I miss you, Ryuzo. Do you know that? I really hope you do. I miss your stupid, cheerful, curious, self. I miss holding your dumb hand and running my hands through your ugly fluffy hair. The worst part is that it's not even ugly. I adore every part of you in every way possible. I love the sound of your warm laugh and how your voice soothes me to sleep. Every time you talk, I want to doze off and I know you've always found that offensive. I know you always liked when I complimented you even though you told me to stop. I still remember when you told me I was your password for one of your accounts because you couldn't think of anything else. I remember walking together in the rain and you ran away with my umbrella. I chased after you. We were annoying people on the streets like children. Every time I was with you, I felt like I was 7 years old again. I felt as if the blossoms were blooming and the sun was coming out. I felt complete with you. Time stopped when it was just you and I. We fell through a lot of different things. We fell in an unexpected friendship. We fell together on the floor when we tried doing chores. We fell in the rain when you tried to chase me after I got my umbrella back. We fell through those tiny problems we had that grew into bigger ones. I cannot forget the most important thing we fell in together. We fell in love. At night, I still stare out the window, into the night sky. I look up at the moon and wonder if you're doing the exact same. The same question bothers me everyday. Why did we fall apart?