Where was I?

I jumped up in shock, but fell back in pain.

"Hazza, everything is fine," came Louis' voice.

We were in the hospital.

"Yes, everything is okay," I said quickly and lay down again.
Shortly afterwards I heard something rustling and felt my mattress lift. I looked to the right and saw the outline of the person I loved. I slipped slightly so that Louis had more space and gave him a gentle kiss which he returned.
The kiss tasted salty and I noticed the iron taste of blood, but I didn't care. I hadn't lost Lou. We both lived.

I gently let my hand wander into his hair and we broke apart. He carefully laid his head on my chest and I kept running through his hair ...

Niall POV

"Attention Liam" I yelled, but it was too late.

The next thing I knew I woke up with a headache. They were about to pull Liam out of the room but I stopped them.
I was weak, but they weren't going to take Payno away from me now.

"But Mr. Horan, he's in a coma, the machine is not exactly comfortable to sleep" the doctor tried to persuade me, but I won't leave him alone. Would he do the same if I were in a coma?

Why can't I just go into a coma and let him stop the shit.

"Li, I love you so much, please, please just wake up," I sobbed.
A few minutes later, Zayn was at the door.

"Where's Lili" I asked him in shock. "Were you involved in the accident" I added, he shook his head and pointed to a girl who was sitting outside.

When I asked him to bring her in, he left us alone. I saw that she was crying.

"Niall" she sobbed and fell around my neck. Slightly taken by surprise, I groaned painfully, and then she moved away from me apologetically.

Without saying anything, I pulled her back to me.
"Never do that again, never again" she sobbed and gently put her lips on mine.

I knew she was mad at me. I knew she was afraid I would do this again, you I knew I would never do it again. To hurt you like that.
I was lucky that Zayn had taken her in.
I can't and don't want to imagine what would have happened if she had been alone. Would she have done something to herself?

Or what would have happened if some disgusting pervert kidnapped her and raped her

I didn't get any further because she interrupted my thoughts.
"Niall, I love you, I don't want to be separated from you again, never again, but if you screw that shit again, you end up here again" she grinned at me, but I recognized pain and seriousness in her beautiful voice.

"Believe me baby, I'll never do this again, you're so perfect. I don't know who I could find better.You are friendly, funny, romantic, loving, adventurous, beautiful and so damn sexy in your sweatpants,
Holy Moly I love you so much, I don't know what was going on in my head, it was the alcohol, but it doesn't matter it's no excuse, damn I love you so much, please, I never leave you alone again, I want you, you with all the quirks, even if you don't actually have any, "I said honestly.

"Actually," she laughed, played offended.

"Yes, your only quirk is that the sexy sweatpants are from Zayn, but that's not a problem at all. She looks damn well on you, "I laughed and pressed a long romantic kiss on her lips and pulled her into the hospital bed with me.

My right hand went to her hip and I pressed her closer to me.
Carefully I let my hand wander further down to knead her sweet bottom, but she pulled it up again.

"Liam is here," she giggled. "He's asleep," I replied. "Have you never seen a movie, some people who are in a coma hear everything, and that was extremely insensitive, you donkey" she giggled.
I quickly kissed her forehead and she laid her head on my chest ...