And Bhuvan sank down on the floor and was on his knees, his face burried inside her hands and he began crying... and i too bent down to his levl and hugged him from the side and my hands around his big bady and trying to cover him as much as possible...

Its okayy Bhuvan !!!(i kepg on saying while rubbing my hands over his arms as i was hugging him from the side)

She-she just left me... you know!! For months i blamed myself that I should have made our reality public...(he said looking at me)

But everything is good now!!! You are out of that... its okayy!! Calm down!!! Take a deep breast! Oh sorry breath...(i used his own joke and he looked at me and i moved a bit back to look at him too and he laughed and looking at him laughing i too laughed)

Oohhh Titu mama!!!(he called)

Haa bhanje!!(i tried to mimic)

Bohot ganda mimic kiya ye bhanja wala part...(he said)

Haa toh mera konsa yeh roz ka kaam haii... titu mama aap ho and no one can do justice to this character...(i complemented and he smiled)

Bhuvan so jaaoo... it was a long day for you!!!(i said and he got up and we walked towards his room and he laid on his bed after we entered and i put blanket on him and i was about to go but he held my wrist and I looked at him)

Shreya!! Please stay!!!(he mumbled his eyes pleading and i nodded )

Idhar aajao please!!(he said in the same tone and in the same voice patting place near him and i again nodded and went to that side and crossed my legs and sat where he said)

She is my ex...(he said and i nodded)

Mee jab apne ... you know!! Lowest par tha....(his eyes began tearing up)

Bhuvan it's okay you don't have to tell me... Sleep!!(i said moving my hand on his head and he just nodded and closed his eyes and when he closed his eyes tears slipped and went side ways , my heart clenched at the view so I bought my hand down and wiped his tears off)

Thank you!!(he said his style still closed)

For what???(i asked)

For standing for me...(he said)

I was just helping myself...(i said)

How??(he said his eyes opened and i was still moving my hand on his head)

When she was shouting at you and you seemed defeated and hurt ... i just saw a glimpse of my younger self... and I did something which none did for me and i feel happy...(i explained)

Who hurted you???(he asked)

Let's save that one for some other day , now you'll sleep...(i said)

Wese aap kya khaoge???(i asked while grabbing my phone)

Mera man nahi haii...

Bhuvan forget it... in baaton se bhookhe nahi rehte!!Kuch nahi milega bhookhe rehne se or tabiyat hi kharaab hogi...

Mujhe bhoook nahi...

Chalo kya khaoge bhataooo!!

Kyu kya hua??? Tum banaogi???(he asked)

Nahi, I'll order food for you to eat...

Usss!!(he said)

Huhh??(i asked being confused)

Dono ke liye mangwado!!!(he said)

Bhuvan me ghar jaakar kha lungi!!

Agar tum bhi khaogi toh hi mangwana otherwise khana waste hoga....(he said and I didn't wanted to upset him any further so I nodded)

Toh ek medium sizzed pizza or pasta...(he said and i ordered the same because my appetite is less so that was enough I suppose and I messaged Shrawani and Aarya that i will be abit late and kept the phone on side and began moving my fingers in Bhuvan's hair and Bhuvan closed the eyes)

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huvan uthoo!!! Pizza khakar so jaaoo!!(i said trying to wake him up as he slept while i was caressing his head)

Mujhe neend aa rahi hai , abhi rakhdo mujhe bhookh lagegi tab kha lunga uthke...(he mumbled in his sleepy voice)

Please abhi khalonaa...(i requested and he opened his eyes and nodded and sat and rubbed his eyes which I found adorable)

And we had the food... and he wiped his hand by tissue paper and went back to resume his sleep... and i went and disposed the boxes and drank water and took a glass with me for him to drink...

Bhuvan paani peekar so jaoo!!!(i said while shaking him)

Sone dona yarr!!

Paani peekar sojao ... dehydration ho jaayega aapko...(i said and he sat again and gulp down the water and handed me the glass and slept ... it seemed like he didn't wanted to waste a moment and just wanted to sleep and i went and kept the glass in kitchen and took my bag )

Bhuvan me nikal rahi hu... aap so jaoo me darwaaza band kardungi...(i said when i went in his room and as the doors here are automatic, you just havd to shut the door and it is locked automatically)

And in a second Bhuvan got up and stood in front of me. And i was confused...

