Lilis PoV

"Where am I" I asked tiredly when I woke up in a strange bed. I felt an arm that was wrapped around my waist and noticed that I was half on someone. Slowly I opened my eyes and saw Zayn.
Crap! We had...?

My question was immediately confirmed when I saw my dress, which I was still wearing.

He too seemed to be slowly waking up and I slid off him.
I remembered the previous evening again

"Lili are you all right?" Zayn asked me when I woke up. He had kissed someone else. Without control I started to cry, whereupon he hugged me lovingly. He wanted to go again, but slept with me around me calm down.
I didn't know why I did that, but I snuggled up against him, I needed the warmth and security he exuded.
A bit stupid, at least he could have been an ax murderer and what do I do with myself, but something told me I could trust him.
He gently put an arm around me and pulled me closer to him.
How could Niall do such a thing?
I kept asking myself this question. Wasn't I good enough for him? Was he on it? Did it annoy him that I didn't let him down right away? Was i just a game

The questions come back to me now, which is why I began to cry softly again. Tears flowed down my cheek in silence, until I was pressed against Zayn again and he stroked my head soothingly.
"Why are you doing that?" I asked him softly whereupon he just laughed softly. "Because I was in your position before," he said gently and I looked at him questioningly.
"My girlfriend when I was 16, she was my first great love. I was crazy about her and we'd been together for a good three years, well, when I got home from X-Factor, I wanted to surprise her. I went to her home and wanted him to her room to scare her. What I saw was humiliating. Jordan, one of my best friends, was lying on top of her and inside her, "he explained to me, whereupon I looked at him in shock.

"Why do people do that, especially people from whom you had not expected such a thing" I breathed and just looked at him.
"I don't know, I don't know what happened in Niall, just him, he was always our dear, problem-free, little Irishman"

Harry's POV:

"I'll kill him" I said furiously and jumped up when the door opened. And there he actually came, but who is not surprised by himself.
He made out wildly with the girl from the photo. I saw Liam freak out next to me and pull Niall off the bitch.
I walked up to her and kindly asked her to leave while Liam gave Niall a slap in the face.

"Woah Payne, what's your fucking problem" said Niall and I smelled the alcohol up to me."What the problem is Niall" I snapped, but Louis tried to calm me down. "Niall what got into you, you have a girlfriend who saw you you idiot" said Louis, but much calmer than Liam and me.

"What, oh Lili, oh she forced Zayn on, little bitch" he whispered.
The three of us just looked at each other in confusion. Zayn had told us they only talked and why should both of them do that.

"Niall go to sleep, we'll sort it out tomorrow," Liam said annoyed and helped the blonde into his room.
"How does the idiot get such a shit" I swore. I had already taken Lili to my heart and I can't stand it when you hurt people who are important to me.

"Harry, calm down," said Louis gently and put his arm on my shoulder. "Come on, let's go to sleep," he added and we went to our room.

We actually had a house here, but due to renovation we had to take a hotel. But since everything was full, we had taken a kind of suet. So Niall and Liam shared a bed and Louis and I shared a bed.

In our room I pulled my sweater over my head and started working on my pants.Louis did the same to me, since his back was new, her back turned, I could pattern him well, he was trained. Even if he often denied it, he had muscles. And we all know what an ass he's got. Unobtrusively I watched him pull his sweater over his head. I wanted to kiss him. Now. I knew there was going to be a problem but I had no control.

When he turned to me, I walked up to him and pressed him against the cupboard. "Harry what's the point" he asked confused and slightly unsure, but the next moment I pressed my lips to his and seduced him into a kiss.
But the next moment I was pushed away