◻ C h a p t e r  3 3 ◻

Oh God! What have I done? I'm not sure if I'm dead but it feels like it. I want to tell him I'm sorry, but I'm trapped, and it's dark and I'm scared.

I can hear him calling my name, he's holding me, trying to wake me up, I'm trying to wake up, but I'm not moving.   He's calling mum and dad, what have I done? He's so upset.

His tears fall on my cheeks sliding down my face, he wants me to get up I'm trying but it's hard, I don't think I can.

It breaks my heart to hear my mum's cries as she sees my body laying motionless on the floor.

She keeps asking me what I've done, she keeps asking why but I can't give her an answer, I want to get up and hug her and tell her this was the only way for me to get peace but i can't do that I'm still trapped, I'm never getting out of here.

The ambulance is here, but what's the point there's no hope for me, what's done is done. Camila i just wanted to tell you goodbye.