Bhuvan's POV...

Right now Rohit , Tushar ,Shreya and I are in the car... Rohit made a plan of long drive... most probably for Shreya so her mind would freshen up... Rohit is driving,Tushar on the passenger's seat and Shreya and i on the back seat... Shreya is just looking outside the window not even glancing inside for even once....

She has lost all her bloomy , jolly and bubbly nature... her smile is not the same.... her laugh seems to be fake...

When i hugged her so she could cry... she tried to struggle out of it but i held on her tightly... that time i just had one feeling, which was i want to protect her , i want to keep her safe .... i dont know why but i am somehow attracted to her....

If there would be someone other than her on her place , I would surely try to console her but this hugging and all is surely not my thing but when I hugged Shreya i wanted that hug to last longer just that Shreya should be smiling in that hug ....

I want to be the reason that she moves on from her past... and I don't know how I would do it but I would surely try to....

And i have a gut feeling that the way she is behaving right now is not because of her parent's death , it is because of sum unusual reason.... and i have a idea about it but I'm not sure so no assumptions before...

Shreyaa kya khaayegii???(Rohit asked looking at her through the rear view mirror)

Huhh???(she looked back at him but surely she had not heard him , she was lost in her thoughts)

Kya khaaegi???(Tushar repeated)

Mujhe bhook nahi...(she said )

She again looked outside and Rohit looked at me through the mirror and i looked back at him...His eyes said "something is wrong with her" and i nodded and he nodded again and his focus was back on driving...

Then We went to a restaurant to eat we had to force her to eat and she just had a chapati nothing more than that .... then we went back to the office... it was around 11 pm now....

Rohit was doing some work related to Artist Aadmi.... Tushar was editing the photos on his laptop which he took today .... Shreya was doing her work and i was thinking and continuing with my script... and we were all sitting in the AA office and were chatting in between while doing our work...

Shreya ! Tum bhi rest karlo...(Rohit said)

Nahi bhaiya thoda kaam karleti hu....(she said)

Shreyaa!!! Tumhare working hours bhi kabhi khatam ho gaye naa ...(he said)

Bhaiya meri paid leaves bhi kabhi khatam ho gayi par phir bhi aapne or di naa... or infact ye mera kaam haii me jab bhi karuu , meri marzi...(she said )

Shreya . Nahi ab tumhe sona bhi haii... Aarya ne bola mujhe....(Tushar said and i smirked at him)

Or wese tu unke phone kyu nahi utha rahi??(Rohit said and i frowned my eyebrows and she just shrugged her shoulders)

Tu apni bff ko ignore kar rahi haii???(i said)

Nahi... hum kal mil hi rahe haina isliye kal hi baat karungi....(she replied and she just kept looking at the laptop screen while clicking a few keys... in short she was not meeting our gazes just like she does when she is lying)

And suddenly Tushar got up and went towards Shreya and took the laptop and closed without pressing any keys...

Shreya ... chup chap jaa kar sojaa...(He used a stern voice)

Bhaiya yarr... pls mera man nahi haii...(she whined)

Shreyaaa!!!!(Tushar literally said like he is her elder brother and went back to his seat)

Toh me Youthiyapa ka kar lungii... aap mat karne do... (She stood her stand like she was taking her stand in front of her brother)

Shreya!!! Agar tune aage ka kissi bhi company ka kiya toh you are going to regret it...(Rohit ordered)

Dekhte haii...(she said and was about to go out of the room but I looked at Rohit and he gestured me to stop her as i was sitting near her , so i held her hand and she looked at me with a look and i just shrugged my shoulders and looked at Rohit and Shreya did too)

Bhuvan tujhe kuch kaam karna hai kya ab???(Rohit asked)

Karna haii .. par ab dimaag nahi chal raha ...(i said and was still holding Shreya's wrist)

Toh isko tere ghar par leja yaha rahegi toh kaam me hi dimaag laga rahegaa...(Rohit said and I looked at Shreya)

Excuse me!!! Aap mere upar orders de rahe hoo or mujhe bina bole decisions le rahe hoo...(she said)

Bada bhai manti hai na hume.... yaa sirf bolti hi haii....(Rohit said)

Nahi !! Manti bhi huu....(she mumbled)

Toh bade bhai orders hi dete hai samjhii... ab agar tu nahi maani toh me baat nahi karunga tujhse or infact hum chaaro tujhse baat nahi karenge...(Rohit said)

Chaar par apan paanch hainaa...(i was confused)

Me unki baat kar raha hu joh iske bhai haii...(Rohit said and at the end his gaze settled on my hand which was still holding her hand and I instantly left her wrist and just oooed )

Toh Shreya ab jaa or sojaa... and discuss karna hai toh you know the consequences...(Tushar said with a smirk)

Okayy!!!(Shreya said her head hung low and walked out of the room)

Bhuvan dhyaan rakhna... Shrawani ne mujhe bola tha iska raat ko dhyaan rakhna... isko nightmares bohot aate haii... or koi kaam ho toh call kardena...(Rohit said)

Wese mere flat ki extra keys yahi hai ... mere ghar hi aajana sone...(i said)

Hum dekhlenge...(Tushar said not rudely but normally)

Wese Good night bhaiyas ...(Shreya said coming back to the room with a smile)

Good night Shreyaa!!!(They both said and she just nodded and walked out again)

Chalo byee!!!(i said and they returned it too and we went to my flat with Shreya by my side)

Shreya!! Tum change karlo or phir so jana...(i said and she nodded and automatically went in the room in which she slept before )

After around an hour I decided to go and check on her....and i went and stood at the door frame and she was just using her phone... and i just made a few noise while going in the room and when she heard the noise she instantly offed her phone and dropped it on the side and pretended as if she was sleeping....
She's cute...

