From which he gently grabbed my waist and kissed me.
And I read it. I noticed how it made its way into my mouth. First I returned the kiss. It was the best kiss of my life. He was gentle. Loving.
But in the next moment I realized who I was really kissing.
Niall Horan.
The Niall Horan.
Who broke my heart
Who insulted me.
My former best friend.
The person I loved
And I would always love
Immediately I push him away from me and slump.
"I'm sorry," he said.
"We should go back to the others," I said, ignoring him.
I got up quickly and wiped my tears away.
"Lili please talk to me" he begged me and ran briskly next to me.
"Just leave it," I said with a shaky voice and sit back on my seat. He did the same and put on a good fake smile.
"Where have you been" asked Louis and Jenna as if from one mouth.
"Talking about the old days" said Niall honestly. I looked at him in shock. He couldn't give it away so directly.
"Wait, we don't know something here" now Liam asked.
"Niall please tell me this isn't a Japanese story," Harry said questioningly.
"What is a Japanese story" I asked everyone.
"No Harry, no Japanese story, I'll tell you later," Niall said and started talking to Jenna.I repressed all my emotions and was happy for Jenna. I would never see Niall again after today, and what would be a good thing?

The remaining 2 hours passed relatively quickly. It looked like Jenna had wrapped Louis around her finger. He flirted with her a few times.
That the two fell on each other was all.
Harry and Liam noticed it too, I wasn't sure about Niall, well, I ignored him.
I had to think about the kiss again.
He was so beautiful, but wrong. Yeah so wrong.
It should never have happened. Never allowed to happen.
., Okay, It was really 3 unbelievable hours with you two, I hope to see you again someday "said Harry and hugged us again.
"I can only agree with that," said Louis, winking at Jenna.
"We were also very happy" smiled Niall and Liam.
You were so great to be with your fans. Well only to their fans.

"So and now you tell me what you two rubbed, wait you didn't really drive yourself, did you?" Jenna asked me in shock as we drove off.
"No Jenna, it's just that there is a part of my life that you don't know" I answered her. She looked at me questioningly.
"You know I'm from Ireland?" I asked her and she nodded.,, Well from Mullingar to be precise. And yes Niall and I were friends, best friends "I started and went on," We had an argument, actually a stupid argument, but it was just before X-Factor. I was on a date with a boy, Niall got wind of it and freaked out. From then on we only fought, he insulted me, often "I told her the truth. "It was into you," she said as if it were the most logical thing in the world.
"No, we were friends, well I had feelings for him" "You still have feelings for him. You still love him" she stated in shock and I remained silent.
"Is that a yes?" She hacked and I nodded slightly.
"Oh Lili, why don't you tell me that, I could have taken someone else with me," she said pityingly.
"Maybe it was a good thing that we talked about it" I lied.
It was bad.
He had given me hope.
Hope that could break my heart
"And you just talked" she asked after a while.
Without thinking, I indirectly told her the truth.
,,Not only"
"What have you done" she said sternly and looked at me as if she was about to give me a clap.
"Kissed us" I said softly and beamed at me. "He loves you too," she said enthusiastically.
"But distract from me, what was going on between you and Louis" I asked her sternly like a mother.
"What should be" she asked confused."Oh, please, he almost undressed you with his looks" I laughed.
"What" she said, shocked.
"You must have remembered that"
,,No I did not"
"Jenna, he was flirting with you" I continued laughing.
We were already at the hotel.
"We have to leave tomorrow at 10 or" I asked her when we were at the rooms.
"Yes, but we could check out today" she offered, for which I was grateful, because the day after tomorrow I had to go straight on.
To my family in Ireland.
I'll stay there for a week. Firstly to help them on the farm and secondly to visit everyone.
My mother always has a little party at the beginning of autumn, and whoever has been there, always wanted to go back.

When we had packed up and were back home we were greeted happily by Kelli, who wriggled around our feet.
Tired we both fell into bed even though it was only 8 p.m.
"Good night" I called through the apartment and got a "You too" back