How Y/n reached to Taehyung's car was a mystery as it was quite blur for her. She is not able to focus on the surroundings. Maybe she appears as calm outside but her insides were churning with every passing minute. The pain was still fresh. But with tae's company , she is feeling a bit of relief. Her numbness began to wash out , finally giving her a hard sensation of pain on her wrist and feet which arises the confusion of how she got that?

Her mind has pretty much deleted the previous scenarios itself, making her question about the pile of bandages on her body. But she didn't have the courage to voice out loud because of low energy and silently deal with her own emerging pains.

The car suddenly halt on its tires indicating their arrival at the desirable destination as the driver parked the car on the porch area.

It was taehyung's family mansion. The building still stood tall and insensitive but a room inside offers unimaginable warmth than anywhere else.

Taehyung carefully carry her in his arms as she is not capable of doing the same yet. His driver stand there taking in the display of pure affection while fully knowing about tae's attachment towards you. The old man silently prayed to the almighty that they may give her enough strength to surpass this hardship.

Taehyung take long steps and made a beeline towards his room while still carrying you in bridal style. You also pursed your lips not wanting to distract him or it'll result in your own downfall.

Suddenly someone block his way making him halt on his toes. It was clear that he despises this person with all his might as it was easy to tell by his gritted teeth and hardened jaw. It was evident that was he was refraining himself from sprouting anything bad to them in presence of Y/n. 

But Mrs. Kim didn't get affected from tae's heated glares, it was a normal thing for her. She had seen her younger son doing this uncultured behaviour many times and now she's immune to this. Taehyung was glaring at her with so much intensity that you could feel his body shaking in rage.

"I am sorry to hear about your husband, Y/n child. I couldn't attend the funeral because of my hectic schedule" his mother finally utter and move to observe Y/N with an indifferent stare. Both youngers knew about older woman's insincerity but didn't point out.

Tae again tried to make his way upstairs not wanting his mother to dig Y/n's wound but his mother's voice stop him abruptly for the second time.

" Y/n sweety, i have a proposal for you. Do you mind if i tattle about it a bit now?" She asked quickly but it seems like she was not really expecting a response in return as she again began to speak without caring about the sensitivity of the situation.

" You are a very desirable woman Y/n, and it's not very shocking that many suitors have been contacting your family as now you're single again. But i have hinder them for now as I have someone special in my mind for you. You also knew about him since your childhood. This will a match made in heaven. I am already hearing wedding bells. And the the perfect man is none other than tae-" she was blabbering nonstop but angrily got cut off from her insensitive talk by a loud blooming voice which Echos in whole mansion.

"JUST SHUT UP , MOM'' taehyung's patience breaks and he roars like -a hungry lion.

"Alteast pretend to be a little compassionate" he finishes with a sarcastic remark and march on his way huffing and puffing in full of annoyance. 

His mother was still shouting and complaining about her son's behaviour in background but tae didn't acknowledge any.

 But as he opened his room's door and walk in , his whole demeanor changed. Because it's more important to comfort Y/n than to fuel his own anger.

He gently placed Y/n on his bed and make his way towards side table. He hastily remove the lid  of painkillers from first drawer and help Y/n with a glass of water.

He then immediately make his way beside her and  throw his arms around her affectionately making her more close. He tightly clutch her in a bear hug and began to rock her side to side. Words filled with emotions surfaced again which y/n had eagerly waited for long.

 She took a long sniff of his homely scent and it instantly melted her in his embrace.

Taehyung's natural fragrance - aroma of freshly rained ground and a hint of cinnamon began to danced in the surroundings.

She nuzzle more into his collarbone to grab more comfort. Heat and warmth in his embrace melted her walls. 

Once all barrier broke , new tears barge their way out of her already swollen eyes. She crumbled like a wet paper in his lap wailing in sadness, loss and fear. She pour her heart out and cried like a innocent child. She was never this vulnerable , hanging on his body for help and to aid her. His heartache watching her drowning in her sorrow.

This wailing proof her devotion towards Jaebum. Their love was like a bond of two lone soul rather than some strings attached.
No one can take his place in her heart like he did and it was alarming. How much she can recovered from this loss ? Will she be able to go back to her previous self? was still a question to him.

It was devastating for taehyung to see Y/n suffer like that. She was and is a strong girl. She never back down from any problem. He has seen her enduring every pain with no complaints. She was always the fearless one but now Jaebum's death has surface her one and only fear. The fear of living alone. 

 She was always the gullible child who loves to stay with family rather than outing with friends. It's not a secret to anyone about her unpleasant relationship with her parents because of a disagreement which had dented her strong personality. Jaebum had become her only family from past 2 years. He was the one who support her in the survival of business antics. But now  she's all alone in this world and exposed for world's torment.

Taehyung really want to assume that maybe he could fill the gap of her heart but he knows better than anyone that it is almost irreversible. 

Y/N fell asleep in his lap but he made no comment on that and gently laid you comfortably on mattress.

Tae took a last glance of  you sleeping soundly on his bed. He is sitting at the edge on his bedside listening Y/n's soft breathing. Steady thumping of her heartbeats perfectly matching with his own which echoed loudly contrasting with silence of the room.

She looks perfect in moonlight that was coming from a opened Window. Sparkling lights shone her pale features and made her appear even more unearthly.
Cool breezing, which were dancing on the beat of her breathing in his room,gives him a slight shiver. But the body warmth of the person beside him was enough for him to not catch a cold.

Glimpse of the elapsed time. once again crossed his mind. Taehyung never thought that he'll see you crying like that in his whole life. Just how much he admire you which caused him to totally forgot that you are also a human, who can very much feel the pain like him.

He always feel motivate by just seeing you but after observing your broke state like that made him tremble to the core, that just a mere touch could scatter him miles away.

Tears welcomed their way in his eyes again which he had previously control too much that now his eyes gained a deep red colour. Drop by drop , they painted his face like an abstract painting.

Ask tae, how he managed to keep him together while watching you pouring your heart out? How he was able to comfort you with his sweet and wise words when he also very much needed the same. 

He was tired , eyes were drooping indicating that he also need to rest.
The space beside you was inviting him to dive and fall in a deep slumber enfold with you but he couldn't do that.

He maybe succeed in getting off your inner demons for you but now they had made their nest inside his mind. He had a past relation with evil incubus and after taking in your self hurting scene, they had come to set off his previous debt.

He tiptoed quietly making his way to the balcony,which was attached to his room's backside, not wanting to wake you up from your tranquility. He immediately sat on the chair to keep him stable from falling in depth of thoughts. But nothing can put him in peace as he had already open a forbidden quest which unlocked the door of his long forgotten past.

He was trembling a lot not from windy night but because

"Taehyung saw his past self in you...