14/02/2012

Dear iBob,

So since I typed in you last soooo much has happened. I don't even know where to begin.

Starting from my last entry, I clearly I didn't fuck up too badly because here I am.

I got V out, with Ailin's help. I really need to see her because I know she knows more than she is letting on. So in some ways I didn't actually get him out. She did. I just got him away from the compound.

It's weird, and despite him being a vampire, I actually almost would maybe, could possibly call him a friend. I guess we must have a mutual respect for each other. Kind of weird saying that considering he nearly turned me into a vampire.

Oh and then once I got him out, he set a graveyard full of zombies on me.

Then got me introduced to his pal Dracula. Yeah, Dracula. **Note to self: Do a shit load of research on that guy. 

Long story short, V got away with Drac and now I'm left having ridiculous dreams that I think might actually be from Drac/Lord Alpha guy manipulating them.

Since then, I've seen an unidentified demon bear thing, some kind of ancient octopus demon and witnessed a mass killing of vampires. 

I also met Alison Winters cousin who is married to the son of our President.

Then there is the issue of working out if Danielle is a bad guy.

Plus I nearly got sold out by a fallen angel who is dealing with her heart being broken by an incubus.

So yeah, the last few days have been, well, a nightmare really. Surely a Hunters life isn't meant to be this complicated.   I could say more, but we're nearly back at my house after spending the night at the old Winters mansion. Again kind of long story I'm not going into. Um.... well I think that's everything.

 Who am I kidding, that's not all.

1. Happy Valentines Day iBob! ♥

2. Logan is taking me out for a romantic lunch!! :)

Oh you noticed that?

Well somewhere in between getting V out and zombie fighting and being kidnapped... well it was actually when I he came to my rescue - Logan kissed me. 

I didn't even hate it.

I'll admit now, to you, I kind of wanted it.

But then AIlin came, I got into another fight with Dani and Tom and then when we got home, we ended up having something that resembled a summarized version of a heart to heart.

It may have "started" in the shower.

It may have been completely amazing.

It may have "ended" in the bedroom........ So yeah we're kind of together now.

Logan is my boyfriend. Boyfriend.  How weird is that? We always have had a love/hate relationship, so guess we're now out of the hate stage and back in the love? Love. No, way too soon for that. Lets just see how me not wanting to kill him every five minutes goes.

I'm just scared I'm going to be hurt again. That someone I care about is going to suffer because of me. I worry about that ever day. Look at what happened to Matt! He wasn't even one of us. I worry about Jordan and Zane. I worry about my friends and I'd hate for anything to Drew and Nigel too. Since that whole thing happened, I am always worrying!

I can say I don't care about things or people, but I do. I care so fucking much I don't know how I haven't broken down yet. I really need today and I really need Logan to make me believe it's going to be ok. 

Anyway, so like I said, Logan is taking me out for a valentines day lunch. Can't say I'm not impressed. Reality is, I've never had someone to celebrate V.Day with. Before Logan bought it up, it was just going to be another Sunday. Just another day of the week, and now I totally understand the hype of it all.

I wonder if he'll buy me roses? That's what guys do, right?

Elise Bunting
(cynic turned celebrator of romantic holidays)