To give you my message clearly, I want to tell you a short story, or let us call it a little thing that passed my mind a couple of times.

I am not beautiful.

My body isn't perfect, I'm a bit fat.

I don't have a boyfriend like others.

I am not popular.

I am shy, even over silly things.

No enough money to make everything I want real.

What do I love? I ask myself everytime. I love the beach because it's the most relaxing thing in the world, just the picture of it and it's soft sand and the sound of it's waves makes me happy. But when I think of myself in a swimsuit, the happy image breaks into millions of pieces in front of me. YEP! You can laugh at that I allow you.

Other girls at my age go everywhere with makeup on and nice clothes with their boyfriends, me? I also have a love story, yeah I do! Didn't I tell you?! It's in my computer! Yeah I watch romantic movies and TV series. What? Why are you laughing? The tv series that I'm watching is so beautiful and romantic!

Even though I have the best personality, I'm the most mature one, no male insect comes near me. WHY GOD WHY? It's better actually not gonna lie.

Okay let's get to the point.

What is the thing that I beat everyone with? The thing that I am the best at?
The answer is: My grades.

Yes. Tell me that I'm a nerd, say whatever you want, it doesn't matter, because I love being a nerd.

I am the best at school, always number 1 student and I'm proud.

No one can beat me.

God gave me a brain like this *thank god* so why not use it? Make the best of it?

I found my true happiness. It's in grades and books. And I'm not gonna leave it.

What about you? I want you to think now, search in your mind, what is the thing that you beat everyone with? No one can reach you and be like you, something that you're so special in.

I am sure every single one of us has something like the one I told you about. It might be talent, beauty, knowledge, cleverness....

When you find it, hold on to it so tight, do NOT leave it because it would be the biggest mistake of your life.

I love you all, hope you find your happiness, if you can't find it alone, you can ask god for help, he created you and put a plan for you, trust him.

Hopefully this was useful!

Thanks for wasting your time reading this♡