Shreya's PoV....

Aarya and Shrawani entered the room too and i locked the door....and a tear escaped my eye and they both instantly came towards me ...

Kya hua???Is everything ok??  Ro kyu rahi haii???(they both showered questions on me one after the other)

Mumma papa ka accident ho gaya..(i said )

Haaa... toh...(as they knew i was not that attached to them and i wont cry for that... it is wired but it is true)

Mujhe jaipur jana padega....(i said and they were shocked)

Tu nahi jaayegi Jaipur.... tujhe pata haina... last time kya hua tha...(Shrawani ordered)

Mujhe bhi nahi jana...

Toh kyu jaa rahi haii....(Aarya asked)

They are no more, toh rituals ke liye bulaya haii...(i said)

And i was a bit sad for their death.... but more scared of going back to Jaipur.... i was not attached to my family at all.... and the most i am attached to in my family is my elder sister .....

Yaarrr... waha par teri didi hai na woh karlenge...(Aarya said)

Nahii... mujhe jana hoga...(i said tears running down my eyes )

Aaj raat waali flight haii... me jaa rahi huu...(i said )

and unlocked the door and went outside the room not giving them any time to convince me to stay back here and i could hear them following me and i quickly wiped my tears and went near Rohit Bhaiya ....

Bhaiya mujhe 10 din ki chuthi chahiye... (i asked)

Yeh tu bhata rahi haii yaa puch rahi hai...(Aekansh bhaiya said lightning the mood but instead received a dead glare from everyone except me)

Haaa lele... par kyu???(Bhaiya asked)

Woh mere parents ki death ho gai and mujhe jaipur jana padegaa urgent...(i said without any emotion hiding my fear)

I am sorry...(he said)

Koi baat nahi...(i said shaking my head)

Aaram se aana .... koi jaldi nahi haii... hum manage karlenge.... or kuch bhi chahiye ho just call me..(he said and i nodded)

Aaram se kuch nahi hogaa.... mujhe yaha wapas jaldi or sahi salaamat aana haii....

Bhaiya me nikalti hu ... packing karni hai or raat ki flight bhi hai...(i said and Bhaiya nodded)

Byeee!!!! Dhyaan rakhnaa...(Aekansh bhaiya said and hugged me and i just smiled and nodded against his chest)

I always wanted as well as needed an elder brother who would protect mee.... par Bhagwan ne ab diye haiii... ek saath chaar bade bhaii...

And everyone bid me byes and i went....

Rukkk!!! Me bhi chalti huu...(Aarya and Shrawani said together)

Shrawani tu jaa... usko teri jyaada zaroorat haii...(Aarya said and Shrawani nodded and joined me)

Tu kuch bhul rahi hai...(i said walking towards the door)

Par kyaa????

Rohit bhaiya ko bye bol...

Arrey woh me baat kardungi abhi tu jyaada zaroori haii...

Shrawu jaake bhaiya ko bye bolke aa... me niche wait kar rahi huu....(i said with a stern tone which i never use when I'm talking to her and she nodded and i went out and called the elevator by pressing the button and it came in seconds as it was on 13th floor only and i went in it and pressed the button to the ground floor.....

No I cannot go through that again.... I don't want to be in that hell again.... instead I would love to kill my self... I am not ready for what life has for mee....

Bhagwan already itni si umar itna kuch dikha chuke hoo.... ab jab khush hu toh woh khushi aapse dekhi nahi gayi naa.... un dono ko apne pass bulaane se acha hai mujhe hi bulaalete.... or kitna sahu me??? Or kitne test lene hai aapko mere...

And the door opened and i quickly wiped my tears and took out keys from my bag and went towards my scooty and waited for Shrawani and she came within 2-3 minutes.....

Piche baith me gaadi chala lungii...(she ordered and i followed her instructions and the ride towards my home was silent and we reached our home and i went in my room and i took a bath and it was already 7:45 pm and my flight was at 10:45 pm and i took my trolley and packed my clothes and toiletries and all my essentials in it..... and it was 8:30 by now.... tears streaming down my eyes while i was packing....

Shreyaaa!!!(Shrawani said and I looked at her)

Abhi bhi time hai sochle .... Rukjaa...(she said)

Me chahti huu... par di ne bulaya hai...

Teri didi pagal hai kya... jab unko pata haii sab toh kyu bula rahi hai....

Shrawani pls....

Shreya mujhe dar lag raha haii.... me bhi chalti huna saath mee.....

Nahi tujhe parso office ki taraf se tour par jana haii... Bhul gayi???

Bhancho!! Bhad me gaya tour ... tu bol me chal sakti hu tere saath.... me pakka tujhe protect karungi...(she said her eyes filled with tears)

Nahii..... ye tour tujhe promotion dilayegaa... tu nahi chal sakti mere saath or all the best tere tour ke liye....(i said giving a weak smile)

Shre....(she used the nickname she uses barely and I looked at her and she opened her arms for a hug and the warmth i needed right now and i went towards and hugged her , tears rolling down my eyes .....

Shrawu mujhe nahi jana...(i said while crying)

Mat jaa... koi kuch nahi bolegaa... I promise...(Shrawani said rubbing my back)

Rituals perform karne hai jana padega....(i said and separated from her and wiped my tears)

Kinke rituals.... unke liye... jinki death ke dukh se jyaada Jaipur jaane me dar lag raha haii..... Tune kabhi jinhe parents mana hi nahi.... Shreya kyu apne aapke saath esa kar rahi haiii....(Shrawani said)

Mumma ka phone aaya tha 3 din pehle.... bula rahi thi , bole ki ek baar aaja 3 saal ho gaye tera muh nahi dekha.... but dekh apni death ke bahaane hi bula liya...(i said going towards my bag and picked it up)

Shreya-

Shrawani ab koi baat nahi bas khatam....(i said)

Mujhe airport chod de... 2 ghante pehle pohchungi toh thik rahegaa...(i said and she nodded and i went towards the maindoor)

Tu ruk mein aati hu do mint me...(she said and i nodded and soon she came and we both sat on my scooty and we reached and there i saw everyone waiting for us.... and I walked towards them with a smile.....(my girls,all my brothers and Bhuvan)

I know hard hoga .... but dhyaan rakhna apna...(Rohit bhaiya said and i nodded)

all of a sudden Bhuvan hugged me and my eyes widened in shock and shivers went down my body but eventually I relaxed in his embrace.... his warmth is what I would wish for after every tiring day.... and the warmth i need now.... being too talker and mascular than me , my head rested on his cheat hearing his heartbeat .....

I know what you are going through.... Stay strong...(he said and we separated and i gave him a smile)

No, none here knows, what I'm going through ...

Shreya!! Apna stand lena sikh or khud ke liye bolna bhi...(Aarya said and i nodded)

I wish me tere saath aa pati..(Shrawani said)

Me too...(eyes tearing up again)

Ab me jaati huu...9:15 yahi ho gaye...(i said and everyone bid me bye and I went)

To be continued....