So here it is. I hope you'll like it. I'm very sorry for the grammatical errors and typos. English is just my second language.

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"Hyung."

"Hyung."

"Hyung."

"Hyung!!!"

"Oh wait. Sorry, my baby. What is it?" I said as i plug off my headphones. "Hyung. I peed on my pajama." He said while playing with the hem of his shirt. I chuckled, "Again?"

"Yes, hyung..." He huffed while pouting. I ruffled his hair and held his chin for him to look directly at me. "And why is that?"

He looked at me with wide eyes, "Because it was so coollllddd last night, hyung. Super cold. I felt like I'm in a refrigerator! Baekhyunnie cant sleep well. So he played and played until he forgot to pee before he sleep." I playfully laugh with his answer.

"Come on. Let's change your pyj." I said. "Hyung. Baekkie wants some ice cream." He said as he yawn. "This early?" He nodded.

"But first, change your pyj." I said. "But hyung, can you change it for me?"

"Why?"

"Because baekhyunee is still sleepy."

"Well then. Come on, baby." I said as i walked towards the bathroom. "Did you get you shorts?" He nodded.

After changing his pyj, we went to the nearest store and bought ice cream for my baby smurf. "Hyung! Do you want some?" He asked my while smile from ear-to-war as he eats his ice cream messily. Those smiles, those laughs. I wonder how can i live without seeing and hearing them.

"Hyung. Why am i living with you?" He suddenly asked. "What?"

"W-why is baekhyunee with you? How did you know him? Why are you taking care of him?" I felt myself turning pale on his question. Me myself also did not know how i took him with me or where do his parents live. I just saw him sleeping beside the bench with only pyj on. I felt pity on him that time so i gave him some coins. He looked at me that time and quickly hugged me which shocked me. He said he was so hungry, and he was scared. He told me to take him home. Baekhyun was crying so hard. I felt something towards him that time. Something special that i barely feel. So i decided to take him in my home.

I just shrugged it off as i ruffle his hair, "That's a long story, baby. Just.. Just dont bother thinking about it."

"Chanyeol hyung."

"Yes?"

"I LOVE YOUUU! Thank you for saving me from that daehyun guy. Baekhyunee was so scared that time." He said as he put his palm over his Chest as if he was running out of breath. I playfully laughed then looked straight into his eyes, "That's because Chanyeol hyung would do everything for his Baekhyun, okay? Because Chanyeol loves his baekhyunee so much."

"Aaah. Hyung! Dont do that!" He screamed with eyes closed. "Do what?"

"You're playing with water. I'm getting wet! It's very cold." He said with wide eyes and crossed his arms over his chest as if he's very cold. "I'm not playing with water."

"Aha. There it goes again. Stop playing hyung!" He pointed out to me. I suddenly felt drops of water on me, that's when i realize that it's raining.

"Shit! Baekhyun-ah, come on. It's raining, i didnt bring umbrella with us.. You'll catch a cold." I said as we both run towards an empty waiting shed.

"Are you okay? Are you cold? Do you need something? Chanyeol hyung will get it for you." I said as i cupped his face with worried eyes. I easily get worried for something important. And Baekhyun-ah, he's the most important thing for me.

He shrugged his head as he let his palm out to feel the drops of water. He answered me with a bright smile, "I changed my mind, hyung! C'mon! Let's play in the rain. Baekhyunee wants to get wet." He said while doing his famous eyesmile.

Aaah, yes. His eyesmile... The another thing that makes me fall inlove with him..

"Anything for you." As soon as he heard my reply, he quickly pulled my arms and drag me to the street. "WAAAH! HYUNG! THIS FEELS AWESOME!

"Yah! Baby! Dont enjoy it too much, you'll catch a cold." He pouted as soon as he heard what i said. "Hyung! Come on! Dont be such a kill joy."

He once again dragged me but i tripped on to something so we both roll down the grass. "HYUNG. We're both covered in mud. Yayy! Look at you. Hahahaha."

"Oh really?" I gave him a teasing look as i scooped a handful of mud and put some on his face.

