This one really gets to me, man. Like ... seriously gets to me.

It can't just be me that has been told this:

"You're weird for loving Michael Jackson".

This statement kind of sums up everything I've spoken about previously, when you think about it. People judge us for loving Michael, based on everything they've been brought up to believe by stupid tabloids and the media.

Well, let me start on this one, cos it really gets me mad.

Sometimes I talk to Michael. All Moonwalkers have done it, I'm sure. Perhaps nobody else knows it but you. That's okay, because it's your own choice.

When people say you're strange for loving Michael, it hurts you deep down inside. Why does this happen? The explanation I've come up with is rather simple, but also rather true. It's also an explanation as to why you talk to him.

Michael ... is the only person you know who hasn't hurt you. He's the only person in your little world who has done nothing to hurt you in any way, apart from leaving you – us – too soon. He's the only person who seems to listen to you when you talk, and the only person who you know won't judge you. He's the only person, sometimes, who you really feel cares for you.

It's sad, isn't it? This part's making me feel a little emotional, because that's my life right there. Michael is the only person I know who hasn't hurt me in any kind of way, and he's the only person I know who would never hurt me in any way.

Isn't that a terrible thing? Well, it sure can be.

Nobody understands the pain of being a Moonwalker, even if it's a blessing, too. It's a blessing to love Michael, but the way non-Moonwalkers judge is what makes it so painful.

As I'm writing this, I'm not even feeling the desire to add any kind of sarcastic or funny comments, because it just gets me down so badly. Why does no other fandom get this judgement for their idol? Why aren't other fandom members deemed as "weird" for being a fan of someone? I mean, I'm not condoning that kind of judgement on any fandom, but why only us? Why single us out?

It's really too much for me to understand. I'll never, ever understand it.

Michael is my inspiration, and one of the very few reasons I live. Don't get me wrong – I have a fairly good life, but ... it's really hard, sometimes. Having no father and no idol can take its toll on me every so often. It causes me to break down into tears occasionally. It really is that hard.

I'm going to try and positive-ise this though, because I've been pretty negative all this time, and it's just bringing me down further.

Let's have a spot of Michael ...

Ugh! He's so sweet and sexy. My baby ... ❤️

Anyway, I'm done for now.

Non-Moonwalkers, we're done with judgement. Just stop. It's not cool. It can actually be quite hurtful, especially if it's on a regular basis.

That's all from me.

Peace. ✌🏻️