Hey guys I know I haven't been writing and there are reasons for that but I'm going to say this I probably won't write for a long time I basically went through heartbreak and now I'm possibly losing some of my family. About the heartbreak I'll tell you his name was Sam he was so nice we were in pole vault together every day he would help me and he would make me smile after a while I developed a crush on him I finally got his number from a friend and I texted him we would only talk for short periods at a time  but I was happy so then I texted him today about the meet and then I apologize because I thought I was getting annoying and he said I was so I stopped talking to him it just hurts to know the person you like thinks you're annoying I'm sorry guys I'm ranting I'll talk to you guys later