We played with the rain and mud and we both ignore the judgemental look of the people passing by. If my Baekhyun is happy, I'm happy as well.

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"Achoo." He sneezed as he caressed his nose. It sounded like the whimper of a dog. So cutee. "See? I told you. You'll catch a cold."

He pouted and sneezed once again. "Achoo. But it's fun. Baekhyunnie wants it to rain again."

"Say aaaah, baby." I said while holding a teaspoon of syrup medicine.

"AAAAH."

"Yummy?"

"It's sweet, hyung." He said as he hug his teddy bear tightly. But then he yawned suddenly, "baby, are you sleepy?" I asked which he answered with a simple nod.

I lay him down the bed and cover him with blankets as i kiss his forehead goodnight.

/DING DONG/

I got up and walked towards the door. But i was surprised to see who it was.

It's lady and a man. They looked old but rich. They are wearing expensive, well-known and formal clothes.

"Uhh, who are you?" I raised my eyebrow. The lady smiled and look inside my apartment from the door. "Are you Park Chanyeol?"

I nod, "Yes. Why?"

"Oh gossh! Hubby! Our baby's here." The lady hugged the man with teary eyes as my question are left unanswered.

"Is Baekhyun here? Is our baby here?" The man asked me with hope in his eyes.

I looked at them with confused eyes, "Baby? I'm sorry, mister. But i cant just let you see my Baekhyun without knowing your intentions."

"We're Baekhyun's parents. Please show us our baby Baekkie." The woman cried.

We're Baekhyun's parents.

We're Baekhyun's parents.

We're Baekhyun's parents.

"No." I muttered as his heart beats faster. I'm scared. I'm afraid.

"How can i be sure that you're Baekhyun's parents?" I remain cold. I dont want to lose my Baekhyun.

The man lend me some documents and their family pictures. My hands tremble as i hold those papers.

Will they take away my Baekhyun?

"Mmm. Chanyeol-hyung..." A sleepy Baekhyun popped behind me as he yawn. "You're still not sleeping. Baekhyun doesn't like to sleep alone."

"BAEKHYUN? OH GOD. MY BABY." The lady hugged Baekhyun as well as the man. They cried as they hugged Baekhyun.

My fist clenched. Many question are popping on my mind. But the only thing i know right now is I'm scared. I'm so scared. I'm scared that they'll take Baekhyun away from me.

"Umm, Chanyeol-hyung. Who are they?" Baekhyun tug the hem of my shirt.

"Baby, I'm Eomma and he's your appa. Do you still remember us? It's been years, baby. I'm sorry that we haven't seen you for years. We're so scared because we thought we'll never gonna see you again. Baekhyun, me and appa missed you so much."

Baekhyun looked at them confusedly. "I'm sorry, ma'am. But Baekhyunnie cant remember the both of you." Said. Baekhyun as he hides behind me.

I cupped Baekhyun's face, "Baby, ssh. Listen. Chanyeol hyung wants you to go back to your room, okay?"

"Okay, hyung. Goodnight."

"I'm sorry, ma'am. But i cant just give my Baekhyun to you. I love him." I answered roughly. I need to be strong. For baekhyun. For us.

"I know that, dear. But please.. Think about it. We'll wait for your answer tomorrow." His mother said as they bid goodbye.

I held my chest and went to me and my Baekhyun's room but to see Baekhyun still wide awake.

"Baby smurf, why are you still awake?"

"Hyung. I heard you." He hugged himself.
"Does Chanyeollie hyung loves Baekhyunnie?"

"Of course. He will always love his Baekkie." I said.

"But there's something bothering Baekhyunnie. What will Chanyeollie do if someone take away Baekhyun?"

"What would Chanyeollie hyung do? Umm, hyung will punch that someone who will take Baekkie away until that someone would notice how special and important you are me. Until that someone would know that you're mine."

"Hyung, promise me you won't let me go?"

"I promise. I would never ever do that. It happened once and i won't let it happen again."

"Hyung, i love you."

"Hyung loves you very very very much."

