He belives this will make them better because he didnt see before.
What he had what he almost lost what he may still loose. He says we are so good together what the fuck was i thinking. Then he puts his head down in shame. Shes not use to him being so insecure so vulnerable. Not him. She sees him beat his self up more than she is. She does what she always has comforts him. She knows that he is and will always be his. They grew up together. The bond they have may bend and stretch but will never break. Maybe this was a blessing in disguise. His eyes being opened.