Love;

to the people reading this

              Although this doesn't mean I have to love everyone and anyone, it does mean I have to stop hating everything and anything.

                This hating comes from rage. Rage is friends with insecurity and jealousy. Rage dances with the devil and the devil plays with my soul, when I let dark emotions overpower me.

                       I am light, I am pure, I am innocent. I'm with God and I won't let the darkness take control of me. Doing bad things to try to be cool is very overrated. Trying to be cool is very overrated. Hating is overrated.

                                I love my parents, I am grateful for the way they've raised me.

                      I love my sister, she's my best friend. We're a team.

                     I love my brothers. I'd protect them, even when I wasn't able to protect myself.

          I love a boy who deserves all the good things about me, and loving, and loving only, will help me find enough happiness, so rage and jealousy and insecurity and all the bad things leave my heart. 

                  Contaminated by the toxicity and bad influences around me, I became a body full of evil, but I am being patient and I am trying again. I have forgiven myself and I won't let the devil rule over me anymore.

                           I am an angel. I am a message of love itself. I spread positivity and good vibes. I love what deserves to be loved and don't think about the things that don't deserve to be loved. Hate is the first ingredient to become a vampire, a creature born of demons; I'm, but, a creature made by God.

                        And I forgive all the people who hurt me too, because I am stopping to be a victim. I am beautiful and worth it and I'll learn to love myself. The moment I get to do that, I'll be so happy, I will only want everyone else to be happy with me, and all the love I'll have for myself, will multiply and become love for other people.

                       I'm letting go.

                 I'm learning to love.