Tw- anxiety attack
Your pov

I woke up to Mikey gone from the sheets. Bringing the blankets back, my feet touched the soft carpet floor. Quietly, I opened the bedroom door, and stepped onto the hardwood floor. Mikey looked at me from the kitchen, and smiled. Oh he's so cute... his ears... ah! So cute!

"Hey sweetie," He greeted, I walked to him.

"Morning, babe," I smiled. He kissed me, then handed over a bowl of cereal.

"I was gonna make pancakes but I'm out of eggs so..."

"Aw, you didn't have to do that."

"Oh, they weren't gonna be for you, they were only gonna be for me." He joked. I giggled, we sat at the kitchen counter, eating bowls of cereal and talking about random stuff. Eventually, I pushed my bowl forward and rested my head in my arms. My eyes were focused on the elf beside me.

"Your ears are so cute..."

"You're so cute..." He kissed my head. I just smiled, "Aww, sunshine..." he's the sweetest...

"Mikey?" He hummed, I kissed him. He leaned in. Then, I lost my balance, and fell onto the floor off the spiny chair, flat on my ass, "Ow..."

"Oh shit, are you okay?" He asked, immediately diving down. I just laughed.

"Yeah, I'm okay..." I pressed my lips to his again. He smiled as his lips crashed into mine over and over again. Then, suddenly, he pulled away, "What?"

"I just..." His eyes were focused on me, "You're so beautiful..." I nervously laughed.

"Really?" He smiled.

"Well of course. I think you're about the prettiest girl I've ever seen."

"Mikey..."

"No seriously, I've been with a lot of girls, and by far, you're the prettiest."

"Do you say that to all your girls?" He leaned in close, just an inch or two from my mouth.

"Only to you..." He whispered against my lips. Then finally, he closed the gap. Pulling away, my fingers held both of his pink cheeks. His smile was wide as he kissed both of my palms.

"I love it when you do that." He did it again. My heart fluttered. Now his hands held my pink cheeks. I kissed his palms just as he did me.

"Aww..." My fingers ran up and down his pink painted cheeks. His did the same for me. After a moment his lips were back on mine. Then, there was a knock on the door, startling both of us. But he just kept kissing me.

"Just ignore it..." There was another knock.

"Mikey! Open up!"

"Shhhh..." He whispered against my skin.

"Mikey, I know you're in there."

"Fine!" My boyfriend jumped up and opened the door to see Gerard.

"Hey I-..." Gerard's eyes went wide. He stepped inside and shut the door, "Why'd you have your ears out!? And why's Y/n here!?"

"Chill... chill... it's fine. She's cool with it."

"That doesn't matter! What if-"

"Nothing's gonna happen. It's fine. She's not gonna tell anyone. She promised." I stood up from the floor and stood beside Mikey. He took my hand. Gerard sighed.

"Alright, but if we end up in a government facility I'm blaming it on you." He pointed to Mikey.

"Why are you here?" Mikey asked him.

"Oh, right, I wanted to give you your Lego Star Wars game back," He handed Mikey the game, "I beat it to its entirety in like, two days."

"Yeah, it's pretty easy. Was there anything else?"

"Uhm, Y/n, Awsten misses you."

"Of course he does, I should probably go." I turned to Mikey.

"Mkay..." Mikey sighed and hung his head sadly.

"Well I'm gonna go, see ya." Gerard left.

"Bye," We both said.

"I'm gonna go change." I said. Mikey nodded, I went into his room and did so. Once done, I walked out, and almost immediately Mikey pecked my lips.

"Do you really have to go?" He asked, taking my hands.

"I'm afraid so. Don't worry, I'll see you again." I pecked his lips, then grabbed Klaus from the side of his bed.

"Okay, I'll see you later, dear."

"Yeah..." I kissed his cheek before leaving the little home. Leaning against the now closed door, I sighed, happily. Suddenly, Gerard jumped in front of me. He looked terrifying.

"Look, I don't know what the fuck you're up to but you better stop it right now!"

"Wh-what...?"

"There's something up with you. Are you with the government!?"

"No! I'm not up to anything." I said, honestly.

"Oh please, you just happen to find a map to our fuckin' town!? Get my brother to show you his ears!? Who are you and who do you work for!?" His tone was stern and scary.

"I'm... I'm not working for anyone!" All this yelling made my anxiety spike. My breathing was fast just like my heart rate. Tears threatened my eyes, and all I wanted to do was hide. His hazel eyes stared deep into mine.

"Mikey might trust you, but I sure as hell don't. I don't at all," Desperately, I kept the tears from spilling, "Stay the fuck away from my brother or I will knock you out. You hear me!?" I nodded, absolutely terrified, "Now get outta my fuckin' face..."

"I... I'm sorry..." My tears spilled as I quickly ran out of the apartment building. Choking on my own tears, I coughed, and felt my stomach completely churn.

Finally, I had made it to the Inn. Patrick stood behind the welcome desk. He looked up and sent a sorrowful gaze.

"Y/n, what happened?" He asked, getting up, and walking to me. But I couldn't speak, I just shook my head, and went into the room.

Awsten sat on his bed when I entered. He immediately jumped up at the sight of me crying.

"Hey, what happened?" Once again, I could not speak. I just hugged onto my best friend. He rubbed my back and gently held me.

Eventually, I had calmed down, but the knot in my stomach grew worse until I ran into the bathroom and threw up. My whole body just felt gross. I sat on the bathroom floor as the last of my tears left my eyes. Awsten stood, leaning against the bathroom door frame.

