Huge trigger warning!! Mentions of abuse....

Nya POV(It'll be her pov for a few chapters)~

Just a bunch of flashbacks🤷‍♀️

*Smack*

I cradle my right side of my tear stained cheek. He just smacked me! He really just smacked me! Fury rises in me.

"Did you jus-" before I could even finish my sentence, he puts his hand on my mouth.

"Tell anyone, and I'll ruin your life" He grumbles. I pushed his hand away from my face.

"No way in hell, I'm leaving!" I yell, turning my back on him and going to his room to gather my stuff. I didn't even get to the hallway before he gripped my wrist tightly and pinned me to the wall.

"Oh no honey, your not leaving me. We have too much 'chemistry' to just give up on 'us'" He gives me some sort of psycho-path look.

"C-Cole" I whimper in pain as he digs his fingernails into my skin. "P-please stop, your hurting me" I say in a whisper.

"Not until you promise you'll never leave me! Promise me you won't tell anyone! PROMISE ME NYA, PROMISE ME!" my eyes start to shed once again.

"I-I promise." He loosens his grip and I crumble to the ground. Rising my legs to my chest and putting my head in my hands, crying. I feel his hands wrap around my small figure and apologizes to me.

~

I look In the mirror in the bathroom. Eyeing all the small patches of concealer that hides the purple bruises on my face and neck. I look at myself once more, giving myself a fake smile before slipping my backpack over my shoulders and walking out the door. I walk about a half a mile until I reached my bus station.

I arrived at Ninjago High School. Sighing before I step into what everyone calls 'a nightmare' or 'hell'. I used to walk down these halls with pride, but now I walk with hurt. Keeping my head down throughout the halls, I walk up to my locker to see my friend Skylor; Kai's(my older brother) girlfriend.

"Your a little late" Skylor raises an eyebrow.

"Sorry, I was doing my makeup" I said, grabbing my notebooks.

"I honestly don't know what got you into that kinda stuff, and I'm really surprised Kai even allows it!" Skylor says as we walk to our next class together.

"I told you it's only for school. And I'm not trying to 'impress' anyone, I have a boyfriend" I roll my eyes. "Besides, summer is almost here, I can give my face a break for a few months"

"speaking of summer, are you excited that Cole and Kai are graduating this year? I know I am" She smiles. My heart drops when I heard Cole's name. It's even hard to even think about.

"Yeah of course I am, why wouldn't I be" I nervously chuckled. Skylor shrugged her shoulders and we both went our separate ways.

~

I sat in the hard plastic chairs, taking a deep breathe of the fresh outdoor air. I listened as the principle called out the names of the graduates, but more in particular, I waited for him to call Kai and Cole.

When he called for Cole, the crowd got loud. People stood up from their seats, some whistled, some yelling out his name. Me? I just sat in my chair and clapped with a 'smile'. Cole was the best player on the football team, so he's pretty popular.

Cole walks up to the podium with a smile, waving at the audience before grabbing his diploma from the principle.

After a few more people were called, finally Kai's name was called. I stood up and clapped loudly. I then hear someone scream "You got this babe!" I looked over to where the voice came from to see Skylor jumping up and down like a maniac. I smiled at her silliness but that soon turned into a frown.

'I wish I could have a healthy relationship with Cole just like Skylor and Kai'

I sigh and continue to watch the graduation.

~

*2 years later*

"Can you please come to this party with me?" Cole tries to bribe me. Giving me sad eyes while he's running his hand up and down my arm.

"I-I don't know Cole, I have finals and I would really like to study for it" I said trying my best not to make him mad.

"You've been studying for the past month now Nya, don't you think you need a break?" Cole says while he shifts his hand to the back of my neck, getting closer to me.

"I can't take a break now, finals are in 3 weeks Cole! I can't go to the party" I try to walk away and avoid him but he quickly tightens his grip on my neck.

"Okay I'm done trying to be nice to you, you are going to that party with me whether you like it or not"

"Cole, let me go, I don't wanna go" I try to get out of his grasp but failed. Then he slaps me.

