No.

Please no.

Not Gwen. Please not Gwen. No. It can't be. She isn't dead. No. Just sleeping. She's fine. Fine. Perfectly fine. She'll wake up soon. It's okay. She's okay.

But she wasn't moving. My heart ached as if I'd lost someone. And I had. I'd lost a lot of people, but please not Gwen. Please. That's all I ask for. Please no.

She has to be alive. I've lost everyone. Please. Anyone but her. I can't lose her. Please no. Please. Please be alive. Please. Just start breathing. A heartbeat. Something. Please, Gwen. I need you. I need you.

Gwen. Please. I can't live without you. I don't want to live without you. Please come back to me. Please.

She was all I had. And now she's gone. It's my fault she's dead. Mine. All mine. I could've saved her. I was so close.

She was scared, I could tell. Her wide eyes were enough to tell me that. Those eyes that used to look at me with love. Those eyes that I used to get lost in. Those eyes that were like no other.

Those eyes that I would never get to see again.

I will love you forever, Gwen.