I know last update was baqwaas so rewrote it this update is different now and please abb please batana kaisa tha please shall I continue in this plot or not💕💕and ha if I get response in this them I promise I will update aaj hi and ShahSAIR Duniya_04 sidnaazakakushi sidnaaz_world thanks message karke bolne k liye ki idiot Wattpad unpublished it

Love like no other-4

Sana was about to fall but sid holds her hand and pulls her closer leaving no distance between them.
Both of them could hear each other heartbeat.
Here sana didn't knew why was his heart beating faster trying to decline it thinking it's her heart that's beating actually about to explode while Sid loved how she reciprocate his touch it proves that how pure she was and how it's only for him.

Abhi abhi bhoole bhi na the tumhe
Khayal banke phir tum aa gaye
Ehsaas jo thhe dil mein kayi ankahe
Lafzon pe woh phir yun aa gaye

Sana looks at Sid eyes finally all this while she didn't but don't know for why this moment was itself creating magic for them

Sana looks at him to see him already look at her face.

Sid looks at her face lovingly hoping she would see him now and when she did he just couldn't stop himself from getting lost in her black deep orbs which spoke love for her fully but there was something more.
Siddharth could feel her eyes speaking pain suffering and that made him confused he knew some of her suffering and that was stopping him all this while to go and accept that he was her kullu but this what he saw right now was different too different.

While sana now get lost in his brown orbs but difference was she saw all type of emotions in it but couldn't differentiate like Sid did .

Sana (herself)-"mai kya kar rahi hu why am I feeling helpless all this while I wanted to meet him par abb why does it feel fan moment hi theek tha khud ko jitna dur lejati hu utna mai tere paas aati hu kullu but for first time I feel he knows me I don't know why his eyes speaks love par for whom"

Saanson ke sarzamin par barshaat la gaye
Ek jhapki mein tere sau khaab aa gaye
Bepannah... bepanah...
Pyar hai tumse
Bepannah... bepanah...
Pyar hai tumse

Both of them were lost in each other.
Siddharth hand was in her waist while sana was holding his coat tightly in her small fist.

Sana could feel warm of his hands in her waist making her shiver an unknown protection was felt by her when his hand was in her waist while other was holding her hand through which he pulled her while Sid could feel her shivering due to his hand but here he himself was feeling current pass his body having her so close towards him.

Sid (himself)-"I know I should stop right now this isn't right siddharth but this feels great par.."

Both of them wanted to stop their emotions at that moment but couldn't.

Here asim having no idea about them suddenly enters Inside to see them In that condition making both of them separate Sith each other and sana run out while Siddharth pretending to search files.

Asim-"kya chal raha tha kutte mere ko bolta tha I'll take slow aur yaha"
Sid-"kya chalraha tha coffee coffee peeraha tha teri aakhein kharab hogaya hai kutte ja nisha k paas theek kardegi"

Both boys started to blush and suddenly laugh at their stupidity.

Sana proverb:
Sana runs inside her office room locking it she takes support of door through one hand while other hand was on her heart beating faster while sana was breathing little loud as if she had been holding it.

Both of them ignore each other for whole day sana whenever came in Sid path ignored him or moreover her game of not looking at his face was back while Sid gave her time he knew she needed it as comfort matters a lot in any relation.

Sana was working on her office room drawing some design when she gets call of shehbaaz making her happy after that incident.

Sana-"haa khotey bhul gaya mereko jabse punjab gaya hai baba k saath phone hi nahi karta kuttey behen hu izzat kar meri"

Shehbaaz-"chal bey paka mat dimaag mat sada mera acha sun kaam tha"

Sana-"tu kitna bura hai waise to jab yaha hota hai to ek moment vi nahi lagta tere ko phone karne mai jab ki hum ek hi ghar mai rehtey hai abb dekh khoteya chal bol kya kaam hai"

Shehbaaz-"gadhi wo bas tere saar khane mai maza aata hai acha sun kal hum wapas aarahe hai"

Sana-"itni jaldi do hafte k liye gaye the na baba theek hai na dawai khai sardi lagi hogi pakka kitna bolti hu ye mat karo par nahi aur tu na bas mayur k saath ghumta reh waha baba kya khyaal mat rakh"

Shehbaaz-"dadaji aarahe hai isliye kamini tai ko boldena guest room saaf rakhey do din rukenge and phir wapas punjab lotne wale hai"

That was it sana cuts the call she was done with it she didn't knew why she was feeling helpless she just wanted to go he right now and she did she knew Sid was at his meeting still she called him
She thought Sid wouldn't pick her call up as asim told her whenever he is in meetings he doesn't like to pick call up.

But sana gets shocked that sid did pick her call up in Just  two ring but for right now sana helplessness was taking control and she ignores it.

Sana-"sir there's something important I need to leave right now mai wo mera "

Before she could complete she could hear Sid being tensed
Sid-"tum theek ho everything is fine na ha jao but take care of yourself"

Sana cuts call and rush out of office making some look at her in confusion.

Here what actually happened was Sid was at his meeting talking about design when he gets call usually he doesn't pick it up but this was different it was of Sana making him nervous he knew she would only call when she is In problem and when he does the first thing he noticed was her voice it sounded broken making his heart break and that was it he didn't wanted to force her for anything so he asked her to leave but yes he asked asim to follow her and check her If she reach home safely.

