As I walked into the room next to the boys, I saw two girls, roughly our age.
First we hugged a tall blonde girl. Then a brunette, she was about smaller.
When I was supposed to hug her, all she saw was on the floor.
"I'm not biting," I said softly and she looked at me.
Lili.
Fuck.
I swallowed hard and hugged her briefly to avoid being exposed. We talked to the blonde who turned out to be Jenna.
I wasn't really even listening.
Shortly after Harry had spoken to me about it, Lili practically ran out of the room.
"I'd rather go after her," Jenna said, but I stopped her. "No, stay calm here, I'll look" I said after her in a friendly and sorry way.

As she turned the corner, I grabbed her small wrist.
"What do you want" she asked me. "Better question, why are you here" I answered and looked at myself directly. "Niall let go of me" she pleaded as I tightened my grip, I won't let go of you. Niall what are you doing here, my subconscious said but I skilfully ignored it.
"What do you want here" I said again.
I saw her eyes fill with tears you ignored that too
"I'm here because of Jenna, she adores you, I do this for my best friends," she spat the words at me.
"Best friends, that sounds familiar to me, you weren't such a great friend." I said coldly."What was your fucking problem that I had a stupid date" she said aloud now.
Too loud. Before anyone else came, I put my hand over her mouth and pulled her into a soundproof room.
"What was my problem? I wanted to protect you, David was an ass "I said angrily." And why did you have to insult me "she shouted now. When did I offend her?
"How did I offend you, please" I now expressed my thoughts.

"Oh, I don't know, wallflower, bitch, ugly" she answered my question and tore herself away from me. When she wanted to open the door I closed it again and pressed against the wall.
I stared angrily into her green eyes. I always liked that hamachi in the past, only then she didn't look at me anxiously.
She was afraid. Before me.
"Niall" she whimpered and closed her eyes.
"Do you think I would harm you" I asked her shocked.
She said nothing but just looked at me.
Only now did I notice how my heart was beating wildly against my chest.
"Are you afraid of me" I repeated myself.
I loved her. I've always done it. It was okay if she hated me, but I didn't want her to be scared of being alone with me. Before I even hit her.
She shook her head violently but I didn't believe her.
"Oh Lili" I moaned and leaned my forehead against hers.
Without thinking, I lifted her chin and put my lips on hers.I've always wanted to do this. And when she went out with David, I freaked out and couldn't control myself anymore.
I noticed how she returned the kiss and her arms went into my hair.
I pulled her closer to me at her waist and penetrated her mouth with my tongue.
It was driving me crazy to see her again. And that kiss made me even crazier. The kiss with the one person I've always wanted.

Lilis PoV

"Are you afraid of me," he repeated.
Yes I had. I didn't know what he was going to do. Would he do the same as David. Wouldn't he just try?

"The date was great, thank you," I smiled at David. We had decided to stay with him for a while. Well, he had persuaded me. I trusted him.
Error!
When I was about to leave, he pulled my hand back and pressed me against his closet.
"David what's the point" I asked him but the next thing I felt was how he kissed me demanding. I tried to push him away. In vain.
Without hesitation, he yanked my dress up further and began to pinch my bottom.
I screamed softly to get attention from someone in the house.
When he saw what I was trying to do, he raised his palm and slapped me on the face.
"David, should I drive Lili home or does she sleep here," his older brother came into the room."Oh, I didn't want to disturb you," he said quickly and wanted to close the door as soon as I could squeeze out a "help".
He came back and tore David off me.
He looked at me and I started crying. "Thank you" I breathed and was finally driven home by him.
When I went to school the next day, David ran towards me with a black eye.
I clearly saw who the smarter brother was.
Timothy.
Timothy was a few years older than us and Niall and me babysitter.
It's funny, somehow.
When the argument with Niall came along, I was reminded again and again.
David tried to rape me.

I shook my head quickly, that was a lie.
"Oh Lili" he moaned and put his forehead against mine.