I grabbed a knife

One cut

Two cuts

Three cuts

Four

The blood just kept on dripping from the tub to the floor.

I lay in the water ..

Hot water

Steaming water

I let my blood mix with it, turning the water scarlett

I puked up so much ink and food

My stomach is crawling

My skin Is crawling

Shadow monsters lurk everywhere around me

Just for a little happiness

Please...
I want to smile

I forgot happiness

I can't forget memories...

But I forget happiness

Im tying myself a noose

But I can't do it...

I can

No ones here

Except.

For downstairs
.

...

I need a chair to jump off...