i know i have been struggling these days from what i feel for you, from what i want from you I'm keep seeing in my dream,so it probably will never happen, because i maybe did something wrong...

but you know what means the light of one's darkness? hell no, you don't. i do. because i been happening in my darkness since november, since november 20th and something, when my pure heart said bye for now, because it's no good in it at all.

oh shit, i remember how i felt my heart was leaving scars on my body falling apart.

that day i changed a lot, cus all i can now is to pick up and glue my heart anew.

fuck, I can't just change myself at all from being pure kind to heatless bitch who doesn't give a fuck.

shit i just hate fall, except for i kissed you on september eighth and still wishing you keep asking me if i am okay or did i eat well.

i need to stop my attachment to you, but only thing i can do is watching you been uninterested in me, because maybe i did something wrong.