My family

Are shit to me

I try to ask for help

But people just

Don't understand

I ask to be left alone

And they attack me

I want peace

I want fucking silence

But I hear the voices

And the more the scars on my wrist ache

The more I cry

The more my family abuse goes on

I noticed my twitching

My flinching

Mother took me to the doctor

I have tontake these pills

But I take too many on purpose

I can't breathe at night

I try to talk

Im scared

For my own good