He tells her let me fix this. Wants and needs to fix this for her and him self. He wants her to know how amazing she is. How stupid he was. How selfishness almost destroyed them. All his boys told him he was bugging. He may have even screwed up some freindships because of this. He wishes he could turn back time. He wishes he could have talked to her instead of trying to convince himself. He was wrong and thats has always been a hard thing for him to admit. He knows he has to rebuild her trust. He has to prove to her what he feels. He is scared he will mess up. He knows he has to put work in. He hates seeing the unsure look she has when he says  no one but you forever.