Warning: mentions of suicide

"Hey guys, we're home!" Jay yells as he walks in.

Jay's eyes widen when he sees the love of his life, his princess, sobbing in Cole's arms.

"Nya, what's wrong sweetie?" Nya jumps violently. "Shh, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you."

Nya jumps up and runs into Jay's arms. She grips his shirt and sobs into his chest.

"Shh, what's wrong sweetheart?"

Nya sobs harder. Zane walks in, not noticing Nya crying.

"Where is Kai?"

Nya sobs even harder, griping Jay's shirt as tightly as possible. Jay rubs Nya's back.

"Shh, I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry."

"Hey Jay, I found Toy Story Three!" Lloyd calls as he walks into the room, holding said movie.

"Lloyd, a man has died. Read the room!" Cole says, a couple of tears running down his face.

"O-oh. I'm-I'm so sorry Nya," Lloyd murmurs, trying to hide his own tears.

Nya coughs weakly while sobbing hysterically.

"Nya, calm down cutie. Shh, it's okay."

"I'm-I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry."

"Shh," Jay gently picks Nya up. "If you need anything, holler."

Jay walks out, carrying Nya.

"What happened Cole?" Zane asks.

"K-Kai was stabbed. Then the guy went for Nya, I saved her in time. I brought Nya back here and then she started to blame herself for his death."

"Why would she blame herself?" Zane asks.

"I don't know."

In Nya's room
"Shh, Nya breathe. You're going to make yourself sick."

Nya is laying in Jay's arms, sobbing hysterically.

"Shh, I know you miss him, I know. I do too."

Nya shivers harshly and gags. Jay rushes her to the bathroom. He crouches down and hovers her over the toilet. Nya gags before vomiting in the toilet.

"Shh, it's okay."

Nya collapses onto Jay's lap, sobbing.

"Nya, shh, I've got you. Shh."

"I-I...I..."

"Yes?"

"I-I want to die Jay!"

Jay's eyes fill with tears. "N-Nya please don't say that."

"I-I...it's true!" Nya sobs loudly.

Jay starts to cry. "Oh Nya. No. It's okay. Shh, it's okay."

Nya lays in Jay's lap, sobbing her heart out. Jay strokes her arm and plays with her hair.

"I'll go and get you some water."

"P-please don't leave me."

"Shh, I'll be thirty seconds kitten. I promise."

Jay carries Nya into her room and gently lays her on her bed. She grabs a blanket and sobs into it. Jay runs downstairs and into the kitchen. He fills a plastic cup with water and then runs back to Nya.

The door is closed. I thought I left the door open.

"Nya?"

Nya's heartbroken sobs are Jay's reply.

Jay pushes on the door. "Nya open the door!"

Nya sobs harder.

Jay pushes his weight against the door, successfully opening it. He gasps at the sight in front of him.

Nya is stood up, holding a pocket knife to her chest. She's sobbing hysterically.

"Let me see him Jay!"

Jay shakes his head. "I can't do that sweetheart."

Nya nods. "Please Jay! I-I can't live without him."

"Shh. I know baby, I know. But what would Kai say if you did kill yourself?"

"I want to die Jay!"

"I know you do, I know. But I'll miss you if you did."

Nya rapidly shakes her head moving the knife closer to her.

"Nya..."

"Please Jay!"

"Baby, listen to me now. I know, the world may hate you. I know that you want to end it all. I know you're stressed. It's like a deep, dark hole you seem to be never endingly sinking in. And there's 2 ways out of this hole. One of them, I want you to never even consider. But, the other one is hope. The light at the end of the tunnel that you've been longing for your entire life, and if you've survived sixteen years, you can survive a ton more, with that light." (Thank you bunnieeeeeex for letting me use the quote)

Nya sobs and sinks to the ground, dropping the knife. Jay runs over to her, kicking the knife away. He picks her up and sits on the edge of her bed, placing Nya on his lap.

"Shh, I've got you baby. I've got you. I'm never going to let you go."

Nya grips his shirt tightly. "P-promise?"

Jay smiles slightly. "I promise."

Jay leans down and kisses her on the lips. Nya gasps and kisses back.

"I love you so, so much Nya. Please don't leave me."

"I-I love you too. Don't-don't..."

"Shh," Jay kisses her forehead.

"Don't leave me...please."

"I would never. I love you so, so much princess."