Log 65/2011

L.Murphy

I've asked myself a million times what Jordan had going on in his mind when he asked me to watch out for his kid sister should I come across her. He had to of known I would end up crossing paths with her to even ask that of me.

I know I've said it before, but Elise isn't anything like what he told me - what I expected.

Yeah she can be a princess, but she is so much more than that.

That girl is single handily the most infuriating person I have ever been around.

Elise is sarcastic, stubborn, brave and feisty. Nothing seems to phase her and I can't help admire that about her. The night of the ballet was the first time I have ever seen a hint of fear in her. Even when she was dealing with that thing Alfie came from she knew what to do. Even with Reece she wasn't afraid, depsite that asshole being on his way to turning into a bloodsucker... It shits me that she has history with Reece. What could she even see in him? She can do better.

Am I better?

I hate that I care about what she thinks of me and most of all I hate that I've let her in when I can't even work out where I actually stand with her. I love having her around and seeing her smile and the way her body feels against me when she sleeps...  I already told you how she kissed me in the bathroom, that she told me to do it for fucks sake! That bloody girl will be the death of me, i know it. Ever since I met her, she is all I can god damn think about.

It's not right!

This life doesn't leave much room for making lasting friendships or relationships, so why am I even bothering - with her of all people!!

I don't want to admit it, but I am completely obsessed with her and now I'm spending my time trying to track that bastard down when I should take this as my chance to walk away - go back to my own area of expertise and forget about her.

I can't just forget about her. Just like I couldn't say no to Jordan when he needed a place to crash on his way to Selene's.

Bloody Buntings.

If that Hunter, Chris Jarvis, has done anything to her that idiot better pray I don't find him. Her parents know him, he was Jordan's friend from HA. If Jordan was trusting him, could he be behind his disappearance too? The werewolves don't know anything about him, and I hope they're stupid enough to still consider I am on their side. Letting Elise in has put some of that work in jeopardy but at the end of the day, I am a Tracker and I will kill them all; especially if they are behind this.

That said Selene was particularly surprised when I spoke to her, she either didn't know about Elise going missing or is very good at faking it. I didn't tell her much, other than she had been missing since my last visit to the pack house with her Dad. From what I found out about the attack at the vamps bar, maybe Selene doesn't know anything either.

Thankfully the shifters who have been fighting against the pack are willing to keep an eye on things. If they see anything or anyone new - especially a Hunter and a Slayer with Elise in their possession, they will let me know.

One thing though, judging by the moon cycles and from what I've been reading about this whole Lord Alpha thing - its scheduled to be the 17/4 and that doesn't give us much time.

God I just hope she is ok.

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So, I can't remember if I have given Logan a last name yet... when I get home later I'll check so if he has two different ones - sorry about that and I'll fix it up asap!