spring flower in winter
early first snow
lightning and thunder
and this is all his uncontrolled mood

he is older, much older than me
but everyone says: "such men know how to love like that" -
as if the girl is something special than everything else

yes, i'm a weirdo
i adore such men
so I always choose myself
because in relationships with them you are always in the first place
among all the money and wealth

and in the end you are the same girl
their first so-called love
so probably all the first ten
but you are of special importance to them.