Nostalgia - Day 1 - Prinxiety
"The movie wasn't even sad, Princey. Why are you crying?" Virgil asked and lightly covered him with a blanket on his face. Ro just giggled and wiped his cold tears. "Well, it's Disney's Up. One of the most saddest movies they could have ever made with Pixar!" He said and chuckled through the empty feeling through his chest.
A feeling he had in his chest could not compare to how he felt about the pale male sitting halfway on his lap, cuddled around his body. He felt like a moment with him could last forever. Roman's birthday weekend was this week and he just wanted to be loved until he was gone. He never gotten a present, party or even a hug on his birthday. Logan and Patton were out for the week, leaving Virgil and Ro to be alone. The two dumb nuts didn't know they were crushing on each other. There was a sharp pain in his chest. A sharp pain that screamed 'I'm hurt and I need love.' was going through his chest. But it only felt better when Virgil would nuzzle his face against Roman's arm. It soothed Roman's heart because he never felt love from someone else before. Yes, he was with a woman at one point, but he wasn't happy in the relationship. He never found himself happy with anyone other than Virgil.
He's been tearing affection from another person for as long as he can remember. Since his father was always at work and his mother was an actor and had no time to be at home for her kids, Roman didn't find any love anywhere. He used most of his days to take care of his brother and that would help him with his trait of being a 'big spoon. He used to make Remus' bottles and tuck him in at night, tie his shoes and plan days for the park with Remus. He did everything to make sure his brother was happy and it reflected on him busting his ass and repressing how he felt.
Now Virgil on the other hand was a lone soul. Continued to fight after all the battles he had with himself mentally, learning from his mistakes and being anxious to do anything new. One thing he never knew was that letting someone love him would make him feel better. Letting someone take care of him as he wanted to, letting someone take care of and nurture him. Yes, he only let Patton get that close to even cooking him meals, but he wouldn't even let himself be hugged for more than 3 minutes by Patton.
But he never felt more understood than when Ro held him. When they sang together. Even acting together and reading. They love exploring more places and their hometown with each other, it's something they yearned all their lives. And now they finally had it. They finally get to cuddle. But they're still unaware for each other's undying love and affection for one another.
"Virgil?" Roman asked, closing his eyes and listening into the next movie in the background. "Yes, Ro?" He asked and held onto his arm. "Have you ever loved someone so much you'd loose anything for them?" Ro asked, taking a deep breath and holding it.
"Well, yeah. Of course, Ro. Why are you asking?"
Roman tightened up. "I just think I'm in love with someone who I know very well. And if I admit to loving them, it'll cost me loosing half of my family just to be happy with that person." Roman said and leaned back, trying to de-stress. Virge sat up and looked him in the eye. "Look, Ro, love does require sacrifice. I did sacrifice my life trying to save my mom's, and that's because of how much I loved her. Maybe loosing family is what you'd have to so in order to love someone who makes you feel special and needed." Virgil said, they paused for a second when hearing the "kiss the girl" in the background.
Roman nodded. "Thanks, emo nightmare." Roman chuckled and kissed his cheek, focusing back on the movie.
As Virgil silently panicked in his mind, he felt even more attached to the tan male holding him. He felt as if it were him who Roman crushed on. He was going to do something special for him tomorrow, before his birthday week was over. He knew he would do something they both loved.
The next day Virgil took them both to the park. Roman and Virgil brought snacks and had fun on things like the swings, slide and rockwall climb. Their smiles were so genuine and happy. It was the most Roman had ever smiles that year. The best he felt that year. He wanted to express how much he was thankful for Virgil. He wanted to express all of the love and affection in his heart, as well did Virgil for Roman.
"Now, Ro, I have a surprise!" Virgil said. "Close your eyes." He said and put a blanket over his face. Virgil came back pretty slow and giggling, because this is what their day had been leading up to. "Open em'!" He squeaked in excitement.
Roman opened his eyes and gasped in shock. "Virgil, how did you-"
"Don't worry about it." Virgil said and went over to give him one of what he had.
Swords.
"What are we doing with swords, Emo?" Ro raised an eyebrow. "Sword battles bring me joy ever since the first time we did one. Would you accompany me in doing another, Princey?" Virgil asked and took a few steps back, holding the sword by its handle. Roman smirked and stood, taking his sword and swinging it in his direction. They sound of clanking and clicking echoed throughout the park, making children want to see what was going on. They cheered and clapped as the two men continued to go. All until they caught each other when swinging and held it so one could not have been hurt. The swords were real, but not very sharp by a simple grab on the blade. Usually one could automatically slice your fingers, but those weren't as sharp, nor strong.
The two men finally did enough playful fighting until calling it a draw and leaving before the park before closing. "I gotta say, Princey, you're very strong." He said and buckled himself in the passenger seat. "Oh? Would you say I'm stronger than Logan?" Ro asked playfully.
"Let me see... No!"
Roman busted into giggles, starting to drive and turning the radio on. It played 'Cinnamon Girl' by Lana Del Rey. The two boys blushed and sang together. The song only brang back nostalgic memories. Memories that they tried repressing. Roman took a hand off the wheel and put it on Virgil's when seeing him seeing start to breakdown and cry. "I love you, ever so much. And the past couple of years I've had with you, the past couple of months we've been hanging out, the past couple of days we spent cuddling have never been better. I'm trying to say I love you." Roman said while pulling over to their driveway, crying.
"And if you don't love me back, it's okay. I just hope we can-"
"Shut up and kiss me!" Virgil said through his loving tears and kissed him on both of his lips. The feeling of strong, wholesome tension flooded their hearts. It felt amazing. It felt like magic. After pulling away for 5 seconds they were back at it. And so, they were official lovers.
A/n: this was horrible -
anyways,, i got the idea to write this from these drawings write here!
(credit : chicaenllamas_trash on ig!)
(credit : ghosttb0y on ig!)
Please tell me any grammar mistakes or tell me if you need explaining in any part of the story if needed! Tag others! Love you, xoxo, Ro.
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