Shreyaa!! (I called but she ignored and pretended to be in a sound sleep and i had a smile on my face)

Shreya acting band karo ... mene dekh liya tumhe phone chalate hue...(i said and she opened her eyes)

Oohhh... sorry!!!(she said and she took her phone and it brightened up and she turned it towards me to look at my face and i in the instance wiped of my smile and kept my face stern with a raised eyebrow....And i went and switched on the light....

Tum soi kyu nahi??(i asked)

Neend nahi aayi...(she didn't looked at me... she is lying and now she sat with blanket on her lap)

Jhooth... tumhaari aankhe dekho ... nashelii lag rahi haii... jese tumhe abhi neend aa jaye...(i said and she didn't replied)

And i sat on the couch and looked at her..

Ab jaldi bhata kyu nahi so rahi.. or pls jhooth mat bolna kyuki me bina sach soone nahi jaaunga or mujhe bohot tez neend aa rahi hai...(i lied that i was sleepy)

Wohhh.. shhkwoaovxgxyjeoala- (she said something way to fast and i cut her in between)

Shreya dheere .... aram se bolo...

Woh !!! One can not control their dreams when they are sleeping.... so agar me soungi hi nahi woh wala sapna nahi aayegaa...(she said looking at her lap feeling embarrassed)

Konsa sapna??( and she remained silent)

Okay tujhe nahi bhatana... its okayy... but me ek cheez tujhe bhata sakta hu ki joh tu sochegi woh hi tere sapne me aayega.... (and she gave me a confused look)

see our subconscious mind never sleeps .... so when we are sleeping it is the one responsible for our dreams and the dreams are mostly related to what we were thinking hole day.....(i explained)

Or aaj tu jis hissab se poora din chup thi, there is something bothering you... and me bas ye kehna chahta hu agar tujhe kuch kehna hai toh tu bejhijhak mere saath share kar sakti hai and I promise you that your secret would be safe with me...(i said and she nodded)

Toh ab sojaa...(i said getting up from the couch and not stretching the topic any more and she nodded and was about to lay)

Phone mujhe dede...(and she frowned her eyebrows)

Come on mujhe pata hai tu kitni ziddi hai ... mere jaate hi tu phone chalane lag jaayegii....(i said and she gave me a guilty look)

Nahi Bhuvan me so jaaungii promise...(she said)

Dekh... jaldi phone dee... or sona hi hai toh phone rakh ke kya karegii...(i said and she was about to protest)

Shreyaa!!! Tujhe phone chahiye bhi nahi kyuki tu Shrawani or Aarya ke bhi calls nahi utha rahi ... toh jaldi dee...

Bhuvan pls...

Thik hai me Rohit ko hi call kar deta huu... ki Shreya abhi tak soi nahi or phone chala rahi haii... or tujhe uski dhamaki yaad toh hogi hi naa...(i said while giving her a think-again-look )

Nahi!!!! Here-(she said forwarding her phone and i took it)

Par promise karo..ki aap available rahoge kuch bhi hua toh....(she said referring to nightmares and her face said she regretted her words)

I promise!!!(i said and gave her a smile and she just nodded and laid)

Good night Shreya!!

Good night Bhuvan!!!

And I switched off lights and went in my room , which was just beside the room where Shreya was sleeping....

I also went and laid on my bed and i onned her phone and her Lock Screen photo was of all the girls standing together....

Time was around 1:32 in the morning.....Shreya was in the middle , Aarya on the left and Disha on the right and Shrawani back hugging Shreya ..... her smile .... actually she is beautiful... she just doesn't knows it .... her small frame , she is short but cute ... her body is perfect , the curves are perfect , neither too big nor too small..... yaaa we boys notice this , even you girls also notice these things.... and believe me if a boy tells you that he doesn't notice's these things then he is lying to you... everyone notices....PERIOD!!

in a match or fighting i can easily pick her up and throw her as if she weighed nothing ..... she is thin , her collarbone is perfect... and i smiled and mentally palmed myself for the fighting part..... we boys sometimes are too much influenced by WWE ...

And i kept her phone back on the side table of the bed.... my eyes had no sleep , they are sleepless as everyday ...... What Shreya said was true , one cannot control dreams and sometimes i also don't sleep because of the same reason.... instead of going through all that again I would rather stay awake whole night ...... i know it is easy to say "dont think much" but it is equally difficult to apply it as tendency of human brain is to just think .....

I used to think she was in love with me .. but when i wanted her the most , when I thought she was my forever, when I thought she would be beside me , she left me .... just for what , not making our relationship official, not posting about it on social media.... i loved her more than anything else..... and she left like i meant nothing to her , she left when i needed her the most....

And my thoughts were interrupted

Bhuvannn!!!!!( I heard Shreya shouting and I instantly got up and went towards her room)

To be continued....