Shreya ruk jaoo!!(he said but his voice was still sleepy and his eyes half opened )

Bhuvan aap so jaao!! Mujhe ghar jana padega.. Shrawani or Aarya wait kar rahe hai mera...(i said)

Shreya stayy!! (He actually ordered)

Bhuvan...

Please!!! After a year mujhe esi neend aa rahi hai , and i know it is because of you ... (he blurted out and i was shocked)

Will you???(he asked and I couldn't help myself but nod and he grinned and walked back to the bed and slept)

Change karna hai kya??(he asked his eyes closed)

Nahi, me dono ko call karke aati hu , that I'm staying here...(i said and he nodded )

I called Shrawani and she kept the phone on speaker and Aarya joint too... I told them i wont be coming back and they began teasing me and i told them to shut up and i hung the call and I received a message from Aarya Saying "All the Best!!😝😏"

Chup re!! (Was my reply)

🤣🤣(was her next message and i shook my head at her message and shut the phone and slid it in my pocket and went back)

Bhuvan me pass wale room me hu kuch bhi chahiye ho toh boldena...(i said as when i entered he was using his phone)

Suno!!(he said )

Haaa...

Tum jese mere sar par haath pher rahi thi wese of karogi???(he asked and i nodded and sat beside him and did as he told to)

And slowly his eyes closed and after sometime my eyelids were heavy and i was to get up to go and sleep in the next room but Bhuvan's hand came on my thigh and I looked at him...

Stay!!!(was all he said but that was enough for me to stop and sit again)

Today when he was crying and i was taking his stand i saw a lonely and hurt person in him... i took his stand because many times came in my life when i wanted someone to do the same for me but odds were against me... and with many other thoughts I didn't realised when i slept...

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I woke up , when i felt my arm heavy and I realised air being ganned upon my chest... my chest felt heavy too... I was scared when i heard some breathing voices and i squeezed my eyes though they were already closed... i was scred to see the same scene which i was not ready to see right now...

i was scared if HE was sleeping near me... but where HIS warmth was uncomfortable, but this warmth i was right now in i wanted to stay is this embrace forever... i felt safe and with lots of courage i dared to open my voice and looked down at my chest...

Bhuvan was hugging me in his sleep and i was somewhere relieved that i didn't see HIS face instead i saw Bhuvan's calm face...

But it was wrong , so i fidgeted abit in his embrace but in return he groaned and snuggled more in me... I wanted to stop him, but somewhere I didn't wanted to wake him up as it was tough day for him... His past stood right in front of him, 2 months back when my past stood right in front of me with a smirk on HIS face at that point of time i knew i was going to experience hell again...

Being thinking about my past I didn't realised when I hugged Bhuvan tighter and slept with tears in my eyes....

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I thought i would wake up in the same warmth and embrace but instead i woke up feeling empty... I opened my eyes rubbed them and stepped down from the bed and i smelt a very good aroma and i went out and went in the kitchen ....

Bhuvan stood there in a tank top and he was cooking something...

Kya bana rahe ho???(i asked)

Breakfast!!

Ohh wow!! Mujhe laga dinner bana rahe ho!!( i taunted and he laughed)

French toast ( he stated)

Oohhh exotic!! By the way what are those???

A bit sweet dish .. sercee with honey and fruits..

Me kuch help karwau??

Nahi .. sab kardiya... tum baitho me leke aata huu...(he said pointing towards the table)

Umm.. me muh wagar dhoke aati hu..(i said and he nodded while flipping the bread in the pan and i loved how his muscles flexed when he did so and i shook my head and went in the washroom)

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We had our breakfast together , he is the first man in my life to make something for me....

none of us bought the kiss thingy or how we end up sleeping in the night... I believe he thinks that i don't know and thats why he is not referring to it and i want that to be in that way only...

i want to keep some boundaries in between us because surely a broken heart like his doesn't deserves me , he deserves someone who would complete him not end up making him struggle.....

To be continued...