"GET YOUR ASS IN A DRESS, DO YOUR MAKEUP OR WHATEVER YOU NEED TO DO, EITHER WAY YOU ARE GOING TO THAT PARTY WITH ME!" He yells at me and releases his grip around my neck. I look at him in disbelief before going home to change.

*Later*

I hear the doorbell ring. I walk out of my room wearing a red lacy dress that was tight from my waist up and flowy from my waist down to my knee's. I had black heels on with a tad bit of makeup on, but of course only to hide the marks.

I open the front door to be greeted with Cole. He was wearing a black leather jacket over a plain white shirt with dark blue jeans and sneakers. He looks me up and down with a grin.

"You look nice, now lets go before were late."

The ride there was silent. Not even hold hands or glance at each other, we just sat there in silence. Not that I minded though, most of the things that come out of Cole's mouth was either something insulting or to get his hands in my pants.

Once we arrived, it was just a regular two story house. Many vehicles parked on the side of the street, people coming in and out of the house already drunk and tripping over thin air, you could even feel the bass of the music from our car.

Something is gonna happen tonight.... I can feel it.

We walk inside to be greeted with tons of people dancing and drinking. I look over at Cole with a concerned face but he had already walked away from me and went to see his group of friends. I sighed and walked into the kitchen to grab a snack.

When I walked in, there was empty bottles of wine and beer cans laying all around the ground and counters, overfilling the recycle bin. I grab a plate and fill it with chips and cheese and walk back out and into the living room. I looked around the room to see Cole dancing with other girls, like really closely.

I don't know why I reacted like this but my heart stopped and tears formed in my eyes. Cole noticed me and walked over to me.

"What's wrong?"

pfft.. as if he cared!

"You were literally dancing on top of those girls Cole, you don't think that'll make me upset?!" I said as a few tears dripped down my cheek. He gives me a bland look before taking my hand tightly and dragging me to the couch.

"I think what you need is a drink to settle your nerves." He smirks, handing me a red plastic cup filled with beer. I push it away.

"Cole I'm not even old enough to drink yet. And I don't need to get drunk the day before school." I Huff as I crossed my arms and looked the opposite direction. I then feel his breath against my ear.

"Drink this or else I'll shove you in my basement for a week just like I did when you didn't wear makeup to school!" He whispers in my ear. I remember that day vividly.
I had ran out of concealer and there was no time to run to the store, so I improvised and wore a scarf. Nobody noticed but of course, Cole noticed a mark on my jaw line. He was furious with me. So furious that he actually threw me down his basement stairs and locked me down there with barely any water for 5 day.

I turn my head and look at him with fear. He gave me a neutral look, forcing the drink in my hand. With my hand shaking, I drank the full cup of beer.

"Good girl" He said while gripping my thigh. "I'll go get you another drink." He get's up and walks towards the kitchen. I didn't say nothing. Too scared to even think about what he could and would do to me. He came back and gave me another full cup of beer.

This happened all night long. He kept on giving me more and more drinks. So many to where I was falling on my face every 2 seconds.

When we arrived back at his house, Cole grabbed my hips and started kissing me. Hard. I was too drunk to reject him and so I kissed him back.

This led us to his room, and then to his bed, and.... you can just guess what happened next.

The next morning I had the biggest headache I've every had.

I threw the bed sheets off and instantly regretted it once the cold icy air hit my skin. I looked down to see myself butt naked. My eyes widened. I looked over to my left to see Cole asleep. Naked. I quickly got up, threw my clothes on, and ran to my bus.

I guess that's what you call "a one-night stand" but technically we are together- oh whatever!

I did my makeup on the bus and went to school.

*A weeks later*

I woke up in my bed and felt sick to my stomach. I dashed to the only bathroom in mine and Kai's house and threw up.

This has been happening for the past few morning's and I'm not sure why. I haven't been going to school and have been having Skylor drop off my homework and helping me with it. But I know she doesn't mind because she gets to spend more time with Kai and of course help me.

I get up from off the cold tiled floor and rinse my mouth before walking out and into the kitchen. I grab a cereal bar and made eye contact with Kai who is sitting on our couch.

"Still not feeling good?" Kai questions, concern written on his face. I sigh.

"Yeah" I say frustrated. "I don't know what's wrong with me Kai, I'm kinda considering seeing my doctor" I say chewing on my food.

