 

I did not dare to.

The black hair that fell in his eyes. The determined stare. His pink lips when he said I was just like him. What a liar, I thought back then. I am nothing like him. He is so cool and so handsome. I am just a boy, a kid, with puffy cheeks. A bunny... like they always call me. While Tae is a tiger. His animal spirit already shows the fire that is in him. While I, I am a stupid inoffensive BUNNY. A small house pet that loves eating carrots. Tae... such a strong and majestic tiger. 

Indeed the tiger suited him. Whenever I laid my eyes on him, he looked so fierce, so beautiful. And now that I had seen him naked, I started to believe that angels could truly exist on earth. But Tae sure as hell was no angel! The way he just dared strip down in front of me... and forced me to look. At least, now I knew where the tiger kept his tail. Damn! What am I even thinking here?! Why am I having such thoughts.

After Tae had left the room, my stomach hurt. I felt sick. And ashamed. But most of all sick. How on earth could I find that boy beautiful? Because that was exactly what bothered me. I thought he was beautiful ! And not just that! When I had seen Tae all naked before me, the heartbeats, the red cheeks, the difficulty to swallow, it all came from this one feeling, a feeling I could not, should not have felt. 

Sure Namjoon hyung's videos were something but never in my life had I felt so... excited. There it was. The word that described exactly how I felt. The word that I did not want to believe.

That night I sat on the cold bathroom floor until 3 am, thinking about what Tae had said, what I had seen but mostly about what I had not dared to look at. Every time I thought about Tae's naked body, because god damn that was all my thoughts were about, my heart started racing again and I felt sick.

At some point I must have finally fallen asleep, because the first rays of sunlight made me open my eyes. I took a glance at my watch. 5:30 a.m.. So early. The hyungs must still be asleep.

The hyungs! Taehyung-sshi! My mind went back to last night's incident and Taehyung's naked body. Immediately I felt sick again. This could not be. I could not feel sick every time I thought about Tae. My hyung. My fellow member.

 I promised myself that I would not think anymore about last night's events. With that being decided, I got dressed. I had to do something to get that picture of naked hyung out of my mind. So I took my phone out of my pocket and called Eun Ae-sshi, my bestfriend. I knew it was early, but Eun Ae was a morning person. She loved to get up early and to take a long walk with her Shiba Inu, Dak-Ho. I texted her that I needed to meet her as soon as possible. Not even 5 minutes later I had a new text message :

Let's meet at the Han River in 20 minutes

Without even bothering to grab a jacket or my bag pack for school, I left the bathroom with Tae's shirt still lying in the sink behind me. I left the house but the sickening feeling did not leave me. Taehyung's naked body was still burned in my mind.