Here sana reached her home making her run all the eau through parking area she even collided with himanshi but ignoring her sana runs inside her house and gets inside her room and fall in bed taking DIARY out.
    -
Maut-o-Hasti Ki KashmKash Me Kati Tamaam Umr,
Gam Ne Jeene Na Diya Shauq Ne Marne Na Diya.

Flashback

A girl in her fifteen is cooking food.
She was coughing badly she had fever still she was working hard.
Sweat was dripping from her forehead.

After some time when everyone starts eating that girl was serving food to everyone.

One old man ask her to give her more roti she again goes in kitchen and starts cooking but due to high heat one side of roti gets burned.
She still goes and gives him.But when he sees roti he pulls her towards kitchen.

Old man-"tereko roti banana vi nahi aata chal chal"

He takes that heated vessel and keep it in her arm making her shout in pain.

Flashback ends

Tears fall on DIARY remembering that dreadful incident.
She folds her sleeves to see Mark was still there everything changed time changes but that scar was still present though now it doesn't hurt her but what about those memories that is stoned at her heart.

Sana wipes her tears and gives painful smile seeing herself at mirror and goes to library taking blank paper colours out.

Sana closes her eyes and starts drawing what's in her heart.

Maanti hoon khuda tujhiko
Tu hi to hai rehbar mera
Ab se khalipan mein bhi tu
Paas mere khada
Tu hai nahi yahaan
Ye na yaqeen huaa
Kaise karoon ye khud se bayaan
Bikhri hoon har jagah
Main ret ke tarah
Na mere dard ki hai dawa..

Tears falling from her eyes she wanted sukoon some peace and in search of that Sana starts drawing but once she complete it after 2 hours sana looks at it and gives a genuine smile she did she did feel sukoon now

Sana kissed that picture she had drawn she remembers that moment so close to him his hand giving him warmth that she needed how she saw emotions at his eyes how she looks at him everything this was perfect moment for her the moment that she always had dreamt of.
  

Sana-"kullu"

Next day:

Sana wakes up fast and leaves for office though it wasn't her usual time and why not she hated that man she only tolerated him because of her father she had already decided to ignore all and on this two days now she wouldn't even go to house but where would she go as well.

Thinking about all this sana reaches parking lot and parks her scooter and goes inside just to collide with a girl wait she looks at her carefully she wasn't just another girl she was mahi first girl she had interacted with in this office.

Mahi-"hi shehnaaz I  still remember you mai wo hum miley"

Sana-"haa I do remember aap vi selected ho tab to thank god koi to dost mila wait hum dost hai na"

Mahi-"arrey yaar obviously why are you asking chalo chalo jaldi chaltey hai aaj kaam zyaada hai"
Sana-"ha but mujhe last floor jaana hey"

Mahi -"wait last floor aap siddharth ki Secretary ho ohh my god it was you jai was talking about"

Sana-"talking about matlab and siddharth"

Before she could get her answers mahi makes an excuse and runs from there making her confused.

Sana-"yaa to sab pagal hai ya mera dimag kharab hai mai already pareshan hu and ye ek to baba ko already boldiya aaj ghar nahi aaungi aab kya karu yehi rahu kya haye"

Saying this sana moves towards last floor greeting people sweetly.
The first thing she did was make coffee for Sid appropriately and takes it to his office she knew he wasn't there and she was right her mission to ignore sid as well started so before Sid could call her she did all work from coffee to arranging all files yaha tak ki she kept all schedule of today at his table and went in her room drawing design.

11:00
Sana was still working it was time for Sid to come at his office she looked at clock stood from her chair just in case to heat coffee taaki he doesn't call her but as she was moving towards his room seeing her hand time and again sana collide with Sid.
Sana looks up to see it was Sid and again looks down biting her tongue why was it that every time God had to prove her mission wrong.
Before she could back out sid does.

Sid looking at her face lovingly but just in mood to tease her.

Sid-"ms gill coffee bohut thandi hai second day of your work and still giving me chance to complain aur ye aaj ka schedule kya hai"
Sid knew his pari very well and he knew he pressed right button cause after what he said sana looks at him to be mesmerized by his looks.

He was looking irresistible hot today more than any other time though obviously aaj tak she didn't even look at him all she did was look down yesterday as well she ignored him after their moment.

But this was first time sana looks up and down with an open mouth in short checking him out.

Siddharth knew her mood was off yesterday and even today it was asim who saw her crying sitting at her window from his car but he as well knew that he couldn't ask her directly especially when she does know he knows her and this thing was killing him but obviously to make her smile Sid disturbed her checking him out though he loved it.
Sid-"ms gill aap kuch sochrahi hai shayad mistake chupane k liye but let me remind you aap sirf interior designer nahi balki meri personal Secretary hai so aapka wo kaam vi kijiye"

Giving stress to personal Sid teased her moreover he tried diverting her mind which did worked.

Sana-"sir aapka schedule table pe rakha hai aaiye I'll show and coffee subhe banayi thi abhi"

Sid-"no excuse make new schedule and right now in my office "

Saying this Sid leaves from there while sana murmured khadoos which was heard by Sid and he turns towards her.

Sid-"kuch kaha kya agar kaha vi hoga then I'm boss and ha coffee dusri vanao mai nahi pineywala pehli wali"

Saying this Sid leaves from there making sana trying to hit air as if it would hit him😂

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Please batana kaisa tha