"You okay?" I shook my head, "You wanna talk?" I nodded.

"Wh... when I..." I coughed, my voice was shaky, "I left Mikey's apartment, Gerard cornered me and yelled at me..." I spoke fast, and began to cry once again. Awsten's eyebrows furrowed.

"Wait, why was he yelling at you?"

"Cause... cause he thinks I'm working for the... the government..." I sobbed, "He thinks I'm up to something... but I'm not!" I sighed, "He wants me to stay away from Mikey..."

"Why does he think you're working for someone?" I shrugged.

"I dunno..." I sniffed, "Awsten, do I have to stay away from Mikey? I really like him. Gerard said he'd beat me up if I did, but Mikey's a good guy. I don't wanna leave him, I don't wanna..."

"You shouldn't have to."

"But I don't wanna get beat up..."

"Don't worry, I'll take him out for ya!"

"Awsten, seriously, what am I gonna do?" I cried into my hands. He stepped forward and put a hand to my shoulder.

"Listen, do you really like this Mikey guy?" I nodded, looking up to him.

"So much..."

"Well, I say, keep hanging out with him. If Gerard actually tries to hurt you, I'll protect you."

"You promise?" He smiled.

"I promise..."

"Okay..." I sighed, the tears finally stopping.

"C'mon, let's get you off the dirty floor." He held a hand out and helped me up. I hugged him again.

"Thank you..."

"For what?"

"Just, for being here." Without even looking at him, I knew he smiled.

"I'm always here for you."

"Same with me for you." I pulled away to see he was in fact, smiling.

"Now, why don't you clean yourself up, and I'll go get us some food?" As he spoke I had just realized how hungry I was after throwing up my breakfast and anything else still in my system.

"Okay," He slipped his shoes on, "Be careful. I don't want you to get hurt."

"I won't get hurt. I did take karate for awhile."

"Yeah, but that was back in middle school."

"So? I remember stuff."

"Just, try not to get beat up." He smiled.

"Alright, I'll be back soon."

"Okay, bye..."

"Bye..." The door shut behind him, and I made my way into the bathroom.

Catching a look at myself for the first time in quite a few hours, I couldn't help but laugh. My face painted flowers had become completely smudged, the flowers in my hair were falling out, and my arms were even more smudged than my face.

Even without the flowers my hair was a complete mess. My face and eyes were red from crying so much. Along with everything else, the taste of thrown up Lucky Charms still lingered on my tongue.

Wow... I really need a shower... I'm a complete mess... not to mention the nasty taste of thrown up cereal... gross...

Finally, I slipped off my clothes and jumped in the shower. The warm water relaxed my body as soon as it hit the skin. Gazing down at the draining water it had become different colors from the paint. Reds, blues, greens, yellows, etc. Even the flowers swirled around in the colorful liquid.

Mikey... I wanna be with him again... I always wanna be with him... but Gerard... what happened? He was so nice before... did I do something? He seemed really upset when he saw Mikey's ears out... did that have something to do with it? Oh Mikey... he's so cute...

I finished washing myself, shut off the water, and shivered between the few seconds my skin touch the cold air and touch the warm hotel towel. Once again, I found myself staring me down in the mirror.

What Gerard said to me... would he really hurt me? I can't just... stop seeing Mikey... I like him... so much... and it'd just break his heart... I couldn't do that to him... he doesn't deserve that... Mikey...

At this point I hadn't even realized the light hot tears that spread across my face for a good few minutes.

"Oh shit..." I whipped them away and slipped on a cozy sweater along with a pair of black jeans and socks. My eyes went back to me when I brushed my teeth to the best of my ability. The taste still lingers... it's not as bad... but it's still there... gross...

When I finally left the bathroom, Awsten had come back at the same time. He held a bag of food and set it on the little table the TV sat on.

"You didn't get beat up, did you?" I asked, running my fingers through my wet hair.

"No," He said, pulling the food out, "I did see Frank though."

"Really?" I asked as he threw me a chicken sandwich. He nodded.

"He was not happy to see me." He sat down on the bed with me and we ate.

"What'd you do?"

"I uh... I was helping Frank set up the fireworks but I dropped some and they went all over... he's still pissed..." I hummed.

"Doesn't seem that bad."

"He seems to think it's bad, I guess," He said, "And I mean, it's not like I meant to! It was a complete accident! I feel terrible."

"Oh, maybe you could buy him lunch or something. To make up for it. You could take it to the arcade for him."

"That's not a terrible idea. I'll buy him lunch tomorrow."

"Cool..."

"Are you feeling better?"

"Yeah, I just really wanna see Mikey again. He makes me really happy. I really like him..."

"I've never seen you so into a guy before."

"I can't help it! He does this thing to me, I dunno what it is, but I'm so into it."

"Dude, you're head over heels." I finished my food and held my cheeks with my fingers.

"Oh I know, I know..." I happily sighed, "He told me I'm the most beautiful girl he'd ever seen today."

"Aww..."

"He's like, the sweetest guy." My gaze fell as I remembered his brother from earlier.

"What?"

"Gerard..."

"Don't think about him. You two will be fine. I know you will. If you really like each other this much, it'll work out."

"You think so?"

"I know so..." I smiled, then laid back into the bed, thoughts only on my slutty elf boyfriend.

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Hahaha slutty elf boyfriend. I hope you liked the chapter I wasn't sure what to do and kinda just did whatever until stuff made sense, clearly it worked. Have a really sweet day~peace out cheesebags