"You know we can't afford just walking into a clinic and seeing your doctor. You already did your yearly visit with them beginning of the school year" He admits.

"Yes I know but me and Skylor have been talking and she said that she would pay for my expenses." I try to reason. It helps that's Skylor's dad owns his own noodle company.

Kai sighed. "We cant always go for them when we need money." His eyebrows creased while massaging the bridge of his nose.

"Technically Skylor gave me the idea to see my doctor and to pay my visit" I finish my cereal bar, throwing the wrapper away before sitting down beside Kai.

"Fine whatever, I'm not arguing if she suggested the idea" He sighed before turning the tv on and hugging me.

*Few days later, at clinic*

"Your pregnant"

"WHAT?!" I said in shock, eyes wide open.

"It seems like, based off your last period, you've only been pregnant for about 7 days." My doctor said, typing something on their laptop.

This can't be happening! This can't be real! I'm way to young to have a child!

Omg Cole! He's going to kill me! He's going to hurt me so bad.. I panic.

"A-are you sure the test is right?! I-i mean it could've been wrong" I say, trying to make myself possibly feel better.

"Sadly no, our tests are pretty accurate" She said sighing. "Now we should probably figure out how your gonna raise this baby" she said, wheeling her chair closer towards me.

"I-i don't know" I complain, stuffing my face in my hands.

"Well let's start off with this, do you know who the father is?"

"Y-yes" who would probably kill the baby and me..

"Okay, and is he financially stable? How old is he?"

"He's 20, and yes he is pretty stable right n-now" but only because of his parents..

"Okay that's good and should help you out a lot. And Nya, I know you and Kai are by yourselves for quite some time now, but I'm always here to help" she pats my knee trying to make me feel better. I give her a fake smile.

"T-thanks"

For about an hour, me and my doctor make a short plan, mostly about being able to afford having child and buying supplies. She told me not to worry yet but she doesn't know what else goes on behind the walls. No one does.

Once we were done and I got inside mine and Kai's shared car, I started to cry. So hard to where I can't even breath, gasping for air.

I don't know what to do though. Yes I just talked to my doctor about the baby but I don't know how or who I'm gonna tell!

I only know a few people I'm actually close to and I know how each and everyone one of them would react to me being pregnant.

Kai would be furious and probably kill Cole, then he would go on a long ass rant about me being irresponsible. I mean, I agree with him. If I was strong enough to face Cole and tell people what he does to me, none of this would've happened.

Skylor would honestly probably be really supportive but would be straight up with me. Should would probably take me under her wing but I can't let her do that, its asking way too much.

And for Cole, I don't even know what he would do, and I'm to scared to even think about it.

I take a breather and tried pulling myself together before calling Skye.

"Hey boo what's up?" She asks casually.

"U-umm" I say with cracking voice, feeling a lump in the back of my throat before bursting into tears again.

"Nya? What's wrong? Did something happen at the doctors appointment?"

"I-i-i"

"Breath Nya, just breath" she try's. I take a minute to gather myself once again. Stupid fucking hormones.

"They f-found out the r-reason I've been getting sick in the morning" I sniff.

"Okayy.." she says weary.

"I.." I take a minute. "I'm p-pregnant"

"Wait what?! Seriously?!"

"Y-yeahh" My voice cracks and I cry again.

"Ohh Nya, I'm so sorry" she's trying to make me feel better. "Do.. do you wanna come over for a bit and talk? Or you can just cry?"

"Please, that would be so nice right now"

~

"Are you FUCKING kidding me right now?!!?" I flinch at his sudden reaction.

"I-I'm sorry" I whisper.

"You know this puts ME in jeopardy. This will RUIN my reputation and my parents will totally DISOWN me!" he wail's his arms in the air. "I can't believe how irresponsible you are!" He says before slapping me to the ground.

I start shacking and crying.

"Your so weak Nya" He scoffs. "I hope you have plans for this new mistake!"

Authors Note~

Sooooo I'm really sorry to be doing this to Cole's character... especially after what actually happen to him

Rip Kirby Morrow

Also I'm sure than none of the chapters in this book will be over 2000 words unlike this intro...😁