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Camila you have no mercy, sometimes it's like you have no heart.

You never bother to know how much I hurt, you all gang up on me and beat me up, calling me names and spiting at me.

Don't worry they won't ever know, I've gotten so good at covering the bruises, hiding the pain.

It hurts, it really does. I want to talk but I can't. It's like you've taken away my ability to speak.

I'm frozen, paralysed by fear.

I dread waking up to go to school. I dread waking up at all.

It's you, all because of you.

You seem to take out your pain on me.  

You're missing something, it feels like you are, so you singled me out to fill up that gap.

I'm going home now, I'm going to cry.

It physically hurts, emotionally hurts.

And mentally too, the harm you have caused.

I look at the razor, I must not pick it up. But that's the only way out, but I have to stay strong.

It's not going to last, I'm slowly weakening. I must give in soon.

If I just end it now, I'll finally be free, but then there is the grief that I'll leave.

I must stay strong, I have to stay strong.

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