I kissed his forehead and hug him until he fell asleep. I look at his daw and study his features. I felt tears fell from my eyes.

I just cant let you go, Baekhyun... I love you so much.

I dial Jongin's number and only to be answer with a cuss. "Fck, hyung. It's late. Why are you calling?"

I sniffed. "Chanyeol hyung, dont tell
me you're crying. Why?"

"J-jongin.. I-i.. Baekhyun's parents went here a while ago. They're taking Baekhyun away from me. I just--i just can let him go like that, kai. I love Baekhyun. I-I'm scared." It may sound that I'm weak but i love Baekhyun so much.

Jongin stayed quiet for a couple of minutes before talking, "I'm sorry to say this, hyung. But you have to let Baekhyun go for once."

I inhaled a deep breath, "I dont know what I'm gonna do without him, kai."

"You're selfish, hyung. Aren't you supposed to be happy because Baekhyun's reuniting with his parents again. Let him free. Baekhyun, he's so fragile. He might need air. He might want to break free from your hold. Let him go."

"......"

"Goodbye, kai. Thank you." I hung up.

I look at Baekhyun's face again as i caressed his cheeks. "Baekhyun, baby.. Please remember that i love you so much. And i-I'm doing this for you. I'm sorry for breaking my promise. I'm sorry. I love you." I cried.

**

"Baekhyunnie! Baekhyunnie! Get up."

"Hyung, I'm still so sleepy."

I tried to sound happy, "I'll treat you some ice cream." And with that, Baekhyun quickly woke up. "Really?!" His face lighted up.

I faked a smile. "O-of course. Now, dress up. I'll wait for you downstairs."

After a couple of minutes, he went down and held my hand. I squeeze his hand and hold it so tight.

I'm sorry.

My hearts skips a beat every step i take as we went closer to the ice cream stall. And there, i saw them. I saw Baekhyun's parents.

"Yay! Hyung! I want the cookies n' cream ice cream!" Baekhyun clapped. I shut my eyes as i held his hands so tight, preventing my tears to fall.

"Did you made up your mind?" His father asked. "Yes. I'll give Baekhyun to you. You're his parent after all." I said while trembling.

Baekhyun's mother hold Baekhyun's other hand, "Baekhyun, come on. Chanyeol-hyung said he'll finally give you to us. Yay!"

The ice cream slipped from Baekhyun's grasp. "Hyung? W-what?"

"Go now, Baek. Go."

"No. HYUNGG! YOU PROMISED ME. I DONT WANT TO BE WITH THEM. I JUST WANTED TO BE WITH YOU. HYUNGG!" He cried as he try to get away from his parents.

"Baek, dont make it hard for hyung, okay? Go now." I but my lips but tears still fall from my eyes.

"HYUNG! BAEKHYUNNIE LOVES YOU SO MUCH. YOU SAID YOU'LL NEVER LET ME GO. HYUNG, DONT LEAVE ME." He cried harder.

"I'm sorry." I cried. I also dont want to lose you.

"HYUNG. HYUNG. I LOVE YOU. DONT LET ME GO. HYUNG!" Baekhyun screamed while still crying.

"I-i love you too. I'm sorry." I cried.

"Hyung..." Baekhyun's voice volume down as he cried and looked directly to my eyes. He gasped when his parents pull him toward the car and lock the door.

"Hyung. Hyung. Baekhyun loves youu." He cried while tapping the window of the car loudly. "I love you." His voice was very faint.

"I'm sorry. I love you. I'm scared, baek. I'm scared." I said while crying.

I closed my eyes but open it again when i heard the sound of the car drove off.

Everything was so quiet. There's no screaming baekhyun. There's no whining baekhyun.

That's when i realized, my Baekhyun's not here with me anymore.

My hands clench as if I'm holding Baekhyun's hand.

"Baekhyun." I whispered while crying continuously.

A/N: I'm so sorry. Haha i have to go with the flow of the plot. Could you please comment so I'll have some inspiration on updating? hahaha lol thank you for reading and sorry for the wrong grammars. And i hate Chanyeol for letting go of Baekhyun. Hmmp haha.