Wow, I forgot about this book for many years, oh how much life has changed. I wish I could say it was for the best but it really wasn't, if anything it's getting worse, not many positives if I'm being honest. Hell, I don't even know if people still pay attention to this book anymore, and that's fine.

Hmm so what's been happening? Well, I'm in my final year of High-school, uh I came out as Asexual/Aromantic, Both my parents have new lovers and as strange as it is, I've come to terms with it.

Now for the big losses, I lost my best friend. No, she didn't die but our friendship died over my words, such stupid words. We were best friends for thirteen years, that all disappeared due to a boy of all things. Funny how the world works, you follow the people who hurt you and leave who tried to help. Because I really did, I helped her due to the boy being a piece of shit. But in the end it didn't matter, she planned to stop our friendship beforehand. I cried constantly for a week straight while she was having fun with the friend group we joined together, me and her against the world. It's been three months and I'm still not over it, she's over me in such little time and it was a shame it ended this way. We had plans of living together like sisters. I was her protector, I was a big sister to her.

But it's all over now.